a good new year resolution =)

read this from pastor jaeson ma
and this is seriously 1 of the best new year resolution, it seems easy but if you want to put it into practise, it might be hard.

anyway, whats his new year resolution?
here's his description about his new year resolution
it is known as 365 days love

"So I’ve decided what my 2010 New Years resolution will be. This may sound crazy, but I’m going to do my best with this. Basically, I’ve realized after being a pastor for so many years that it’s easy to talk about love, it’s another thing to live a life of love. Many people may know me for my preaching, or music, or creative endeavors, but that means nothing unless I live out what I talk about. So I don’t want to only let others hear me talk about it, but I really want to be about it. I want to practice what I preach by doing the following new years resolution and challenge to myself… honestly, I’m a little scared but here it goes…

365 DAYS OF LOVE….

Starting January 1st 2010 I want to live out 365 days of love by putting my love into action. How will I do this? I will attempt to do one act of kindness to someone each day of the year. That is, 365 acts of love for 365 days of the next year. Each day I will post a blog about the random act of kindness that I did. It can be anything from helping someone out, to listening to someone’s problems, to telling someone how amazing they are, or to do some crazy act of love for a stranger. I don’t know, I will have to trust that each day will bring before me an opportunity to love. So for Monday-Saturday 6 days a week I will write a text blog. But 1 day a week on Sunday I will post a video blog of an act of love I did that day or week. So there you have it….

The challenge ~ 365 ACTS OF KINDNESS FOR 365 DAYS OF THE YEAR

The purpose ~ To not just talk about love, but be about love

The goal ~ To live a life of love that will hopefully inspire others to love the same

Lets see what this New Years resolution brings. I will need all of your prayers and support! Honestly, I don’t know if I can do it, I may fail certain days, but its the heart that counts and I’ll do my best to love others the same way I would desire to be loved…. lets keep spreading the love friends…. because to live is to love.

LOVE,

JMA

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life."



so what do you think?
dont you think this is really a good new year resolution?=)

anyway Happy New Year once again.
May it be a fruitful year with love, joy and hope!!! =)

worry not =)

just now i was in a panic, my brain barely could function at that time when all those bad thoughts kept on running through my mind
seriously, i didnt realise the impact that it brought to me could be so big =P

ANYWAY to prevent myself from looking like an idiot XD
next time, i will SEARCH for you carefully
before i draw my conclusion
you just couldnt imagine how relieved i was when i found you=)

ps: again is another day when my mind decided to wander *sigh*
pps: since 2010 is coming, I wish you Happy New Year!!!! May it be a fruitful year for all of us! =)

此刻，天使是否能为我传达我的心意？
因为，我讨厌傻傻地在原地发呆。
我答应自己，这将会是终点，
不会再有另一个新起点，
因为，真的很累。

believe/13elieve =)

This night is a blessing, the day that we met.
The moon is out in the sky and the stars are smiling.
I wish that your smile won’t be erased ,
as I pray for these happy days to be continued always

On the nights that I spend alone, I keep on thinking about you
Even if I call you and I complain,that’s not what
I really meant to do. Did you already know and just act like you didn’t?

When there are hard times, if I’d just listened to your
voice for a moment, I could forget everything and laugh it off.

I am so fortunate to be able to meet you
because you’d made me smile by just being next to me
I could find you even if you go far away over there,
because you’re smiling inside of me

It’s possible to fight after a long time but
even if that has happened I won’t ever change.

I promise, I swear under the heaven.
I’ll pray beneath the moon that I'll never make you cry.

This night is a blessing, the day that we met.
The moon is out in the sky and the stars are smiling.
I wish that your smile won’t be erased ,
as I pray for these happy days to be continued always.

In the future if you’re ever worn and tired
think about the happy and beautiful memories
We plant faith in each other’s garden and happiness blooms.
I’ll send you the heart to my heart.
~by heechul~

after reading the lyrics thoroughly,now i can totally understand why he likes this song so much when he first listened to this song and untill now, his love towards this song has never changed ^^
hehe, i like this song also =)
and i just realised, why this song is called believe although there isnt once, this word is being mentioned.
because
the word believe is within the lines (^_^)

ps: so the rest that i initially planned to have has lasted for more than 2 hours and it is still an ongoing process? so what am i doing right now?practically nth..just eating chips (yes my crave for chips has been with me for quite awhile and it seems that the craving will not end very soon), some mind wandering activities and of course blogging XD
and christmas break is almost over *sigh*
but the most significant thing that i've done so far is...putting on weight
yes you hear me right, I M SERIOUSLY in the process of getting myself to be looked a lil bit chubbier(a word which makes me feel better instead of using the word FATTER)!!!
and
IF the caloric restriction plan really helps in slowing the aging process
then, i m putting myself in a dangerous situation
cause i m actually accelerating my aging process!!! >.<>

christmas =)

"while they were there, the time came for the baby to be born, and she gave birth to her firstborn, a son. She wrapped him in cloths and placed him in a manger, because there was no room for them in the inn." Luke 2:4-7

"Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord." Luke2:11

Take Christ out of Christmas, and December becomes the bleakest and most colorless month of the year. --A. F. Wells

Christmas wont be the same without the birth of Jesus =)

hehe..in case i dont have the urge to blog on christmas day
in advance (not very advance though, as 2 more days to go b4 christmas arrives),
i wish you merry christmas!!!!!

May you have a happy and blessed Christmas!!!
and also
Joy, peace, hope and love!!!! =)

I'm dreaming of a white christmas, with every christmas card i write

wuli turtle,
May you have a blessed christmas ya!!! ^^

river flows in you by yiruma

english translation :

If there is a road made just for you,

the road is right there in your heart

If you can, endure it,
then put all your soul into trusting it

holding you, holding you
it's in you
river flows in you

slowly slowly
River flows in you

waiting waiting
After all, are you gonna be there with me?

I want to fall for you so that i can always feel you

If you can, endure it ,
then put all your soul into trusting it.

not sure whether the translation is correct or not
but i guess roughly thats what is all about

anyway wuli turtle,
stay strong right now okay?
God will always be with you =)
just pray and dont be angry with anyone or anything that has been happened recently
remember that everything's happened for a reason
and God knows very well your future
just stay calm and keep on trusting in Him.

Christmas is coming,
remember that Jesus has born on this day
So, wuli turtle
prepare your heart as the chrismas season is coming..
clear up all your anger and bad emotion that you have in your heart
nothing should come on your way,
remember Our saviour is born on this day.
Nothing will be more important than this,
to prepare our heart for the celebration of the birth of our savior
so dont be upset and angry, will you?

again,
stay strong in your faith!!!!!!!!
remember God is always there for you!!
you might not understand whats going on and have expressed your confusion in a way that others couldnt accept it,as a response to your confusion, they have hurt you, very very deep.
and in reply, you say
you wish to be on the right path right?
so keep on trusting in God
as His word is a lamp to our feet and a light for our path =)

All in all,
I pray that you may have a blessed christmas, stay happy as always!!! =)

i like this =)

a long time ago, from heaven there was a plan regarding you.
The Lord saw it and said that it was good, more precious than anything in this world, He carefully created us with His hands.
Be happy through me, He says. For I love you. =)

Yes Lord, i love you for You wipe my tears and give me joy and peace. For that reason, my prayer will never ceased, now and always. =)
taken from super junior song for you, i modified abit , but the meaning doesnt change and i like it very much!!!! =)

christmas break is coming 2 more days to go.
needless to say, i can forsee that this break is gonna be crazy as always
but i just pray that i will be able to bear in mind the true meaning of christmas and celebrate it with a heart that will please the Lord =)

in the word christmas, christ comes first!! ^^

Jesus, our saviour, who died on the cross for us, to wash our sins away, to reunite us with God
is BORN on the christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Christmas wouldnt be right without Jesus =)

See the Virgin is delivered
In a cold and crowded stall;
Mirror of the Father's glory
Lies beside her in the straw.
He is Mercy's incarnation
Marvel at this miracle!
For the Virgin gently holds

the Glorious Impossible.

He was bruised for our transgressions
And he bears eternal scars.
He was raised for our salvation
And his righteousness is ours.
Praise, oh, praise him, praise the glory
Of this lavish grace so full.
Lift your souls now and receive

the Glorious Impossible!

Yes!!! Glorious Impossible!!!! =)

What more can we ask for christmas when Jesus is the best gift that Lord has given to us!!!

NOW & ALWAYS!!!

I LOVE YOU , LORD!!!!!!!! =)

just have to share this ^^

okay recently i have so many things that i have to share or write etc=P
and feeling guilty cos i have 2 credit tests in the upcoming week
and this weekends i have psycho block!!!

anyway
i srsly have to share this
though i have shared with you guys b4

rmb the song who am i which is done by casting crown and sang by siwon in the super show II concert?
ever since i got to know this song through him, i like this song very much
as the lyrics is super nice and it shows God's love perfectly
and today i found out 1 thing which surprised me!!!!

KYUHYUN took part in this performance also

He backup siwon
OMONA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i m really very happy to know this
cos i always grumble how come kyuhyun never sings any christian song in any of his solo performance=)

seriously,
2 of my favourite singers
singing christian song in their concert!!!!!!!!!
=)
you get the point as in why am i so happy? ^^
i m really happy when i got the chance to see how ppl declare their faith publicly, saying that they believe in God, without any hesitation!!! and this always amazed me!!! ♥

anyway here's the audio version of the song



and again here's the lyrics

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am yours..
I am yours..

Enjoy!! May God bless you!!! =)
and May God continue to bless them in their everyday life =)

when i m supposed to....

when i m supposed to...
study XD

anyway i like this picture VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY X infinity MUCH!!!!!!!!!

nongmul nongmul CHUWAHAE!!!! =)

==此刻，就让我暂时奔向你。==

S.E.O.U.L song

KYA!!!! imagine early in the morning..as i was rubbing my eyes
i found out this mv and till now i m still spazzing!!!!! and now i m totally energised bcos of this KYUte mv!!
KYA KYA KYA KYA KYA
i've wanted to listen to the full version of this song LONG time ago
but never expected that they are going to shoot a mv for this song as well

and you know what
this is such a KYUte mv!!!!!!!!

my kyuhyun so cute so cute so cute so cute times infinity
and he and seohyun make a CUTE couple!!!! ♥
i wouldnt have objected them if they were together
though i heart will bleed LOLZ!!!
but they are too cute and you just cant say no to them XD
and weird enough to say, i kind of like snsd in this mv =P

okay okay
i'll continue to spazz but b4 that
here's the video
MAKE sure you watch!! (well if you are not a kpop fans...er i doubt you ll enjoy the mv tho but hehe who cares =P)

PS: author's footnote =p why i use KYUte instead of cute cos KYU + cute = KYUte!!!! <3 height="344" width="425">

just have to write it down

okay..
my dad just asked me
are you in love?
i was like er =.='''''
and the reason he gave was
cos nowadays you tend to dress up yourself
again
i was like =.="""
so i said yes whom i have mentioned to you b4 and you know where he is lah papa kekekez!! XD
of course he did not believe it
yet he kept on asking me the photo that i posted up on facebook
asking who is this and that etc
i was like HUH? i have no clue which photo he was describing
so again i was like =.='''''''''
and mum says
your dad very blur 1 la
dont listen to him
he doesnt even know which photo he is talking about
just ignore him
LOLZ!!! mum!!! *thumbs up* =P

anyway
i guess...
they will surely have a heart attack if i had a bf =)
and i must make sure my bf has a strong heart to withstand all those questionings that they are going to have on him LOLZ!!!!!

done with the 1st crap
here comes the 2nd crap

he cried recently
but i m happy to see how he treats the ppl around him
with gratitude
i guess
he must be thinking
this is what he can do for them
and must be thinking
who is he to deserve so many loves that have been poured out to him
and keeping in mind that he is a christian
makes me feel happier =)
he cried
but for a good reason ^^

3rd crap
his hyung sang~~~
a chinese hymn which is done by joshua band
praise the Lord
he has never missed any chance to share the words of God to ppl whom he ll meet
either by words or by musics or by action
and this makes me feel happy also ^^
but 1 thing makes me laugh (feel bad though)
his needs to improve his pronounciation (learn from his dongsaeng la=P)
cos there is this sentence which he totally changed the meaning of this particular sentence due to his weird pronounciation XD
kekekez!!! XD

so i m done with my crapping =)

ps: ~let it be let it be~ and i think i m there already =) Praise the Lord!!!

pps: gogo!!! I will pray as hard as i can for you, so that you ll get a good supervisor that you have been wanted all this while!!!! Dont worry and leave it to the God!! He will provide everything that you need for your thesis =)

時を止めて by tvxq

急ぐように夏の星座たちが
As if they were rushing, the summers constellations
ビルの谷間に傾いて隠れてく
Hide themselves in the valleys between the buildings
通りすぎる僕らの毎日
During every day that passed us by
ちっぽけな事で泣きそうな時もある
There are times when I feel like crying at the smallest things
いつか君が行きたがっていた
I want to go to your side someday
あの店はもう無くなってしまったけど
Even though that shop has disappeared
どんな日も僕たちは
No matter what the day is,
二人の恋は終わらないと信じていた
I believe that our love has not ended
時を止めて
Stop the time
ずっと君のそばにいたい
I want to be by your side forever
もっと君を抱きしめたい
I want to hold you more closely to me
一つ一つ君の事を覚えながら
While one memory after another of you surface up
永遠だけ信じてた
I believe only in eternity
時を止めて
Stop the time
ずっと君のそばにいたい
I want to be by your side forever
見上げた空、願いこめて
Looking at the sky, with all my wishes
ひとつひとつ輝く星繋げながら
While each and every glittering star connect together
君の形探してた
I search for your shape
時を止めて
Stop the time
ずっと君のそばにいたい
I want to be by your side forever
もっと君を抱きしめたい
I want to hold you more closely to me
一つ一つ君の事を覚えながら
While one memory after another of you surface up
永遠だけ信じてた
I believe only in eternity

ahhhhh how i miss them... and seeing them like this makes me feel sad!!! T_T
i sincerely wish their frienship will continue to cherish FOREVER!!!!!
turn back the time pls.....i miss them when they stay strong together as a family...not like now...shattered into broken pieces *sigh*

~always keep the faith~
never ever give up!! fight till the end!! whatever the outcome might be..pls stay together as 1!!!!

ps: sorry...is not that i m very free until to the extent that i keep on blogging..is just that...i m too full and my stomach seriously not feeling well!!! cant concentrate and hence..hehe have to find some other stuffs to do
and thats why i have time to emo, do all the crapping part (as in the previous post that i have posted XD) etc
pls forgive me =P

pps: sometimes, we have to learn to ignore things which are not important especially those that ll make you feel upset.

ppps: cannot la..still feel very bloated!!!!! =.="""""" think i should get some sleeps now..hehe my belly is telling me..she prefer to be in a flat shape...instead of being a ball shape. XD

just ignore this post =P

kya kya kya!!!
why are you so happy nowadays
why are you so hyper nowadays
why you keep on having such ABNORMAL behaviour nowadays!!
lolz!!!
like a little kid trying to figure out how to use the hp
you are supposed to capture your own picture initially
but in the end you video-ed it instead of selca XD
and i doubt you know that you clicked the wrong button =P
tsk tsk tsk


kya kya kya why are you so happy!!

wuli turtle chongmal haengbok hanikka?wae?
kunde...nun chuwahae..chebal kaesok haenbok kaseyo yonwonhi!!!! =)