隐藏

微风，轻吹脸颊，
发梢，微微轻飘，
步伐，一步一步，
音符，萦绕耳边。

我，
再次漫步在我的思绪中。
看着身旁的人、事、物，
望着倒影中的我，
我，
看见了自己的空。

试图仰望蓝天，
看看那朵朵的白云是否能承载我心中的疑问、我的忧虑、我的不安。
轻叹，
再次欺骗自己，
不是现在，在撑着点，
乌云的背后，一定有阳光照耀着我心中的大地，
滋养我心中即将枯萎的花朵，
它们，
总有一天会绽放出灿烂的光芒。

可，
我是停下了脚步，
但，
我所期待的为何仍然让我继续等待。

云朵渐渐在太阳失去的光芒下，
隐藏自己在黑暗当中。
我，
是否也该把我的等待寄托在它们之中？

我，
可能累了。

when~~~

when
i cant play the piano well, it's okay, you can play for me
when
i cant drive well, it's okay, you can drive for me
when
i cant cook well, it's okay, you can cook for me
when
i cant manage my account well, it's okay, you can manage for me
when
i cant sing well, it's okay, you can sing for me
when
i cant express myself well, it's okay, you understand me
when
i cant keep my room tidy, it's okay, you can help me to clean up =p
when
i am afraid to talk to stranger, it's okay, you can help me out
when
i cant decide what to wear, it's okay, it doesnt matter you how i dress up
when
i cant attend the lecture, it's okay, you can lend me your notes =p
when
i left out things that i should bring, it's okay, you are there to remind me
when
i cant decide which movie i should watch (rarely this will happen), it's okay, you can help me to decide
when
i cant decide what should i have for my meal (this happen very frequently=p), it's okay, you have already decided for me (MUAHAHA)

but

when
i cant concentrate to study, it's not okay, cause you cant help me to study! >.<
when
i dont feel like taking exam, it's not okay, cause you cant take the exam for me
when
my study work load is pilling up, it's not okay, cause you cant help me out

aih, when it comes to exam and study, you have to be independent.

ps: hehe random eh?

eric benet still with you =)

from whom i got to know this song?

and from whom he got to know this song?

muahaha i m good in tracing XD

anyway this is a nice song esp the lyrics..very touching=)

Heaven knows what you've been through
So much pain
Even though you can't see
I'm not far away
We always say if one of us
Somehow went away
We'd light a candle and say a prayer
Know that love still remains

Close your eyes, go to sleep
Know my love is all around you
Dream in peace, when you wake
You will know I'm still with you

Live your life from this day on
And love again
I know you'd do the same for me
That's the way that loves is supposed to be

Close your eyes, go to sleep
Know my love is all around you
Dream in peace, when you wake
You will know I'm still with you

When you feel those lonely teardrops
Rolling down your face
Just know my love watches over you
Always, always

Close your eyes, go to sleep
Know my love is all around you
Dream in peace, when you wake
You will know I'm still with you
I'm still with you

paris ^^

had a great paris trip!!

never in my life that i could imagine one day i would go to paris and witness eiffel tower, mona lisa with my own eyes. and not to mention, hehe i went to disneyland as well!! =)

i wasnt very excited with the fact that i have been to paris already when i was on my way back but after looking through the photos that i have taken, this thought occurred to me "eh..i did go to paris. PARIS!!!"

well, have to give thanks to God for it it were not His grace and His blessings, i would never be able to travel around europe. And i aslo give thanks to God for giving me a great friend so that we could travel together without any problem =) This makes the trip fun and enjoyable!

anyway, we have met a chinese girl from hunan, china whom at the first place, we asked for direction to our hotel and she turned out to be a SUPER nice friend!! She guided us to our hotel!! lolz you wouldnt want to imagine how far we have walked from the metro station we got down to our hotel cause we didnt know there's another easier way to get there. We were walking all thw way from the metro (very very far metro station) to our hotel based on google map!! But fortunately, parisians are nice people!! All those people that we have asked from them for direction, they were super friendly and hostile. They were willing to help us despite the language barrier. They did give us the right direction to our hotel, but heh language barrier still led us to the wrong alley=P AND Praise the LORD!!! We met this chines girl whose name is yan yan yan (yes you hear me right! her name is yan yan yan 言岩颜, amazing right? ) who walked together with us to the hotel and accompanied us to champs d elysee ,musuem louvre and many many more tourist attractions!! this was time saving!!! cause without her, we would probably need to look at the map ALL THE TIME!!

speaking about disneyland, hehe it was fun though the roller coaster thingy not very scary cause you see, many little kids will ride on them and i dont think they would want to scare off the kids!! =) nonetheless, it was great!! I, myself is not a disney fans (phew) cause gosh you've got to see the souvenir shops, if you have kids with you there, for sure you will either burn a hole in your pocket or you ended up making your kids cry non stop for refusing to buy toys for them. ANYKIND of souvenir you could think off, you can get them there!! But heh i still bought some souvenirs for my family cause i dont think i would come to disneyland paris again cause is too far. perhaps, other disneyland? =P

and about french food, hehe it was okay, but me and leepeng we made a conclusion. All european food, they taste one kind =P prefer malaysian food!! =) but it was good la, just not much variety for you to choose. the dessert, yes i have tried the typical french dessert, pudding with burnt sugar topping, it was nice but you will be disgusted after finishing half of it cause is too milky(?), dont know how to describe the taste =P

oh ya!! we went to the cafe which sells the most famous cookies (sth like that) .we bought 100g which is 7.6 euro (6 maracon-thats the name for this dessert/ cookies), nah, i couldnt figure out why this maracon is so famous, the taste is normal. BUT seriously, all the patries and cakes make you want to buy all of them home cause they look delicate and delicious!!!! =)

and about mona lisa, hehe din really take a close look on her cause they kind of restrict us to get closer as they set up this ring thingy so that we could only take photo outside of the ring. GOSH!! you have to squeeze yourself through the crowd and find a view which you could take a photo of mona lisa. if you watch the crowd from far, you couldnt see mona lisa but only CAMERAS!!!!

and you cant even have a nice close up cause you will be pushed by the crowd. luckily, still manage to snap a photo with me and mona lisa in it !! =P

and about champs d elysee, lots of nice views and monument and buliding. but the most interesting pari is hehe i walked through the bridge that DBSK once had their shooting there!! and yan yan says, dbsk also went to the jap restaurant which one of her friends is the waitress there!! ah, so close yet so far =P wish i could be there!! though they went to paris like 2 years ago=P 2 years ago, where were i? still in prague, imprisoned myself in troja =P

hmmm what else ah? heh i will add more if sth new pop up

anyway, i manage to speak about baptism and also our God is in 3 forms with my friend on easter day itself!! not a big progress though but i really feel happy cause i took the courage to speak about it to my friend!! I pray that i could speak more about God to my friend in the future!! Is really great when you share your belief with other ppl ^^

last but not least, Praise the Lord for looking after me throughout the whole trip and praise Him even more for bringing me here, giving me a scholarship and also opportunity to experience europe!! If it were not Him, i couldnt imagine that one day i could study in europe!!