monster inc

perhaps i should stay at my room
when my hair is untidy
when my fringe like those short circuit wire twisted here and there
and they "heading" in all direction
when my forehead is exposed and my those super barely visible eyebrows are out there saying Hi to the world
when my face look very pale and as if i did not sleep for so many days
(er..i seriously do not think that my face look pale or whatsoever but thats the remark that i ll get each time my friends seen me)

cause
LOLZ
just now
when our juniors came to our apartment and i was out there in the kitchen
suddenly
douglas came and met me
in the kitchen
he paused and stunned there for like 1.5 sec
(eh actually i also paise la cos i know i look like huang nian po :P)
eheh..i think maybe he was too shocked to see me in such horrible condition :P

and when yee yong saw me
FUAH!you look as if you have not been sleeping well for 5 days and have been meditating in the Gua
LOLZ

okay la
i have to admit
sometimes
with my hair untidy
is quite scary la
haha i think my apartmentmates they have used to it dy :P

anyway conclusion
stay at my room
when i look "scary"
so that i wont scare ppl off :P

thats why i started with the title
monster inc *blek*

T_T

stress, depressed, pek cik and angry because

1. 5 more days to genetics and i m not prepared (i have a bad feeling on thatT_T)
2. my knowledge on genetics is not enough
3. i cannot really remember all that genes, chromosome and symptoms (FUAH!!!)
4. why i should evolution and all the arrangement of homo (FUAH knowing how human evolve ll help in doctor carrier meh!!)
5. HUMAN GENOME PROJECT!! %&@#!*@..why on earth should i know this!! i m not a geneticist!!!
6. @$#%^&*^%#@^ connection has been so bad recently!!!!! FUAH i pay so much and yet the connection is comparable as what i have in malaysia by using streamyx (telecom i m sorry to say that)

stress stree times infinity!!!!
if can..i really want to..............................

Lord pls grant me peace and wisdom and understanding and patience
pls grant me what i m lacking and what is needed for my preparation
T_T

T_T

scared!!

happy chinese new year!! :D

mow mow mow
happy chinese new year!!!

have been receiving so many wishes from my friends!! :D (okay la not many but a few :P)
but then
i ll treasure them with all my hearts :)
and sincerely thank you for wishing me happy chinese new year!!

actually
though this year me and my friends did not cook a dinner like what we did last year as we are having exam right now :(
yet
i m happy :)
dont ask me why
eheh i dunno

you see
usually ppl ll gain weight during CNY cause they tend to eat alot as their mum cook
but
me here
without all those cooking activities going on
i still can gain weight T_T
eating junk food
cos eheh just now i cannot stand dy
listening to mum saying how my bro finished all those CNY snacks and kuih-muih
they have made me feel so depressed and i feel like i should buy myself some snacks
dont ask me how much i have eaten
and dont ask me how heavy i m now
(choon seng i ll remember how you cheated on my "feeling" :P lolz!!! how dare you tipu such an innocent girl like me MUAHAHA)

but i can give you a clue
apparently i m turning into a ball and can officially bounce back to malaysia in no time (or maybe float back to malaysia due to too much of fat). WAH so good, save money leh cause can save rm5000 !!!! expensive huh from prague to malaysia (flight ticket back to penang from kl and bus ticket from prague to frankfurt airport are not taken into acct FUAH and is already rm5000!!!)

anyway
i m happy and contented as to what i m having right now
so blessed
God does grant me joy, peace and happiness during CNY
He does not let me feel sad or whatsoever though i m far away from home :)

Chinese New Year resolution :P
since i have broken the New Year resolution which is to cut down my diet :P
so lets be more realistic

1. spiritual growth
2.more hardworking
3. more and more hardworking
4. study not because i m forced to but i need to for the sake of the patients and how i might usefully use the knowledge that i have in the future(eheh i m a woman on a mission:P wont tell you whats that yet till i m confirmed with that:P) :)
5. control my diet as if dont go to extreme (for the sake of my health :P)
6. parents stay healty and charming and lovely as always
7. gogo faster get married so that i can get ang pau :P
8. do my best and be one of the best ( reminder: not for my own sake but for His glory :D)
9. may cherry blooms this year :D

hmmm i think thats all gua:P
sorry ah
you are forced to read tru my CNY's resolution again :P which i just realised they are almost the same :P

here i off with
新年蒙恩、蒙福！
happy chinese 牛 year! :)
大团圆， 大团圆， 不管距离有多远
手牵着手心相连！！ :)
yes
may you have a blessed new year
may this year prosper and full of blessings, joy, peace and happiness!! :)

yay!!
actually i m supposed to study
but i was like
eh should i write ah since new year wor
should right something right for new year
weird leh if i dont write
so eheheh :P
yes i should and i must go back to books now!!
GENETICS you know i love you
so here i come!!
with Chinese New Year mood :D

ps: eheh i have a secret here which i cant tell though i feel like sharing..anyway this secret is soooooooooooooooooooo addictive :P anyway i m curious about why this secret is created on the day of CNY's eve :P dont bother me as i m alway abit crappy :P

i shall say
~bye~
~annikahsehyo~
~sayonara~
~cau~
~ahoj~
~再会~
~selamat tinggal~

and here it goes!!CNY's song :P

yeah
yesterday i started to listen to CNY songs :P
those who know me
know that i dont usually listen to CNY songs
cos i just hate the melody
is too noisy dy
but then
after i listened to My astro n MyFm CNY album last year and this year as well
i kind of like some of their songs
as some of the songs are not too noisy with those drums and trumpet thingy in it:P
i think i prefer malaysian's style NY song:P

read ee lyn's blog
and saw that she actually baked cookies
peanut cookies!!!
aiks if i were not to have exam in 2 weeks time
i would have baked sth as well
and cook sth as well
and yeah
u r right
apparently
as all of us
are going to have exam in a week or 2
so we dont really have the CNY mood:P

what to do
this year CNY seems to fall on the wrong day??
nah
nvm la
i just hope that next year
CNY ll fall on the day after we finished our exams!!
i dont want to celebrate CNY every year together with my bookSS!!

5 years more to go
celebrating CNY in foreign country
i was wondering if possible
i would like to go back to malaysia in one of these years (if possible)
to celebrate CNY with my family :P
eheh of course at the smae time getting ANG PAU :P
u GOT TO KNOW
how much i have rugi of not being able to be in penang during CNY!!!!
but then hor
my gogo is going to get married so ( i supposed:P)
i m going to WAT him to give me ang pau
and which means i ll be going to my sister-in-law's house during CNY in the future
and she has so many siblings you see
so MUAHAHA ANG PAU!! :p

OKIE LA
gtg back to my books
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR friends!!

동

this is what i can type now
and this is what i have found for the last part of my name
tong=dong 동
couldnt find any korean character which can fit yeng
apparently they dont have character for such word (er actually is because i couldnt find one)
i have tried yeong which turned out to look like this ㅕㅇ (which looks totally wrong)
yeng: ㅐㅇ
yaeng:ㅒㅇ
yang: ㅑㅇ
yong:ㅛㅇ
yung: ㅠㅇ

all of them look so wrong
i doubt they have suchwords in korean though they do sound like one:P

anyway
this is what i can type right now
合い詩でる
trust me i have no idea what does it mean
but i have to say
japanese is a lot more easier when it comes to typing
cause no matter what you type
somehow
some correct character ll appear
not like korean
you have to really know how to combine the consonant and the vowel correctly to produce a correct word
which is so difficult!! :P

anyway
i ll learn korean
FOR SURE
cause i want to type it out on my own MUAHAHA

愛してる　（supposedly to be aishiteru--haha i just typed the pronounciation and this is how they conjugate the word with what i have typed :P)

strictly no boys over flower for TWO weeks

2 weeks of not being able to see hyun joong
arghh is unbearable :P

2 weeks
strictly no YOU TUBE
not even just browse through it
is a promise that i have made with God

which means
2 weeks of not being able to watch BOYS over FLOWER!!
2 weeks couldnt see him smiling

quote from someone blog (the blog title is: is a life that i live)

if one smile can kill that must be hyun joong's smile!!!
yeah!!!his smile kills!!

for boys over flower series right
the taiwan version
i prefer hua zhe lei
the korea version
i prefer hyun joong also
the japan version
haven watched yet
ll watch it after my genetics

"famine of you tube and drama" right now
but this will be so worth it
for the sake of genetics!! ^^V

yes
looking forward for the post exam period
looking forward for hyun joong's smile MUAHAHA

Mature (성숙) by hwangbo

Mature (성숙)

The words that I want to say to you now,

Could be a little embarrassing,

Since I usually just joke around with you,

Please try to understand and listen.

Actually I thought that I was not yet qualified to love,

When I first met you, I had no confidence,

And I had worries such as that.

As time passes,

The time we spent together,

I've gotten used to these precious moments,

You're always by my side looking at me,

I'll be thankful for your trust and love.

Now I'll mature, when you're watching me,

The scent of love that won't change,

I'll mature even more when I look at you,

With a trusting gaze that won't change,

Now I'll begin changing first.

Words like I love you and I like you,

Words that I couldn't say and were awkward.

I tried to make it light like a joke,

Did I do wrong, your heart hurt right?

As time passes,

And the world changes,

It seems that I've matured very little,

Now that you're protecting me by my side,

When I need your love and trust.

Now I'll mature, when you're watching me,

The scent of love that won't change,

I'll mature even more when I look at you,

With a trusting gaze that won't change.

Now I'll begin changing first.

Now I'll begin loving first.

성숙 - 황보

지금 너에게 하려는 말이
조금은 민망스럴지도 몰라
항상 장난스럽게 굴어서 더그럴꺼야
조금만 이해하고 들어줘

사실 난 내가 사랑할 자격이
아직은 없다고 생각했었어
너를 처음 만났을때도 난 자신없어서
이런저런 고민만 했지

시간이 흐르고 함께한 순간의
소중함에 익숙해졌나봐
항상 내 옆에서 날 바라보는
너의 믿음과 사랑에 감사할께


이제 성숙해가길 니가 날 바라볼때
변하지않을 사랑의향기 넘쳐나기를
더욱 성숙해가길 내가 널 바라볼때
변하지 않을 믿음의 눈빛 넘쳐나기를
이제 내가 먼저 변해갈께여~~~~
#!H이제 내가 먼저 사랑할께여~~~#!H


사랑한단말 좋아한단말 익숙하지못해 어색한그말
농담처럼 표현해보려고 노력했지만
실수할까 맘 조렸었지
시간이 흐르고 세월이 흘러서
아주 조금 성숙해졌나봐
지금 내 옆에서 날 지켜주는
너의 믿음과 사랑이 필요할때

a nice song:) it would be nicer if there is someone out there whom i would like to dedicate to :P
ll upload the video soon :)
and i have started to think should i learn korean?cause i simply love korean instead of czech :P
though i M supposed to LOVE czech
but i simply could fall in love with this language
i want to learn korean cause i can see myself "using" it in the future
it might be very helpful when it comes to korean drama, you see :P
nah just joking, dunno why i like korean language
so besides learning new instrument when i m back in penang
learning korean ll be my next mission :P

a reminder :)

When life gets tough, Don't just pray continually and not move in the direction God is telling you.

hyungbo couple

just ignore the title
:P cos only me myself ll understand what does it mean :)

dunno why as i listen to these two songs
mature by hwangbo
thank you by hyun joong
(for your info these 2 are sad songs)
i feel sad somehow
i have not felt this way b4 though i like to listen to sad songs
but this is the first time that i feel it this way
the more i listen to these 2 songs
the sadder i m
aiks
i should stop listening to them

i think i m in love with the songs somehow

(dont bother me, recently i m too stressed till i m numb till i m not sure whether i m stressed or not)

Thank You (Komapda) by Kim Hyun Joong

err..heh..my another "crush" :P

he is simply cute and adorable :P i bet qin ll like the way how he smiles :)

"THANK YOU" - LYRICS

고맙다 내 곁에 머물러줘서 떨린다 너와 함께갈 이 길이
사랑해 니 앞에서 하는 어색한 말 행복해 잘 살아줘야해

미안해 나 같은 사람 만나서 아프다 참 많이 부족한 내가
너의 곁에서 끝까지 함께해줄게 예쁜 너의 모습 지켜가 줄게

죽어도 이 손 놓지않길 기도해 세상 끝까지 함께 걸어가길 약속해
지독한 사랑이 시간에 지쳐서 우는 날에도 맹세할게 예쁜 추억 꼭 지킬게

미안해 더 잘해주지 못해서 아프다 늘 모자란 내 모습이
힘들어도 나 끝까지 지켜봐줄래 예쁜 너의 모습 지켜가줄게

죽어도 이 손 놓지않길 기도해 세상 끝까지 함께 걸어가길 약속해
지독한 사랑이 시간에 지쳐서 우는 날에도 맹세할게 예쁜 추억 꼭 지킬게

너만 이여야하는 내 마음을 용서하길
많이 부족해도 많이 모자라도 간절히 널 원하는 나인걸

때로는 힘든 날이 찾아 온데도 세상 끝까지 잡은 두 손 놓지 않을게
지독한 사랑이 시간에 지쳐서 우는 날에도 맹세할게 예쁜 추억 꼭 지킬게

고마워요 내 곁에 머물러줘서..

TRANSLATION:

Thank you, for being by my side. Nervous, walking this road with you.
I love you, the awkward words that I say in front of you. Be blessed, I must let you live well.

Sorry, for meeting someone like me. Painful, I am still lacking in many ways.
I will be by your side until the end. I will protect the beautiful you.

I pray not to release this hand even if I die. I promise to walk with you until the end of time.
Because the extreme love can be worn out by time, I vow to keep the beautiful memories and even the days that we cried.

Sorry, for not being able to be better. Painful, that I am always lacking in some ways.
I will protect you until the end even if it is hard. I will protect the beautiful you.

I pray not to release this hand even if I die. I promise to walk with you until the end of time.
Because the extreme love can be worn out by time, I vow to keep the beautiful memories and even the days that we cried.

Only you can forgive my heart
Even though I am imperfect, even though I am lacking in many ways, I sincerely want you.

Even if days of difficulties were to come, I will not release the two hands that I hold until the end of time.
Because the extreme love can be worn out by time, I vow to keep the beautiful memories and even the days that we cried.

Thank you. For being by my side..

little kid

maybe
i m not matured enough

maybe
the way i react
is still like a little kid

maybe
the way how i carry myself
is still like a little kid

maybe
i m a little bit clumsy

" you look like a high school girl looking for guys"
" you are the little clumsy dragon"
"you must improve your qizi"
etc etc

and for the very first time
i feel like growing up
well
physically and mentally
hey i m going to be 21 one dy
but
sometimes
somehow
the remark that i get from ppl
it seems that i still like a small girl
but then again
sometimes
i just feel happy
the way how i see things
the way how i react
the way how i laugh
the way how i smile
cause
i m only 20 going to be 21
but then
i cant be forever like this
cannot imagine me to have such stupid expressions
those stupid moves
when i m 30!!!
can you imagine if at 30 d, your friends still say
"ow, yeng tong you are so cute"
walau eh
cannot ah
have to grow up
have to grow up

talk like an adult
react like an adult
walk like an adult
smile like an adult


learn to be a grown up girl! ;)

no more
cute, funny, clumsy, high school girl etc as my tags!!! :D

try to be a wiser person
be an adult!!

burkitt lymphoma

as i was reading about burkitt lymphoma
what has striked me is this
it is found by a medical missionary
i dunno why
i m really amazed by those who want to become a medical missionary
is like this is really helping others those needy to the up most level
i would say
this is the best 'job' in the world

and here comes my wild dream :P
how perfect would that be
if me and my husband are medical missionaries
(actually i can just be his wife and assist him.cause i do not dare to say i m qualified to be a missionary unless God really wants to work on me - actually it would be a totally blessing if i m used by God in this way)
and we stay in remote place (a real remote place but it must have mountains and seas:P)
then every morning
b4 we start our routine
we ll just sit at the yard
shoulder to shoulder
watching the sunrise
have a quiet time with God in prayer (like what pastor siew and his wife do everyday if possible)

then after work
we ll just hold hand
and walk pass those lalang, muddy road (with flies flying here and there)
smile to those resident in that kampung
and then smile to each other

at night,
we cook together
share our joy etc
talk heart to heart
then watch the stars and moon
sitting on the grassy field
or
go to the seaside
with our bare feet
walk on the beach
(of course must hold hands la :P)
or
go to the mountain
and meditate together while waiting for the sunrise :P

(erm i think my background very random)

dont care la
what is the most important thing is
i m with him :P
and having a meaningful life
enlarging God's kingdom:)
who cares about the setting :P

fuah
sometimes
Human tends to forget that
a simple life style can be very meaningful and contented
nowadays
with all those advanced technology gadgets
with all those complicated life style
we tend to lost the true self
actually what we need
is just a simple life style
and with your loved one besides you :)
this is all you need :)

okay lah
i drag too far dy MUAHAHA

look at how the denis burkitt has inspired me:P

but a dream is still a dream
if i really want to become a medical missionary
at the first place
i have to become a doctor first :P
so go back to my czech text book la
having credit test this coming friday!!
ARGHHHHH
haven started anything!! :(

christian 1 liner

CHRISTIAN ONE LINERS

To make a difference in the world, let Jesus make a difference in you.

To move up in life, you must stay on the level!

Either the Bible will keep you away from sin, or sin will keep you away from the Bible!

Do you wake up in the morning and say, "Good morning, Lord," or "Good Lord, it's morning."?

Jesus had to rise from the dead, we only have to get out of bed!

The cross is the only ladder high enough to reach heaven!

If someone is all wrapped up in themselves, it makes for a very small package.

Admitting you were wrong is only saying you are wiser today than yesterday.

Whether we like it or not, asking is the rule of the Kingdom.

People who fight fire with fire usually end up with ashes!

Grevious words stir up anger, but a soft answer turns away wrath!

The decisions you have made in the past have helped determine your present situation.

Choose wisely today for it will shape your tommorrow!

Attitude is the aroma of the heart.

God does not call the equipped, he equips the called!

Faith is not believing God can, but that he will!

The problem of running in the 'rat race' is that at the end you're still a rat!

Do good because you love, not to be loved!

The heart of the human problem is the human heart!

God is in the business of behavioral modification!

Love your enemy, it will confuse them!

What temptation offers, it takes back exponentially!

Even if someone is always bad, you can learn from them consistency!

If absence makes the heart grow fonder, then a lot of folks must really love the church.

If you feel like a 'ZERO', stand with the 'ONE' God and you become a 'TEN'!

Your hunger for things of God is a measure of your spiritual health!

You can't fake it, you must faith it!

The act of prayer isn't in itself the answer, but it brings the answer!

God said it, I believe it, so that settles it!

Compassion is difficult to give away, because it keeps coming back!

A lot of kneeling keeps you in good standing!

I'm pretty sure God prefers people bearing spiritual fruits, not a bunch of spiritual nuts.

Be ye fishers of men: you catch them and He'll clean them!

Jesus: Don't leave earth without him!

What part of 'thou shalt not' don't you understand?

God give me patience, and give it to me now!

God doesn't want a share of your life, he wants controling interest!

Read and study the scriptures, there will be a test!

Faith often shines brightest when life seems the darkest.

Living without faith is like driving in the fog.

Never be afraid to trust an unknown future to a known God.

A selfish Christian is a contradiction!

If you don't burn with love, others will die from the cold.

The real you is the way you act when you're not aware anyone is watching you.

Leave for church early to get a back seat.

No Jesus -No Peace

Know Jesus -Know Peace

God's Plan of Salvation: Accept and live for Christ TODAY!

The Devil's Plan of Salvation: Accept and live for Christ TOMORROW!

On thing I can can give and still keep is 'my word'.

The best vitamin for making friends is B-1.

The 10 commandments are not multiple choice.

The heaviest thing to carry is a grudge.

Keep your words soft and sweet in case you have to eat them.

One thing a you can't recycle is wasted time.

Go ahead and swallow your pride, it's not fattening!

If our hands are already full of ourselves, then God can't fill them.

Many would be scantily clad if clothed with humility.

The way to break a habit is to drop it!

An atheist can't find God for the same reason a thief can't find a policeman.

Religion is living up to a standard, whereas Christianity is living out a relationship.

One never stumbles when they stay on their knees.

A Bible falling apart from use, shows the owner is someone whose life isn't.

Accept Jesus as Savior and boycott hell!

Some Christians are like wheelbarrows, they have to be pushed.

U do 2 others what U want others 2 do 2 U.

To avoid getting burnt, look to the 'Son'!!

The rapture is the separation of church and state.

If you can't make a leap of faith, at least hop!!

Accept Jesus as your savior now and insure your eternity in the non-smoking section!!

Never give the devil a ride. He always wants to drive!

Don't give up Moses was once a basket case.

Walmart isn't the only saving place in town.

A smile is the simplest way to improve your looks!

If the hypocrite is between you and God, then he is closer to God than you.

Some people are kind, polite, and sweet-spirited - until you try to sit in their pews.

Many folks want to serve God, but only as advisers.

It is easier to preach ten sermons than it is to live one.

The good Lord didn't create anything without a purpose, but mosquitoes come close.

When you get to your wit's end, you'll find God lives there.

A week without prayer makes one weak!

Going to church on Sunday doesn't make you a Christian anymore than walking into a garage makes you a car.

God gave us two ears and one mouth, so listen twice as much as you speak.

If you talk the talk, then walk the walk.
i need something to cheer me up
skipped church service today
which has made me regretted so much
today i m totally stressed OUT!!!!!
have never been so stress b4
not even last week when i had 3 tests in a row
not even when i couldnt finished biochem on firday morning
not even when i m not really prepared for physio
and today i m totally stressed out
need sth to cheer up
found this
those liners really help!!

sing along song, 为你写的歌- 方大同

i wrote this song
i wrote this song
it's not too long
cause i'm thinking about you
i wrote this song
maybe i'm wrong
to be called all about you
i don't know what you think about me
maybe you think nothing at all
but maybe you could just lie to me
we could be in love, you see
i wrote this song
let's sing a long song that not too long
it's when i think about you then i hear song
and you can sing alone
maybe if you won't want to
cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you
i wrote this song
i wrote this song
it's not too long
cause i'm the one who loves you
i wrote this song
this can't be wrong
i don't wanna smile without you
i just want to make you happy
maybe you want nothing at all
how i wish that you are mean to be
forever and the day with me
i wrote this song
let's sing a long song that not too long
it's when i think about you then i hear song
and you can sing alone
maybe if you don't want to
cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you
i wrote this song
in every way, you mean more to me
then you love more
girl, i do my best to show these words are true
and if you like to make a song in the perfect harmony with me
i find the greatest words to sing
so we could write our own romantic thing
i wrote this song
let's sing a long song that not too long
it's when i think about you then i hear song
and you can sing alone
maybe if you don't want to
cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you
i wrote this song
let's sing a long song that not too long
it's when i think about you then i hear song
and you can sing alone
maybe if you don't want to
cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you
cause baby i wrote,i wrote this for you
i wrote this song

为你写的歌歌词：

作曲：方大同 作词：马嵩惟

耳朵借我 这几分钟 这首歌会替我说

你在心中 怎麽形容 像荒漠开出花朵

原谅我的指头在颤抖 是我把黑键当你的手

如果你心里也能协奏 请你对我轻轻点头

Chorus

这是爲你写的歌 充满忐忑

像生命所有转折 要你认可

只等你来唱和 我会在你左右

Cause baby I wrote this, I wrote this for you

每次斟酌 每个段落 是你应得的温柔

每小节的 心跳触动 想传到你的胸口

也没有一时澎湃悸动 却能在深秋细水长流

这世界什麽都会陈旧 除了你回头的微笑

Repeat Chorus

每一天我愿像银河 陪伴着夜空

是否你也愿身边永远 有我

失去记忆一样哼着 让和弦在我们心口流动

直到两双手都弹皱了 我还依旧爲你写歌

Repeat Chorus

Oh it’s a singalong song, that’s not too long

It’s when I think about you then I hear songs

And you can singalong maybe if you want to

Cause baby I wrote this, I wrote this for you

hmmm..i love both version (english and chinese)
but after comparing the lyrics
i would say
the lyrics for chinese version is WAY　ｍｏｒｅ　ｔｏｕｃｈｉｎｇ！！！！:D
what a cool song!!as in if kahlil is really writing this song
for the one that he loves,
it would be so NICE!!! cool!! way to go 方大同！！

回忆的圣诞节 by JS

回忆的圣诞节 心中的灵魂乐
要相同频率的恋人才听得见
属于我们的主题歌
我一个人不孤单
有你的我不孤单
当风吹过水蓝色的街
在便利商店 喝一杯热咖啡
想起你的手掌心温度
有种连心都暖了的感觉
我们都有各自的从前
各自的眼泪或相似的喜悦
直到我们两点连成一片
那彩虹才渐渐浮现
回忆的圣诞节 故事重回起点
不去幻想永远 只注视着今天
将灰的眼神 闭眼或更美
因为我在你眼中最特别
回忆的圣诞节 心中的灵魂乐
要相同频率的恋人才听得见
属于我们的主题歌
我一个人不孤单
有你的我不孤单
我们都有各自的从前
各自的眼泪或相似的喜悦
直到我们两点连成一片
那彩虹才渐渐浮现
回忆的圣诞节 故事重回起点
不去幻想永远 只注视着今天
交会的眼神 比烟火更美
因为我在你眼中最特别
回忆的圣诞节 心中的灵魂乐
要相同频率的恋人才听得见
属于我们的主题歌
我一个人不孤单
有你的我不孤单
在这世界与你相遇已是奇迹
幸福的旋律仿佛也都再唱下去
回忆的圣诞节 故事重回起点
不去幻想永远 只注视着今天
交会的眼神 比烟火更美
因为我在你眼中最特别
回忆的圣诞节 心中的灵魂乐
要相同频率的恋人才听得见
属于我们的主题歌
我一个人不孤单
有你的我不孤单
我一个人不孤单

aha!! again JS's new song!!!
love it!!!
their songs have never failed me to listen them for at least thousand times!!! :D

再别康桥,作者: 徐志摩

这是一首好诗，如果没有看到douglas的personal msg, 我应该也不会兴起想要找整首诗的念头。好诗啊！！ 读了超有感觉的！！！好诗啊!

再别康桥

作者: 徐志摩

轻轻的我走了， 正如我轻轻的来； 我轻轻的招手， 作别西天的云彩。 　 那河畔的金柳， 是夕阳中的新娘； 波光里的艳影， 在我的心头荡漾。 　 软泥上的青荇， 油油的在水底招摇； 在康河的柔波里， 我甘心做一条水草！ 　 那榆荫下的一潭， 不是清泉， 是天上虹； 揉碎在浮藻间， 沉淀着彩虹似的梦。 　 寻梦？撑一支长篙， 向青草更青处漫溯； 满载一船星辉， 在星辉斑斓里放歌。 　 但我不能放歌， 悄悄是别离的笙箫； 夏虫也为我沉默， 沉默是今晚的康桥！ 　 悄悄的我走了， 正如我悄悄的来； 我挥一挥衣袖， 不带走一片云彩。

reminder

determination will overcome sleepiness
determination will overcome sleepiness
determination will overcome sleepiness

i need toothpick
i need toothpick
i need toothpick

do not fall asleep during this critical period
do not fall asleep during this critical period
do not fall asleep during this critical period

i m not sleepy
i m not sleepy
i m not sleepy

i m energetic
i m energetic
i m energetic

still have so many chaps to be covered
still have so many chaps to be covered
still have so many chaps to be covered

aja aja fighting!!

1/1/09

what i did on the 1/1/09 :P

revised 2 chaps of physio T_T

cleared up my laptop as it is damn slow (tho it does not make a significant diff after i cleared up the space :P)

repaired my task bar (thanks to ying jing)

finished the compilation of the name list for each batch (for the sake of czemsa praha :D)

watched 1 litre of tears AGAIN

watched loveholic (did not finish this drama tho have no patience la wei:P)

mind wandering :P

skyped with my parents

you tube-ing-

facebook-ing-

refreshed my oh-so-good memories as i listened back to the OST of the stairway to heaven

edited ao quan and my photo then made those photos into ehem 'couple' photo :P
(you wouldnt have wanted to see it i promise you :P)

staring out from my window blankly

stared blankly on guyton

walking around the room

mind wandering AGAIN


eheh
i shall not repeat those activities with the exceptional of the revision that i had yesterday
study study study!!!!
study hard!!! :)
for You and only for You :)
yes Lord!!

emo

emo
emo
emo

not the same mistake again pls

anyway
too much of work is waiting ahead of me
suddenly i just couldnt breath
i dunno where to start
and i just hope to put a stop right now

staring out from the window of my room just now
kind of lost
have been lagging behind
should move forward
there is no use if i just stop and look blankly on my books

i need to cry out
so that i can start it over again
but i just couldnt
the same old feeling which has been haunted me last sem
is coming back

er today is just the first day of 2009
i dont want to start the 1st day of the year with the same mistake

dad was asking me just now
why m i sighing
i myself also dunno

aiks
should stop being so emo la

cheer up!!!
just try as hard as you can
to move on
challenge ll still "confront" with you face to face
whether you like it or not
you still have to face it
so face it with a positive way

avoiding it is not a good way to solve it :)

smile and move on!!

jia you~!

new year :)

hmmm
it seems that
i have left high school 4 years ago
but then
high school memories are still so fresh in my mind

time flies

2009
fuah
theoritically
i m already 21 years old
(why suddenly mention my age)
cause yesterday juniors asked me
what do i feel being 20 and going to be 21
and
that makes me wonder
do i really feel anything

anyway
is always like that
i have this "strange" feeling
like what i have told jack
whenever exam time is near

eh dunno la wei
i m 20 going to be 21 d
aiks
bei ai

er
am i supposed to talk about new year resolution??
okay la
since everybody also write a list
i also follow the trend la

1. continue to grow in the body of Christ
2. do my best and be one of the best ;)
3. study hard
4. be a wiser person
5. think twice b4 i speak
6. lose weight (target :48kg :P)
7. have slimmer thighs :P
8.may this year be the year that the cherry blooms :D
9. parents staying healthy as always
10. brother can gain some weight (eh you seriously under weight la :P)
*11. learn either violin or drum when i m back in malaysia (guitar also can la :P)
*12. brush up my theory on piano :P
hmmm
what else ah
anyway
a fresh start
i pray that this year ll be a wonderful year with blessings and love :D