annyeonghaseyo!! =P

as i m reading this book
faith leads to joy

it has widened my perspective on trials and faith
all this while
i have been wondering and asking God why...... why this and whats the purpose
it is because i do not deserve it

and yesterday
i came across this chapter by accident (i was just flipping through the books)
faith and trials

finally i have got an answer

to strengthen our faith,
what else could be better than putting us through all those trials
to let us know what kind of faith we are having in God
if you have not been walking through all those troughs with faith
believing that God ll lead and guide you through
how are you supposed to assure that your faith is good enough to be as a shield that you can use in your life

and
there is one more thing which i have realised
behind all those trials
there is 1 message that God would like to convey to us
which is
He is fulfilling the promises that He has made with us.
this thought has never occurred to me all this while.

i cannot firmly say that
i m not scared of the trials that i ll be going through in the future
they are still awaiting for me
but
i have finally understood
it is a grace to have trials
if God would not bother about us
there wouldnt be trials
i can never figure out why sometimes He put me into such situations
yet
there is hope in God
thus i can believe that
God has kept the best part for us and waiting for the best timing
so that He could gives us His blessings to the fullest
we human can never foresee what is ahead of us
but He who holds the future know way better than us

hope and faith
are what can lead us to endure the trials

no matter what i m facing or what i ll be facing
i pray that i ll still rejoice in God's love.

yes i m scared
but faith is all i need
as the hymn sings
Because He lives
i can face tomorrow.

Amen!!

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okay
now is time for me to babble some insane thoughts =P

"when the harp plays, we ll meet each other joyfully" ^^

still thinking of a way to learn korean effectively
(what a shame. i have totally abandoned my czech language and have no will to improve it =P)

heh
stayed in incheon airport for like less than 4 hours
nothing much for me to explore
as it is just an airport
though it did not reach my expectation
especially the flights that i took
=.=""
no personal tv neither prague to korea nor korea to kl
i had been complaining to leepeng throughout the whole journey
and the food that they served us
well i would say what you have seen from the drama
the way how they eat 1 big bite at a time
er.. to be frank
is just rice + sesame oil+ red paste chilli+ beef+ seaweed+ raddish
mix them and eat together with seaweed soup
yeah they LOVE seaweed and the chili paste
and yeah they eat passionately as in they really scoop a large portion of rice and eat it at 1 go
thats why you ll get the wrong idea that the food is delicious (well at least to me, seeing them eating such way, i always think that the food must be delicious)
anyway
how delicious could the food be
you can tell just by reading the ingredients that i have told you above
nonetheless
i still like korea
yeah i m being bias (well i have to admit at first i like korea is because of dbsk but now it is my own personal interest and it has nothing to do with dbsk or yoochun^^ --believe it or not XD)
i still like their language
though half of the announcements
i can only understood a few words
and found out that
whatever they say
they like to add mida at the end of the words
so what =P
i still love their culture and their language and their living style ^^
heh weird huh?!
after all, what i had been experienced in korea (though it was only 4hours) did not reach my expectations
i still love this country as before ^^
*clap hands*

listening to kyuhyun singing
is like listening to the miracle and blessings that God has given him
He indeed is a living testimony ^^
my heart is moved by his voice whenever i listen to his singing

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in like 5 hours
my hair ll be having a tremendous change
heh kind of scary just thinking about this
keep my finger cross XD



till then see ya