Trust

Do my best and leave the results to God!!

yes, i think i have out of my mind

but i just pray that God will guide me through and I'll give my best

Trust that He is the Lord

The God who will guide us through the storm

My faith needs to be molded in the potter's hands

is always an ongoing process and it will never end

yes, i am again depressed

and like how i used to do

i listen to sad song

I ll do my best my best my best!!! God please lead me through.

an assignment - for He provides

last sunday, pastor johnson talked about the preparations that we have in our life, be it a project preparation, wedding planning, holiday planning etc

All of them serve 1 purpose

which is

they will eventually lead to our relationship that we have with God

and when he talked about exams

he said, thats the students (ppl like me =P) to figure out whats the meaning behind all the preparation that we have been doing all this while when we are facing exams

as in how exams can be related to the relationship that we have with God

and i guess i have done my assignment for that (?)

hmmm

i dont know how about you

but for me

each time, every single exam

it will give me a total different experience when it comes to the relationship that i have with God

is a very complicated feelings

but i DO grasp some essence of it as in the relationship that i have with Him

even right now

i do have some doubts cause i know somehow my faith is easily shaken by some tiny hits

but continue to trust in Him and believe that He holds the future

and He will guide us through every single storm no matter how bittersweet the process will be.

DO keep in mind that He has the best plan in His mind just for us

All we can do is to give the best and leave everything in Thy hands

For He provides!!! =)

And as i was asking the answer why all this while

just last week

i got the answer for my why

and is from the Haiti's earthquake (is kind of indirectly related though)

again

is a complicated matter that i m talking right now

and i dont think i will write it down cause i do not know how to put them into words

or actually i do know how to express myself

but this matter no longer bothers me and i dont think is necessary to even mention it

I thank God for answering my oh-why-this-has-happened-to-me question =)

anyway

1 more exam to go!!! *hooray*

and i just give thanks to God the 3 in 1 God

the Father, Son and Holy Spirit

who has been strengthening my faith so patiently without a word of grumble all this while

and i have to say this process is still taking place and i know will always be an ongoing process

faith needs to get stronger and stronger and it does not have limits, does it?

anyway,

e~l~i~s~h~a,

study hard and trust in Him even harder!!!!

YESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

lesson that i learned today

For He Provides!!!!! =)

ps: thank you for those who have been praying for me all this while!! my parents, my brother and friends (particularly francesca, adeline and esther!!!!) =) i really appreciate that!! ^^
pps: also thank you to those who wished me all the best and good luck!! =)

The Lord in the storm by brown eyed soul (lyrics+video)

잔잔하던 내 바다
거센바람 불어와
지친 내 몸을 흔드네

고요하던 내맘은
쓸쓸한 밤 홀로 헤메이고
거센파도 나를 덮쳐도

오직 주님만 바라봅니다

(If you wanna go)
(if you wanna know)
(You gatta find the real light)

내 모든걸 아시는 주님
모든짐을 주께 맡기네

이끄소서
만왕의 주
날 붙드소서
전능의 주여
잡으소서
생명의 주
날 건지소서
폭풍걷히고
비추리라

작고 약한 나의 마음
오늘도 안으시는
내겐 한없는 그 사랑

메마른 가지처럼
한없이 지쳐만가던 삶에
빛이되신 주님오셔서

상한나의맘
감싸주시네

(If you wanna go)
(if you wanna know)
(You gatta find the real light)

내 모든걸 받으신 주님
폭풍속에 구원되시네

이끄소서
만왕의 주
날 붙드소서
전능의 주여
잡으소서
생명의 주
날 건지소서
폭풍걷히고
비추리라

나 이제 주의이름높여 노래하리

You know I may just fall again but I believe
I can do it everything
Gonna walk with you my Jesus stay with me

With me

Pour rain on me greatest of all
Down on my knees
I pray to you Lord
Your Love is so real
Feel it so strong
Lord in the rain storm
Shining upon me

Pour rain on me greatest of all
Down on my knees
I pray to you Lord
Your Love is so real
Feel it so strong
Lord in the rain storm
Shining upon me

Down on my knees
I get down on my knees
Down on my knees
I pray again I pray again to you Lord
Down on my knees your name above all

原谅我 jam xiao

原諒我(歌詞)(阿沁作詞)

請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾
妳的永久已不屬於我
默默低頭那時我很多話哽在喉嚨
妳的笑妳的快樂
或許我愛太多想太多
我能感受
他比我適合
愛放了手
我偽裝冷漠
逼妳先說分手

請原諒我
原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口
好讓妳離開我
請原諒我
好想自私將妳佔有
妳的寂寞就給我承受　
換妳過更好的生活

請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾
妳的永久已不屬於我
默默低頭那时我很多話哽在喉嚨
妳的笑妳的快樂
或許我愛太多想太多
我能感受
他比我適合

愛放了手
我偽裝冷漠
逼妳先說分手

請原諒我
原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口
好讓妳離開我 nono
請原諒我
好想自私將妳佔有
妳的寂寞就給我承受　
換妳過更好的生活

愛過恨過哭過也笑過
親吻過妳的脆弱
其實我比誰都要懦弱
原諒我
必須假裝愛錯
別讓時間逗留
我怕說不出口 喔~
原諒我
沒有解釋太多
心痛
別無所求
徹底忘了我
愛原來有捨得

我難過
我才懂

i like sad song especially at moment like such when i am so depressed because of exam. Is a way how i get rid of my sorrow and sadness.

ps: will not give up, will i? i refuse to strain my brain since yesterday..next week..i have no idea how it will be..but because He lives, i can face tomorrow!! and again, i need your prayer =) thanks!

cleared =)

just as i was abit confused for the past few weeks (?) as in how should i pray to God in dealing with the upcoming exams that i m going to sit for
there was a voice just now at the church service which has made me realise something.
i couldnt express them in words, but the outcome is..i have peace within me now, cause i know no matter what, my hope is secured in Him.
That matters!!! =)

Thank you Lord!!That You have sent Your angle and came to tell me that ^^

ps: (crap part) lolz!! couldnt believe i really did that XD!!! anyway, luckily my dad is an understanding dad and he doesnt lost his sense and thank you for trusting me *phew*..i thought that would be the hardest part MUAHAHA. what he said to me? serve you right!!! XD how about mum, well she is still in confusion and i doubt she will understand it in a short time..she is always blur!! =P

just today, i realised how blessed i am,i ll treasure every single blessing by heart .
thank you !!

are they?

version 1

平刘海 耍着小无赖
我不介意把你宠得更坏
怎么办 调皮的可爱
竟布满整个世界意外地习惯

屋檐外 雨滴声轻快
相拥着让心跳传递温暖
离不开 淡淡的关怀
即使黑暗来临也可以互相依赖

放下所有来专注倾听
心底最真实的声音
想着你 藏不住笑意
连嘴角也会不经意悄悄扬起

你偷偷关注我的眼睛
带着一切幸福憧憬
像空气 但却更甜蜜
请你永远保管这份心情
我爱你
I love you love you love you
love you love you love you~

我不该 尝试着隐瞒
看到你时心脏跳得过快
不说爱 却偷偷彩排
希望能给你一个完美的告白

很奇怪 总是逃不开
粉红色气泡在眼前徘徊
我明白 这是因为爱
每次当你安静地依靠在我臂弯

放下所有来专注倾听
心底最真实的声音
想着你 藏不住笑意
连嘴角也会不经意悄悄扬起

你偷偷关注我的眼睛
带着一切幸福憧憬
像空气 但却更甜蜜
请你永远保管这份心情

都是你 不管白天黑夜梦里开心哭泣所有一切是你
那 都是我惦记的身影
虽然会有风雨 但不会畏惧前进
手握紧 不放弃 在一起
I love you

放下所有来专注倾听
心底最真实的声音
想着你 藏不住笑意
连嘴角也会不经意悄悄扬起

你偷偷关注我的眼睛
带着一切幸福憧憬
像空气 但却更甜蜜
请你永远保管这份心情
我爱你

I love you love you love you
Love you love you love you~
Oh my baby my love~

version 2

空气里 沁透着甜腻 午后斜阳温热你的呼吸
视线里 盛满你身影 你的笑容只是贴合我的唯一
习惯你 用手中的笔 描绘属于我盛放的风景
记录下 悲喜的心情 十指相扣分享彼此无数个四季
全世界都在倾听着你 如此迷恋你的气息
每一天 写下你关于 让岁月见证纸间泛黄的回忆
把时光刻在街道长椅 定格约定的栖息地
牵着你 感受你呼吸 茫茫人海也不觉得拥挤
倾听你
I love you(love you) I love you
I love you(love you) I love you

想不起 年少的日记 封藏哪些很小心的秘密
那时你 温柔的手心 携手带我漫步而过绚烂夏季
为了你 学着做料理 只想和你品尝生活意义
这记忆 还如此清晰 留下昨年的温情仍悸动在心底
我的心永远倾听着你 如此迷恋你的气息
每一天 写下你关于 让岁月见证纸间泛黄的回忆
把时光刻在街道长椅 定格约定的栖息地
牵着你 感受你呼吸 茫茫人海也不觉得拥挤

日复日 季节更替 昨日逝去 享受亲密
慕恋你的清新 爱情绽放如此的美丽
每一天 你 带来美好天气 像蜂蜜 浸泡过所有爱恋甜蜜
倾听你

我的心永远倾听着你 如此迷恋你的气息
全世界 有我陪着你 放任风霜雨雪流言蜚语侵袭
把时光刻在街道长椅 定格约定的栖息地
倾听你 亲吻的气息 不在乎日升日落拥抱你
我爱你
I love you(love you) I love you
I love you(love you) I love you
Oh my baby my love~

hmmm..i prefer version 1 kekekez..cause is simple yet cute and lovely!!! =)
what say you?

ps: i seriously will be very depressed when the clock strikes 12am!!!! cause my mind is wandering now!! seriously cant read even a single word which is being displayed on the book!! NOT EVEN ONE!!!!!!!! and i know i will regret that i choose not to fight back and struggle at least a little bit to strain my brain so that i could do my revision...
somebody, do whatever you can to make me study
recently, i try not to bother my parents about the stress that i m having right now cause i know making them worry will not help me in handling my stress, instead, it will make me more stressful. i dont like seeing them worry about me cause they know they cant help me much since i am far away from them and what they can do for me is to keep on asking me how am i right now. That, wouldnt make me feel better. Besides that, that will pick on my nerve cause i will be very frustrated by then. Dont ask me why, my mood fluctuates like every 10 secs?

ARGH!!!! i hate it cause my brain really refuses to function!!!!!!!! and TIME is RUNNING out!!!!!

=) miso

不对啊 我 不对啊 这真的太不像话了
吃饭时和睡觉时都疯狂地只能看见你
总成天折磨著我 真的很心烦

怎么办 我该 怎么办 如果就这样爱上你 很奇怪吧
我的心倾听著你的全部
即使朋友们取笑我 我也只全心全意听从你
1.2.3 你笑了 呼吸像是停止了一般
将你的微笑盛装 每天烹调名为爱的料理
直到永远 I love you love you love you
love you love you love you~

为什么 你连一瞬间 都不愿意放开我呢
虽然很意外 很无可奈何 但我的心只呼唤你
为了你做著料理的我吹著口哨
想到你开朗微笑的模样 就算切到手内心都还是觉得非常幸福


我的心只倾听著你的全部
即使朋友们取笑我 我也只全心全意听从你
1.2.3 你笑了 呼吸像是停止了一般
将你的微笑盛装 每天烹调名为爱的料理

一夜过去 又 一夜过去 又 一夜过去 总有一天 我的记忆会变的模糊
即使如此 我的心会荡漾著微笑 我的双眼不会离开你
直到永远
我的心只倾听著你的全部
就算世界上所有人都嘲笑我 我也只全心全意听从你
1.2.3 你笑了 呼吸像是停止了一般
将你的话语融入 每天对你说我爱你 亲吻你
直到永远I love you love you love you
love you love you love you~
oh my baby my love

isnt it cute? =P at least it makes me smile, the destress effect is taking place in me right now=)

seriously, right now i m deeply falling in love with this song!! who wouldnt? =) is such a lovely song after all!!somebody, sing it to me now LOLZ!!! i ll definitely marry you XD =.=;;;

you just couldnt imagine how stressed i was since sunday!!!

(take back my words, the effect is temporary, still very stress!!! stress times infinity!!!)

okay, should get back to my books!!

Do pray for me, i really need your prayer as now i m REALLY REALLY running out of time for my revision T_T

Thanks and God bless!