an assignment - for He provides

last sunday, pastor johnson talked about the preparations that we have in our life, be it a project preparation, wedding planning, holiday planning etc

All of them serve 1 purpose

which is

they will eventually lead to our relationship that we have with God

and when he talked about exams

he said, thats the students (ppl like me =P) to figure out whats the meaning behind all the preparation that we have been doing all this while when we are facing exams

as in how exams can be related to the relationship that we have with God

and i guess i have done my assignment for that (?)

hmmm

i dont know how about you

but for me

each time, every single exam

it will give me a total different experience when it comes to the relationship that i have with God

is a very complicated feelings

but i DO grasp some essence of it as in the relationship that i have with Him

even right now

i do have some doubts cause i know somehow my faith is easily shaken by some tiny hits

but continue to trust in Him and believe that He holds the future

and He will guide us through every single storm no matter how bittersweet the process will be.

DO keep in mind that He has the best plan in His mind just for us

All we can do is to give the best and leave everything in Thy hands

For He provides!!! =)

And as i was asking the answer why all this while

just last week

i got the answer for my why

and is from the Haiti's earthquake (is kind of indirectly related though)

again

is a complicated matter that i m talking right now

and i dont think i will write it down cause i do not know how to put them into words

or actually i do know how to express myself

but this matter no longer bothers me and i dont think is necessary to even mention it

I thank God for answering my oh-why-this-has-happened-to-me question =)

anyway

1 more exam to go!!! *hooray*

and i just give thanks to God the 3 in 1 God

the Father, Son and Holy Spirit

who has been strengthening my faith so patiently without a word of grumble all this while

and i have to say this process is still taking place and i know will always be an ongoing process

faith needs to get stronger and stronger and it does not have limits, does it?

anyway,

e~l~i~s~h~a,

study hard and trust in Him even harder!!!!

YESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

lesson that i learned today

For He Provides!!!!! =)

ps: thank you for those who have been praying for me all this while!! my parents, my brother and friends (particularly francesca, adeline and esther!!!!) =) i really appreciate that!! ^^
pps: also thank you to those who wished me all the best and good luck!! =)