now i am at the prague airport, blogging XD (finally, after connecting to various network, this 1 works!! )
anyway,
i was struggling very hard on wednesday (27th) whether i should change my exam date to the 3rd instead of taking on the 8th or not,but then in the night, i was like okay dont change
but you see the thought of changing my date earlier kept on bothering even the the registration for the 27th has closed.
then i was like okay, just dont change.
AGAIN! the thought of whether i should change my date or not remained. it just kept on bothering me when i was doing my revision!
then on friday, i was like okay, just write an email to the prof saying that i wish to change my date to the 1st of February instead of taking the exam on the 8th
gosh! my hands were trembling and i couldnt even typed properly when i was writing my email to the prof!!!
then i waited, no reply. I just told myself, just go on monday and ask the prof to allow me to take the exam!
amazingly, as i wasnt expecting him to reply my email during weekends, he replied on SUNDAY!!!!! and he registered for the 1st of feb!
yes at first, i really thought this is the craziest idea i've ever had, changing my date earlier!!!
and before this, i was trying so hard, asking God for direction cause i dont know whether it is wise enough to change my date. cause i was like, what if this is day when i most probably will fail and i wont fail on the 8th etc. yea, i have to admit, my faith is very weak when i m facing exam. and i guess, my faith needs to be strengthened again and again. And i amazed how God is at work when i m most unaware of!!
i just thank God, despite the doubts i have had before my exam, He calmed me down on sunday morning when i was having my choir practice!!!All the hymns that we sang, they really calmed me down , telling me who God is. Right after sunday service, i was totally in peace, well i was still nervous but deep down in my heart, i know, God will lead me through no matter what.
My hope is secured in Him!
and
I know He will definitely take care the rest and i'll just have to do my best.
and INDEED!!! He is the Lord, our saviour!!!
i just couldnt believe how He has lead me through this
imagine, studying something new in 10 days and then sit for the exam!!
But God, He has provided me sufficiently!!
I just give thanks to Him for how He makes my brain works!!!
Everything comes from Him!!
I just couldnt describe how thankful and grateful i am for all the blessings that God has given to me ever since i've come to know Him!
and i thank Him for He never gives up on me, He is always patience and willingly to lead me step by step, teaching me every single little thing that i need to know, in term of my faith in Him and my understanding of Him!
O sovereign Lord, I give thanks to You for giving me the privilege to know You and to become Your friend!!
You call us friend!! What a friend i have in Jesus!!
as i have said, strengthening my faith, this will always be an ongoing process.
therefore, Lord
take me, mold me, fill me and use me
as i give my life to the potter's hands!!
last but not least
i just want to post this song
blessed assurance!!
- Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine!
Oh, what a foretaste of glory divine!
Heir of salvation, purchase of God,
Born of His Spirit, washed in His blood.- Refrain:
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my Savior all the day long;
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my Savior all the day long.
- Refrain:
- Perfect submission, perfect delight,
Visions of rapture now burst on my sight;
Angels, descending, bring from above
Echoes of mercy, whispers of love. - Perfect submission, all is at rest,
I in my Savior am happy and blest,
Watching and waiting, looking above,
Filled with His goodness, lost in His love.
God bless!!
ps: penang here i come, CNY here i come!! without God at work, i will not be able to go back to penang!! Once again, Thank you Lord for what You have done in my life!! =)
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