recently

recently, my study plan has been quite messed up (or to be precised do i ever have a study plan ever since i reached prague from malaysia?)

NOT GOOD NOT GOOD!!!!

recently, my sleeping cycle has been messed up as well!!!

coffee no longer can keeps me awake!

NOT GOOD NOT GOOD!!!

recently, the feeling of not being able to finish what i m supposed to finish

yet the laziness is trying to take control makes me feel restless!!

NOT GOOD NOT GOOD!!!

recently, many thoughts have run through my tiny delicate XD brain

and untill now there are some thoughts that are still crawling in my mind and refuse to lose their grip on me

and 1 of those which makes me very much indeed still in a regretful and confusion state

(aih the timing and seeting are not in the right place..my heart still bleeding!i wont be able to find back such opportunity not unless the destined fate says the meeting shall be fulfilled in the future..hmm very unlikely *sigh*)

and the other 1 is the old, obsessive and possessive feeling has again come back but i reckon it would fade away very soon XD (i hope so, cause this really might cause me to spend my time floating in the air =P)

so GOOD or NOT GOOD by having those thoughts?

perhaps they exist not in a good way(?) cause they cant make me concentrate on my study (wow, er well the severity is not what you have thought it might be though it sounds like 1)

DECIDED

i shall start my engine and gain back my energy, concentration and get rid of my lazy bug NOW!!!

papa and mama still waiting for my summer return!!!

I DEFINITELY want to spend more time with them!!!

Order my steps with your words Lord!! =)