Do not fear for I am the Lord

these few days,
there are these 2 songs which keep on popping out
they are
There is a fountain by waterdeep(also known as who can satisfy) & give me jesus by Jeremy Camp

You know,
is really amazing that i somehow will be humming(in my mind) those two song alternatively when i just woke up or when i was dreaming. srsly, no kidding. =)

and just today,
when i was studying
i feel very depressed for no reason. well, there is 1(exams approaching ma, what else can it be wor) but i just feel uncomfortable with this feeling and got very nervous.

and when it was almost time for me to get myself prepared for the patho class
kevinwoo wrote this
"I repeat, be strong and brave! Don’t be afraid and don’t panic, for I, the Lord your God, am with you in all you do." Joshua 1:9

a superb verse which i've yet come to realise!!
it really somehow calmed me down.

and when i got back from patho class
another song popped out again
Do Not Fear by Hillsong^^

He is the God who could move the mountain, the God who fed the crowd with 5 loaves of bread and 2 fish. I've been keep on wondering, when the basket never get emptied despite of the crown, how does it look like?
i mean, like how?
isnt it an amazing scene, if you see the basket is always full of the food no matter how much you have distributed to the crowd?
yet, Jesus' disciple still could not understand what has just happened. They were slow like what the bible has written.
and my pastor likes to ask this question
would we be any better if we were put into their shoes?
DEFINITELY NOT!
cause,
how many times i have doubted on God and do not understand that His grace is sufficient for our needs?
Despite the fact that i've actually experienced His love over and over again, each and everyday.

And yes, I have to admit, my faith in God has to be stregthen again & again each &everytime
like what pastor has quoted from CS Lewis
~Relying on God has to begin all over again everyday as if nothing had yet been done. ~
I pray that God will continue to mold me as i give myself into the potter's hands.

And
Thank you Lord, that You remain faithful as always and You are always with us now and forever!! ♥

hmm..actually i also dont really know what's the msg that i was trying to convey.
anyway, T____T have been lagging since 5pm!!!
Do not fear but at the same time Lord also says to us:' Have self-control!'
it is one of the fruits of the Holy Spirit which i've ALWAYS overlooked it!!!!

*sigh* srsly the clock is ticking and my study load is piling up!!!!! T__T

anyway, i end this post by the verse that i've come across today

"I repeat, be strong and brave! Don’t be afraid and don’t panic, for I, the Lord your God, am with you in all you do." Joshua 1:9

Amen! ^^




~But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. (Galatians 5:22-23) ~


ps: i started to compile my playlist by gathering all the SADDEST songs in this world! is a way how i let go of my depression.
pps: Thank God that He give me the perfect timing to take my patho credit test! initially, i planned to take it yesterday but sth got me postponed the test to today. And srsly, the extra 24 hours definitely change the whole story cause i got to realise my blind spots! Therefore, He who is the Lord knows perfectly what is the best for us! Just trust in Him and do our best!! =)