little kid

maybe
i m not matured enough

maybe
the way i react
is still like a little kid

maybe
the way how i carry myself
is still like a little kid

maybe
i m a little bit clumsy

" you look like a high school girl looking for guys"
" you are the little clumsy dragon"
"you must improve your qizi"
etc etc

and for the very first time
i feel like growing up
well
physically and mentally
hey i m going to be 21 one dy
but
sometimes
somehow
the remark that i get from ppl
it seems that i still like a small girl
but then again
sometimes
i just feel happy
the way how i see things
the way how i react
the way how i laugh
the way how i smile
cause
i m only 20 going to be 21
but then
i cant be forever like this
cannot imagine me to have such stupid expressions
those stupid moves
when i m 30!!!
can you imagine if at 30 d, your friends still say
"ow, yeng tong you are so cute"
walau eh
cannot ah
have to grow up
have to grow up

talk like an adult
react like an adult
walk like an adult
smile like an adult


learn to be a grown up girl! ;)

no more
cute, funny, clumsy, high school girl etc as my tags!!! :D

try to be a wiser person
be an adult!!