chongmal mianne,
fumunim nan jinjiak mianne
hmm..dont know why nowadays i dont feel like talking to my parents and i think my parents sense that as well
really really so sorry..mayb my mood is affected by the fact that actually the school is going to resuming soon, but i din realise that the effect ll be that huge
i ll really make good use of the time that i have b4 the school starts to talk with you, daddy and mummy sincerely. I promise.
chongmal mianne
saranghae!!
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
cute dad
okay i changed my display pic on skype
and my dad almost get tricked by this photo
b4 that, i have to make myself clear i have no intention to trick him or wateve
he himself too over worried dy =P
this is the photo that i have put up as my display pic
seriously, he was so worried and asked me who is this?
and i said is the same 1 that i've told u b4
dad: why they dont look the same
me: okay, he is my bf. well, this is also why i purposely chose to take korean air at the 1st place, just to see him. dont you think is obvious? why i chose korean air? (hehe dad sorry ah cos is fun to trick u XD)
dad: *pause* *shock* *silence* *taken aback* erm, dont joke
me: ya la if not why i chose korean air
dad: *remain in silence*
me: aiyo, *i try to explain*
dad: ah ic, so is the same person la but why he looks so diff in this photo last time the one you showed me, he looked nicer. this 1 too thin dy.
me: *try to defend him*
dad: no la, really la he looks not nice(indirectly telling me he is ugly T_T)
After i insisted that he is good looking for sometimes
dad: okay la, he is handsome la
LOLZ!!!!!!!!!!!!
was wondering, whats his reaction when the non-fiction comes XD
and my dad almost get tricked by this photo
b4 that, i have to make myself clear i have no intention to trick him or wateve
he himself too over worried dy =P
this is the photo that i have put up as my display pic
seriously, he was so worried and asked me who is this?and i said is the same 1 that i've told u b4
dad: why they dont look the same
me: okay, he is my bf. well, this is also why i purposely chose to take korean air at the 1st place, just to see him. dont you think is obvious? why i chose korean air? (hehe dad sorry ah cos is fun to trick u XD)
dad: *pause* *shock* *silence* *taken aback* erm, dont joke
me: ya la if not why i chose korean air
dad: *remain in silence*
me: aiyo, *i try to explain*
dad: ah ic, so is the same person la but why he looks so diff in this photo last time the one you showed me, he looked nicer. this 1 too thin dy.
me: *try to defend him*
dad: no la, really la he looks not nice(indirectly telling me he is ugly T_T)
After i insisted that he is good looking for sometimes
dad: okay la, he is handsome la
LOLZ!!!!!!!!!!!!
was wondering, whats his reaction when the non-fiction comes XD
3 days T_T
three good nice days b4 the school kicks off T_T
means end of my self-reflecting session XD
*sob sob sob*
i seriously dont have any motivation to read any alphabets which concerns about medicine
*sigh*
need to readjust my mindset *sigh*
means end of my self-reflecting session XD
*sob sob sob*
i seriously dont have any motivation to read any alphabets which concerns about medicine
*sigh*
need to readjust my mindset *sigh*
Thursday, September 24, 2009
start with God end with God ^^
i am really really really (chongmal chongmal jinjiak jinjiak jinjiak) very happy to see siwon, kyuhyun and ryeowook mention God in their album when they are giving their words of thank you.
Especially Kyuhyun and Ryeowook, they start with their gratitude towards God at the very beginning of the sentence.*touched*
As for siwon, he gives thanks to God at his very last sentence. *touched*
Start with God
End with God
All in all, is about God!! ^^
The one and only true God with the love which is beyond our imagination!! ^^
God bless! =)
Especially Kyuhyun and Ryeowook, they start with their gratitude towards God at the very beginning of the sentence.*touched*
As for siwon, he gives thanks to God at his very last sentence. *touched*
Start with God
End with God
All in all, is about God!! ^^
The one and only true God with the love which is beyond our imagination!! ^^
God bless! =)
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
it;s ok
"Just rest for a moment. It's OK. Yes, things are crazy, yes, the world is going nuts. Yet, deep underneath the stormy waves, there, in ...the core of your being, there is pure silence, pure love. And ... it's ... just ... OK."
yeah, i guess those who have facebook will know that it has lots of application
and i just took this application called "what God wants you to know"
and yes! this is what i've got.
Indeed God knows me well as this is exactly what i need to know right now.
chigum p'igon hamnida. chongmal p'igon hamnida
cho'num, kuang.shigan opsumnida? kuruchio. shigan opsumnida in like less than 1 week time.
i'go nun shiroh!
anyway
indeed He really knows us well at every single second.
In God, there is hope.
BECAUSE
God is LOVE!
yeah, i guess those who have facebook will know that it has lots of application
and i just took this application called "what God wants you to know"
and yes! this is what i've got.
Indeed God knows me well as this is exactly what i need to know right now.
chigum p'igon hamnida. chongmal p'igon hamnida
cho'num, kuang.shigan opsumnida? kuruchio. shigan opsumnida in like less than 1 week time.
i'go nun shiroh!
anyway
indeed He really knows us well at every single second.
In God, there is hope.
BECAUSE
God is LOVE!
Monday, September 21, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
God's blessings
It really makes me gasped everytime when i got to know the wonders that God has done in other ppl life.
You ll be amazed when you see this person standing on the stage calmly and healthily despite the fact that he just had a very horrendous accident which almost took his life away 2 years ago. He had to stay in ICU and was muted because of the shock that the accident has brought to him etc.
You ll be amazed to see that how it is possible that he could be so well in shape when he just discharged from the hospital 3 months later.
You might be wondering how it is possible that a person who suffered from pneumothorax b4 the accident and after the accident, his chest was the site which injured the most can breath normally and still can undergo heavy exercises although i cant firmly tell you that there isnt any post-accident effect taking place on his body after this. Yet, you wouldnt know that he had such a tragedic trauma if you are not informed about his part.
and!!
How it is possible that a person who has almost lost his hearing ability on his left ear can still smile charmingly and cheerfully when he is singing on the stage. With all his splendid performance and his heavenly sounded singing skill, you might be wondered " is he really suffering from this?"
God has really blessed his life and the faith, joy and hope that he has shown to the world indeed is a great testimony which tells us how much God loves us!
I can never figure out why God has guided him into such a journey and sometimes i might be thinking is this suitable for him. But to some extent, i have to say that if he is not who he is today, many ppl will never come to know the changes that God has made in his life. neither do i.
I just pray that God ll continue to guide him and lead him and bless him in his everyday life.
I also pray that i might not get myself confused and lost as i continue to see the works that God is going to perform in his life.Because, all in all, knowing the presence of God in our life and focus on the cross is the essence behind all these.
May God bless you too!! ^^
and
today is Hari Raya!!!
so SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all the muslims out there!!
May there ll be peace among the religion leaders and no more hatred among them.
You ll be amazed when you see this person standing on the stage calmly and healthily despite the fact that he just had a very horrendous accident which almost took his life away 2 years ago. He had to stay in ICU and was muted because of the shock that the accident has brought to him etc.
You ll be amazed to see that how it is possible that he could be so well in shape when he just discharged from the hospital 3 months later.
You might be wondering how it is possible that a person who suffered from pneumothorax b4 the accident and after the accident, his chest was the site which injured the most can breath normally and still can undergo heavy exercises although i cant firmly tell you that there isnt any post-accident effect taking place on his body after this. Yet, you wouldnt know that he had such a tragedic trauma if you are not informed about his part.
and!!
How it is possible that a person who has almost lost his hearing ability on his left ear can still smile charmingly and cheerfully when he is singing on the stage. With all his splendid performance and his heavenly sounded singing skill, you might be wondered " is he really suffering from this?"
God has really blessed his life and the faith, joy and hope that he has shown to the world indeed is a great testimony which tells us how much God loves us!
I can never figure out why God has guided him into such a journey and sometimes i might be thinking is this suitable for him. But to some extent, i have to say that if he is not who he is today, many ppl will never come to know the changes that God has made in his life. neither do i.
I just pray that God ll continue to guide him and lead him and bless him in his everyday life.
I also pray that i might not get myself confused and lost as i continue to see the works that God is going to perform in his life.Because, all in all, knowing the presence of God in our life and focus on the cross is the essence behind all these.
May God bless you too!! ^^
and
today is Hari Raya!!!
so SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all the muslims out there!!
May there ll be peace among the religion leaders and no more hatred among them.
Friday, September 18, 2009
autumn
isnt it lovely if we have 1 couple sitting on that bench?the weather here is telling me autumn has come as is getting colder and colder.
but seeing this picture would just let you forget the freezing tempereture that is waiting for us out there and all you would like to do is to simply indulge yourself into such beutiful scenery with the person that you can spend the rest of your life with.
*sigh*
such imagination would just let you feel that life isnt that bad after all. Life is lovely and beautiful if we pay extra attention to things around us.
ps: yesterday i watched a documentary 生命中最后一个月的花嫁. i was crying like as if there is no tomorrow cos this film remembers me about my grandma who suffered from cancer. i still cant forget her teary eyes whenever she looked at me as we were cleaning up her wounds. She just couldnt spoke it out the pains that she was suffering at that moment. or during the time when i did cathetherization on her or tubing the food nasally. She just looked at me plainly with the helpless eyes. all these memories flashed back as i was watching this documentary yesterday.
anyway if you have time just watch it!! is a real story talking about a japanese 24 years old girl who suffered from breast cancer and eventually lung cancer when she had metastasis. They documented how she spent her last month of her life in the hospital cheerfully without losing up her hope.
2 thumbs up for this documentary!!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
when..
when you are too free
(i m not saying that i m super free right now, is just that i havent yet felt the stress of the new sem,and yeah so to say i m kinda free at the moment)
anyway
when such time comes,
i ll feel lonely and the over whelming emptiness is all over the place
and thats the time
when my self-reflecting session starts
(thats how i used to call it, as it sounds nicer than dreaming etc)
well
you see
my self-reflecting session mainly consists of these questions
1)hmm..wouldnt it be better if there is someone whom you can share your feelings with especially at moment like such?
2) should i go out and have some fresh air? BUT there is no place for a lone ranger like me. In the end i ll stay at my room forever and start my self-reflecting session.
3) am i too ambitious? am i being too picky? come to think of that, i m already 21 years old!! hmmm not to say that i m old but is about time to plan about my future (ehem as in the future which consists of FUTURE family XD)
yeah! so mainly when i m not preoccupied with my study, all these stuffs will pop out and they will stay untill when the stress and pressure come back to me again. By that time, i ll relieve and feel somewhat happy that i m all on my own since time is so little to even space it out for others.
but again!! since now i m NOT preoccupied by books, my tiny brain seems to be not very satisfied to the current situation i m in right now.
*sigh*
i m still waiting the day to come when i can really end this on and off self-reflecting.
BUT you see
no matter how hard i try to let my neck grows longer, i still cant see whats waiting ahead of me, and i m not certain whether this day will come or not.
i have not lost my hope as God has planned everything for us and He has His perfect timing to let everything works out perfectly.
and yeah
sometimes i m a weirdo. (sprry it sounds so abrupt to talk about this as it does not match with what i have written above anyway nah who cares =P)
a self-obsessed 21-year-old immature woman (so to say XD),
with all these weird imaginations and wild thoughts and abnormal way of thinking going through this tiny brain which seriously need to clear up some space for the medical stuffs.
YET!!
when she is complaining that her brain is not enough to contain such a large sum of medical info,
she sill can squeeze out some space to let those unecessary thoughts to stay in her brain FOREVER!!! XD
*sigh*
at the moment,
i am a lone ranger who is so obsessed about kyuhyun to a stage where i call it as UNBELIEVABLE and INSANE!! =P
BUT
worry me not
as this ll come to an end very soon, i can foresee a hectic schedule is awaiting for me and i ll have to use all my energy to fight against it!! trying to survive under such buzy schedule!! all in all, i am longing to go back to malaysia next year and i really cant wait to go back XD
though i do not really fond of such self-reflecting session,
as this ll make me look a direction-less person,
yet
such moment ll be a moment which i ll be craving for when school starts.
SO SO SO
stop complaining!! XD
ps: kyuhyun-shi is having a busy schedule. Poor him *sigh*
(i m not saying that i m super free right now, is just that i havent yet felt the stress of the new sem,and yeah so to say i m kinda free at the moment)
anyway
when such time comes,
i ll feel lonely and the over whelming emptiness is all over the place
and thats the time
when my self-reflecting session starts
(thats how i used to call it, as it sounds nicer than dreaming etc)
well
you see
my self-reflecting session mainly consists of these questions
1)hmm..wouldnt it be better if there is someone whom you can share your feelings with especially at moment like such?
2) should i go out and have some fresh air? BUT there is no place for a lone ranger like me. In the end i ll stay at my room forever and start my self-reflecting session.
3) am i too ambitious? am i being too picky? come to think of that, i m already 21 years old!! hmmm not to say that i m old but is about time to plan about my future (ehem as in the future which consists of FUTURE family XD)
yeah! so mainly when i m not preoccupied with my study, all these stuffs will pop out and they will stay untill when the stress and pressure come back to me again. By that time, i ll relieve and feel somewhat happy that i m all on my own since time is so little to even space it out for others.
but again!! since now i m NOT preoccupied by books, my tiny brain seems to be not very satisfied to the current situation i m in right now.
*sigh*
i m still waiting the day to come when i can really end this on and off self-reflecting.
BUT you see
no matter how hard i try to let my neck grows longer, i still cant see whats waiting ahead of me, and i m not certain whether this day will come or not.
i have not lost my hope as God has planned everything for us and He has His perfect timing to let everything works out perfectly.
and yeah
sometimes i m a weirdo. (sprry it sounds so abrupt to talk about this as it does not match with what i have written above anyway nah who cares =P)
a self-obsessed 21-year-old immature woman (so to say XD),
with all these weird imaginations and wild thoughts and abnormal way of thinking going through this tiny brain which seriously need to clear up some space for the medical stuffs.
YET!!
when she is complaining that her brain is not enough to contain such a large sum of medical info,
she sill can squeeze out some space to let those unecessary thoughts to stay in her brain FOREVER!!! XD
*sigh*
at the moment,
i am a lone ranger who is so obsessed about kyuhyun to a stage where i call it as UNBELIEVABLE and INSANE!! =P
BUT
worry me not
as this ll come to an end very soon, i can foresee a hectic schedule is awaiting for me and i ll have to use all my energy to fight against it!! trying to survive under such buzy schedule!! all in all, i am longing to go back to malaysia next year and i really cant wait to go back XD
though i do not really fond of such self-reflecting session,
as this ll make me look a direction-less person,
yet
such moment ll be a moment which i ll be craving for when school starts.
SO SO SO
stop complaining!! XD
ps: kyuhyun-shi is having a busy schedule. Poor him *sigh*
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
touched!!!!
"Super Junior’s Yesung will become a CCM (Contemporary Christian music) singer, a rare thing among idol group members.
Yesung has attended a CCM project album called “July project” which will be realeased on October 5th. Among Yesung’s solo song in the album, there is a song called “세상에서 가장 귀한 이야기” (rough translation “The greatest story all over the world”) which he’ll sing together with Yurisangja’s Lee Sejun. This song will be released online on September 15th.
Yesung said “I always want to try to do CCM. And since Lee Sehun hyung made a suggestion to me so I agreed to join without hesitation. I also said to SM that ‘I really want to do this’ and they allow me to do too. Of course I dont receive any money from this. And not just this time, in the future I also want to join in the album like this”
The earnings from the album will be donated for the International Organization of helping the poor children “Save the Children”, the money will be used in a project called “Good lunchbox campaign” to help the children who go to school without eating lunch.
After debut, Yesung couldnt go to the church peacefully. There was a time 3 years after his debut, he went to a church and fans had taken his pictures by their cellphone, he even had to say sorry to the other believers and couldnt do to the church after then. But when he came back to his hometown CheonAhn, he went to the church quite often. Yesung said people always think that he is happy because he is in SJ but in fact, there are many diffucult things happened to him, although he can receive the support from his family and other members but it’s not always like that. So at those times, he can be strong because he believe in God. He said thanks to his belief, he can go through the hard time and the time when he made mistakes.
Super Junior other members Shiwon, Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun also are Christian believers. Yesung said among them, Shiwon is the one who has the deepest faith, he said “Somehow Shiwon goes to the church every Sunday even when we were in Japan”."
translated by evanesco@sj-world.net
credit:sup3rjunior.wordpress.com
yesung-shi!! i ll never ever tease you anymore like how i used to when me and my friend talk about you!! feeling so guilty cos i stand no chance to say harsh words to you! May God continue to bless you and your family!!!
siwon!!! how did you manage to do that?? anyway pls bring along kyuhyun with you when you guys are in china^^
i m really very happy and i have this heart-felt feeling whenever i know there are actually ppl out there showing their faith in God publicly and boldly!! this is sth i have to learn from them!!
this is why i like SUJU's members as they will always show their love to God! ^^
anyway, you just cant imagine how strong the impact is when i first read this news. This is because all this while i know that yesung is a christian yet i still making fun of him. I really feel so so so guilty as to who m i to say how and who is he when only God can see yesung's beauty in His eyes.Moreover, i was just blindly teasing him for fun though i know he is kind and funny. The feeling of guilty still stays with me whenever i think about this.His action and decision really touched my heart, deep within!!
May God bless you!!!
again
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. LOVE NEVER FAILS.
1corinthian 13
this is the song that he has participated in
Saturday, September 12, 2009
weird thoughts
okay
i was laughing my head off just now
as i was reading one of my friends' blog
there is this post which is about the friendship btw guys can be so erm "gay-ish"
for those who have been obsessed with kpop
wouldnt hesitate and would have probably agreed with me
that the fans of all the popular boy bands would try all their might to create many couples out of tha band=------ HAPPILY!!!
for example, super junior a boy band which consists of 13 members.
their fans who call themselves as E.L.F have created 78 couples out of 13 members and that really taken me aback!!!
and sometimes, when you watch those fanmade videos
is hard for you not to believe that they are not gay
and you ll find those videos very funny and interesting
you ll be wondering how much time they have spent just to gather all the evidences to prove that such couple DOES exist!
but then
as i finished reading the post,
it really amused me that the guys that my friend has mentioned are so CLOSE to each other!!!
and i started to wonder
am i wrong that i used to think that the friendships that guys usually have are buddy-like?
am i wrong that i used to think that only korean boy bands ll develop such a close relationship untill it has lead you to believe that there must be sth among them (no offense though)?
why i started to wonder?
thats because the guys that are involved in the story are whom i know and they are malaysians!!
so i guess, maybe sometimes guys just secretively try to hide their intimacy (well in a good way) in front of girls? And who says that there is a strict and defined way as in how guys should treat each other?
BUT THEN
again!!!
i dont find girls can be so close as what you can see from the guys.
i have to admit myself that
girls are the hardest human beings to get along
hence, it is either you can click on with each other or you both ll become strangers when is time to go on your own separate way.
BUT
on the other hand
throughout these years,
i DO see some exceptions( as in the hard-to-get-along tag is not a priority for girls and there are girls who are actually nice!!!)
okay
back to the topic
where was i just now
oh gay-ish friendship
oh ya did i tell you that
those crazy fans are actually being very happy when they can prove that the couple in which they believe is actually gay in reality (even though they are not)
they ll find themselves tonnes of reason to lead others to believe that what they believe is real!!
and the most amazing part is
they are not just believing they are CREATING!!
you might wonder what have they created
well zillions of fans fiction about gay-ish frienship and you ought to believe this though it is unbelivable. They actually turn some of the fans fiction into 18SX!!!
OMIGOSH!!!!!!
and they are feeling contented about that.
=.= =.='''
and you know whats the weirdest??
as far as i know,
this only happen in Kpop
only boy bands.
leave alone the singers who debuted on their own and actors as well.
they are not even considered and they are not qualified to be a gay.
well, it sounds funny but this is how the current world looks like.
i'll say that the world is sick but as the time passes by
ppl ll tend to take it as a normal phenomenon.
in case i ll be the future JAEBOOM (a leader of a korean boy band,2pm who expressed his feeling a few years back when he hasnt debuted as 2pm, in his private blog about how he looked korean and korea, well, of course in a negative way.He did mention gay-ish thingy. AND this has brought him into troubles that he ll never imagine when he was writing this. He has to leave the group and return to US to show his regrets on what he has written.)
i shall stop here as in how and why and what has caused him to make such decision. Is a long story.
speaking of this, yeah, i kind of dissapointed on korean entertainment industry as in how the agent treats their artists. They dont look them as an artist but as their tools to make money (well not all but MOST of the companies)
*sigh*
there are so many talented and charismatic artists, and they just shoot those stars down ONE by ONE!! how sad it is!
anyway, why i mentioned about JAEBOOM
well in case i become a famous artist (well i know is impossible but then you see cant i say it just for fun?) who has debuted in korea, and if the netizens ever find out this, pls dont be harsh to me like how you guys did to JAEBOOM, who was just an innocent teenager when he was writing down his feelings on his blog.
AND if by chance, this post is being read by korean,
pls forgive me if this post gives you the feeling that i have disputed your country.
I DID NOT have that kind of intention and NEVER will i!!
why?
because all in all, i love korea as a whole.
DAE HAN MING KOK
SARANGHAE!!!
PS: who can tell me who are these netizens that have such influential power untill they can actually pull off the leader of 2pm from his career as an artist?
pps: sorry and pls forgive me for my never-ending post. yeah, i have been talking meaninglessly due to boredom XD
i was laughing my head off just now
as i was reading one of my friends' blog
there is this post which is about the friendship btw guys can be so erm "gay-ish"
for those who have been obsessed with kpop
wouldnt hesitate and would have probably agreed with me
that the fans of all the popular boy bands would try all their might to create many couples out of tha band=------ HAPPILY!!!
for example, super junior a boy band which consists of 13 members.
their fans who call themselves as E.L.F have created 78 couples out of 13 members and that really taken me aback!!!
and sometimes, when you watch those fanmade videos
is hard for you not to believe that they are not gay
and you ll find those videos very funny and interesting
you ll be wondering how much time they have spent just to gather all the evidences to prove that such couple DOES exist!
but then
as i finished reading the post,
it really amused me that the guys that my friend has mentioned are so CLOSE to each other!!!
and i started to wonder
am i wrong that i used to think that the friendships that guys usually have are buddy-like?
am i wrong that i used to think that only korean boy bands ll develop such a close relationship untill it has lead you to believe that there must be sth among them (no offense though)?
why i started to wonder?
thats because the guys that are involved in the story are whom i know and they are malaysians!!
so i guess, maybe sometimes guys just secretively try to hide their intimacy (well in a good way) in front of girls? And who says that there is a strict and defined way as in how guys should treat each other?
BUT THEN
again!!!
i dont find girls can be so close as what you can see from the guys.
i have to admit myself that
girls are the hardest human beings to get along
hence, it is either you can click on with each other or you both ll become strangers when is time to go on your own separate way.
BUT
on the other hand
throughout these years,
i DO see some exceptions( as in the hard-to-get-along tag is not a priority for girls and there are girls who are actually nice!!!)
okay
back to the topic
where was i just now
oh gay-ish friendship
oh ya did i tell you that
those crazy fans are actually being very happy when they can prove that the couple in which they believe is actually gay in reality (even though they are not)
they ll find themselves tonnes of reason to lead others to believe that what they believe is real!!
and the most amazing part is
they are not just believing they are CREATING!!
you might wonder what have they created
well zillions of fans fiction about gay-ish frienship and you ought to believe this though it is unbelivable. They actually turn some of the fans fiction into 18SX!!!
OMIGOSH!!!!!!
and they are feeling contented about that.
=.= =.='''
and you know whats the weirdest??
as far as i know,
this only happen in Kpop
only boy bands.
leave alone the singers who debuted on their own and actors as well.
they are not even considered and they are not qualified to be a gay.
well, it sounds funny but this is how the current world looks like.
i'll say that the world is sick but as the time passes by
ppl ll tend to take it as a normal phenomenon.
in case i ll be the future JAEBOOM (a leader of a korean boy band,2pm who expressed his feeling a few years back when he hasnt debuted as 2pm, in his private blog about how he looked korean and korea, well, of course in a negative way.He did mention gay-ish thingy. AND this has brought him into troubles that he ll never imagine when he was writing this. He has to leave the group and return to US to show his regrets on what he has written.)
i shall stop here as in how and why and what has caused him to make such decision. Is a long story.
speaking of this, yeah, i kind of dissapointed on korean entertainment industry as in how the agent treats their artists. They dont look them as an artist but as their tools to make money (well not all but MOST of the companies)
*sigh*
there are so many talented and charismatic artists, and they just shoot those stars down ONE by ONE!! how sad it is!
anyway, why i mentioned about JAEBOOM
well in case i become a famous artist (well i know is impossible but then you see cant i say it just for fun?) who has debuted in korea, and if the netizens ever find out this, pls dont be harsh to me like how you guys did to JAEBOOM, who was just an innocent teenager when he was writing down his feelings on his blog.
AND if by chance, this post is being read by korean,
pls forgive me if this post gives you the feeling that i have disputed your country.
I DID NOT have that kind of intention and NEVER will i!!
why?
because all in all, i love korea as a whole.
DAE HAN MING KOK
SARANGHAE!!!
PS: who can tell me who are these netizens that have such influential power untill they can actually pull off the leader of 2pm from his career as an artist?
pps: sorry and pls forgive me for my never-ending post. yeah, i have been talking meaninglessly due to boredom XD
an amazing photo XD
pls allow my imagination goes wild =)
thats the way how it should be
relaxing my mind while preparing for a new start
Friday, September 11, 2009
i miss....
i miss ..
i miss my saturday breakfast in penang
a bowl of nice koay tewo teng
instead of koay teow
my dad and i used to have maggi mee
and for me
that tastes SO MUCH better than koay teow
the koay teow that i used to have when i m back in penang
is one of the famous koay teow teng in penang
OMIGOSH
i miss it so much
seriously
i started to miss it right from the 1st day i came back from malaysia
i miss...
i miss everything in penang
OmIGOSH!!!
i still have to wait for another 9 months
b4 i can actually go back
i miss..
i miss malaysia!!
AND!!
dad's birthday is coming soon
owwwwh
wish i were there to celebrate together with him
since is his 60 years old birthday
well we celebrated that for him
much earlier
yet
if would be better if we celebrate for him on the day itself
i ll save it for next year then
FHO' SURE!!!
school ll be reopened in 2 weeks time
kind of relunctant to start all over again
have to learn new things, have to pass all tests to sit for big exam, get the credits sub by sub etc
*sigh*
but i feel kind of bored right now since i ll be free after czech course
though
this coming week
i ll have summer clerkship (hope it ll be a nice one )
i somehow feel relieved that i ll have that next week
BECAUSE
at least
there is sth which can keep me busy
and prevent me from thinking some very very random stuffs
those stuffs which ll only occur to you when you are too free
such as self-reflecting etc
i miss..
i really miss everything and anything (heh, i simply just add the anything to make the sentence sounds nicer? well i m not sure XD)
BUT THEN hehe
SUJU M is back!!!
this means i ll be busy stalking my kyu
kyuhyun-shi!!!!!!!!!!!! pls voice up more in the upcoming event but pls dont do silly stuffs cos i ll be hiding half of my face with my blanket by then.
time to learn hanja again!!(czech, pls make way for me since i m done with you AT THE MOMENT =P)
i need to not only understand korean phrase but also hanja character.
for the sake of my bright future XD (just kidding)
i miss my saturday breakfast in penang
a bowl of nice koay tewo teng
instead of koay teow
my dad and i used to have maggi mee
and for me
that tastes SO MUCH better than koay teow
the koay teow that i used to have when i m back in penang
is one of the famous koay teow teng in penang
OMIGOSH
i miss it so much
seriously
i started to miss it right from the 1st day i came back from malaysia
i miss...
i miss everything in penang
OmIGOSH!!!
i still have to wait for another 9 months
b4 i can actually go back
i miss..
i miss malaysia!!
AND!!
dad's birthday is coming soon
owwwwh
wish i were there to celebrate together with him
since is his 60 years old birthday
well we celebrated that for him
much earlier
yet
if would be better if we celebrate for him on the day itself
i ll save it for next year then
FHO' SURE!!!
school ll be reopened in 2 weeks time
kind of relunctant to start all over again
have to learn new things, have to pass all tests to sit for big exam, get the credits sub by sub etc
*sigh*
but i feel kind of bored right now since i ll be free after czech course
though
this coming week
i ll have summer clerkship (hope it ll be a nice one )
i somehow feel relieved that i ll have that next week
BECAUSE
at least
there is sth which can keep me busy
and prevent me from thinking some very very random stuffs
those stuffs which ll only occur to you when you are too free
such as self-reflecting etc
i miss..
i really miss everything and anything (heh, i simply just add the anything to make the sentence sounds nicer? well i m not sure XD)
BUT THEN hehe
SUJU M is back!!!
this means i ll be busy stalking my kyu
kyuhyun-shi!!!!!!!!!!!! pls voice up more in the upcoming event but pls dont do silly stuffs cos i ll be hiding half of my face with my blanket by then.
time to learn hanja again!!(czech, pls make way for me since i m done with you AT THE MOMENT =P)
i need to not only understand korean phrase but also hanja character.
for the sake of my bright future XD (just kidding)
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
sulpun ah!!
YAH!!!tangsin ul chori ka yo!!!!! na odi ka?? chongmal imnikka!!! tangsin ul chori kayo!!!!! na umjigiji maseyo x_X chigum hwaga nassumnida!!
wae yo ??
chong mal sulpunT_T
sopsok yah!!!
chigum uri tul anichingu se yo!!
wae yo ??
chong mal sulpunT_T
sopsok yah!!!
chigum uri tul anichingu se yo!!
Sunday, September 6, 2009
love ^^ by jaeson ma
hmmm..got to know this pastor and this song from choi siwon
and
good job!! siwon!!
seriously, you let suju fans to at least have a channel to get to know God though at the first place they are just interested in this video clip because of you
again!!
another suju member has been trying to spread the gospel through their cyworld ^^
*thumbs up*
ps: omo siwon!!!! i really love the way how you give others bible as a gift!!! you really amazed me!!!!!! totally changed my opinion on you!! May God continue to use you to spread the gospel ^^
anyway if you want to know more about the pastor
you can visit this site
http://jaesonma.com/about/
and remember to watch this video clip
try to figure out what is the msg behind this song ^^
God bless!
"love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrong. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts,always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."
1 corinthians 13
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
In His Time
the feeling of fear and uncertainty
keep on occuring
the doubt of why this and that happened
keep on hammering my mind
but
there is nth i can do
besides trusting Him and have faith in Him
knowing that He holds that future and He makes all things beautiful
In HIS time
Lord,
i know i have not been following the pathway that You have set for me
and
i know i have been keep on questioning You all this while
i feel shameful for that
yet
pls do look after me
and have mercy on me
stregthen me
no matter how and no matter whats going to be
You Hold the Future
You know i need you the most now and forever
Pls dont forsake me
edited:
as i finished writing this,
suddenly a voice appear
asking me
Has you lost your faith in trusting your Father in Heaven
just because He did not follow your wish?
are you going to keep on trusting Him right now even though you have stumbled when you trusted in Him so much?
my doubts have been cleared straight away
yes! Do not give up in trusting Him and do not try to question Him
just because He did not give what you want
You trust God not because He grants you everything
You trust God
Because
He is the true God that is worth for you to trust in Him.
it sounds kind of messy
i couldnt explain it well
but deep in my heart
i can feel it
i can tell what He is trying to say
Keep on trusting in Him because He is the Lord, our saviour!
He is still faithful as always
no matter what.
The Lord is my shepherd,
I shall not be in want
psalm 23
keep on occuring
the doubt of why this and that happened
keep on hammering my mind
but
there is nth i can do
besides trusting Him and have faith in Him
knowing that He holds that future and He makes all things beautiful
In HIS time
Lord,
i know i have not been following the pathway that You have set for me
and
i know i have been keep on questioning You all this while
i feel shameful for that
yet
pls do look after me
and have mercy on me
stregthen me
no matter how and no matter whats going to be
You Hold the Future
You know i need you the most now and forever
Pls dont forsake me
edited:
as i finished writing this,
suddenly a voice appear
asking me
Has you lost your faith in trusting your Father in Heaven
just because He did not follow your wish?
are you going to keep on trusting Him right now even though you have stumbled when you trusted in Him so much?
my doubts have been cleared straight away
yes! Do not give up in trusting Him and do not try to question Him
just because He did not give what you want
You trust God not because He grants you everything
You trust God
Because
He is the true God that is worth for you to trust in Him.
it sounds kind of messy
i couldnt explain it well
but deep in my heart
i can feel it
i can tell what He is trying to say
Keep on trusting in Him because He is the Lord, our saviour!
He is still faithful as always
no matter what.
The Lord is my shepherd,
I shall not be in want
psalm 23
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