In His Time

the feeling of fear and uncertainty
keep on occuring
the doubt of why this and that happened
keep on hammering my mind

but
there is nth i can do
besides trusting Him and have faith in Him
knowing that He holds that future and He makes all things beautiful
In HIS time

Lord,
i know i have not been following the pathway that You have set for me
and
i know i have been keep on questioning You all this while
i feel shameful for that
yet
pls do look after me
and have mercy on me
stregthen me
no matter how and no matter whats going to be
You Hold the Future
You know i need you the most now and forever
Pls dont forsake me

edited:
as i finished writing this,
suddenly a voice appear
asking me
Has you lost your faith in trusting your Father in Heaven
just because He did not follow your wish?
are you going to keep on trusting Him right now even though you have stumbled when you trusted in Him so much?
my doubts have been cleared straight away
yes! Do not give up in trusting Him and do not try to question Him
just because He did not give what you want
You trust God not because He grants you everything

You trust God
Because
He is the true God that is worth for you to trust in Him.

it sounds kind of messy
i couldnt explain it well
but deep in my heart
i can feel it
i can tell what He is trying to say
Keep on trusting in Him because He is the Lord, our saviour!
He is still faithful as always
no matter what.


The Lord is my shepherd,
I shall not be in want
psalm 23