Thursday, August 12, 2010

回忆是什么?
回忆里的人、事、物又代表了什么?
当回忆里的一切不断地向前迈进,不断地转换,
那,这段回忆是否该是时候放在过去,不再缅怀?
因为,怀念这举动只是自己一味的抓住自己理不断的情感,
试图从这儿寻找一丝的希望。

号码又意味着什么?
当你恍然发现,即使你拨通了这号码,
电话另一头却早已不是你凭着回忆寻回的的感动,
那,这号码也就没有了意义。

但,
偏偏瞬间的感动及当下某件事物所给予你感觉,
即使在多年后,即便你深知无论你多想努力地找回那份只有在回忆才得着悸动也无法实现时,
你,
依然不肯放下,往前迈一步。
抑或者是,即使你已展开了步伐,
你对于以前的那份执着,依旧捆绑着你,
时刻提醒你,你在前进的同时,
好像有什么在拉着你往后退。


所以,我说
人的知性及感性应该是最难以操控
却也是最容易牵动的,
韧性是最强的亦是最脆弱的。
亦复杂却是人类最简单的原始情感!
我们想档却挡不住,想抽离却无法一笑置之放弃情感。


呵呵呵!由于本人实在是太无聊到都快要长草了,所以随便胡写一通!!!
都是一些登不上大雅之堂的想法,纯粹太无聊了呀,呵呵呵,才来胡闹一番。 =P

Thursday, July 29, 2010

纯粹发泄对韩剧的不满

真的是超讨厌的!!!!!
最近看的韩剧,那编剧都跟我作对!!!!!
我喜欢的couple到最后一定跟别人在一起!!!!!
害我看剧看到一半都半途而废(heh 本人因为读了那该死的pps评论而得知结局),虽然。。虽然。。剧情真的是很好看!!!
但是,但是,只要一想到我看好的恋情到最后无疾而终,就超级不舒服!!!!
所以,只好放弃!

《咖啡屋》 也是这样,《穿透屋顶的highkick》 也是这样!!!
现在我只能给予我所有的希望在《坏男人》 和 《烘焙王金桌求》 的身上~~~~~

其实,其实~~~~~《穿透屋顶的highkick》真的是超搞笑的~~~集集都搞笑
唉!!我期望的俊赫、静恩恋竟然~~~竟然·~~~~~~~~~~~无法成型!!本人又十分讨厌他心水的那个女生!!!*生气*
再再再说,刚才得知这恋情是如何被编剧编导告吹的~~我更加的无法接受!!!!!>.<
真的,我现在好在心痛着~~~为何他们没有在一起!!!!!T.T

heh其实,这篇我纯粹是要发泄我对《穿透屋顶的highkick》 的不满!!!毕竟、毕竟,我好不容易找到好看的长寿剧看,竟然告吹!!气死我了!!气死我了!!!

《泡沫之夏》我又不想看,因为本人已经阅读原著了,对整个剧情了如指掌,所以,看了也没有意思!

话说回来,讲真的~~~~
怎么韩剧里的男主角都被拍成那么的好看!!!
唉!他们的帅度真的是惊为天人啊!!!!!!
当然,有些的帅度只止于剧中~~(也不是说不好看,只是,下戏了,可能没有那么帅)

哈哈!我也不知该怎么结尾。
总之,我就是很气!!!!!!!很气!!!我的俊赫、静恩couple~~~就这样泡汤了!
刚开始,我真的还以为他们会在一起!!为什么?为什么!!!!
*大声呐喊!*
不会在一起,就不要有那么多令观众误会他们会在一起的情节么!!!!
*生气!*

哈哈!!不好意思,这真的是一篇很不健康的post! =P

Thursday, June 24, 2010

God's grace

all in all is really God's grace!!
without Him, i would be nothing.
Is not because of how good i am but is because of how AWESOME he is.
How merciful and gracious He is that He would take care and bless me such a sinner like me
how i repay Him with all my evil thoughts, deed and attitude.
how many times i have not walked according to His teachings,
how many times i have hurt Him

But He still choose to love me and bless me
His grace and provision are really sufficient
who am i that i should have such blessings from Him?
i give thanks to Jesus for He died on the cross for our sins so that we could get near to the thrown!
how unworthy i am!
but because of Jesus, my sins are paid by His blood!

All in all, what i've gained is because He gives! not by my might nor by my deed!
is because He provides!
He cares for us, every single one of us!
His love just cant stop from pouring down on us no matter how much times we've doubted on Him, questioned on Him and sometimes might be get angry at Him.
But He just cant stop from loving us because Love is His nature!

God is Love!!

I really really really really really give thanks to God for His blessings are really beyond my imagination!!!!!the wonderful counsellor and saviour!!!!

i wouldnt be able to go back during CNY if it is not by His grace
i wouldnt be able to finish my exam now if it is not by His grace
everything wont come into an order if it is not by His grace
but because of him everything becomes possible!!

how many times i've doubted on Him
how many times my faith is so weak and shakeable by anything
but He remains faithful as always

one thing encourages me
If you doubt on God, look upon the cross!
Lord has sacrificed His one and only son to die for us on the cross!!
His love for us is SO deep and even if we have doubted Him, we still couldnt change the fact that Jesus has died for us!
yes!! His love is unchangeable!!! He remains faithful as ALWAYS!!!!

Lord,
pls continue to teach me each and everyday and draw me closer to you as the day passes!!!!

again all in all
Our God is an AWESOME god!!! He indeed is!!

May God bless you!!! =)

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Do not fear for I am the Lord

these few days,
there are these 2 songs which keep on popping out
they are
There is a fountain by waterdeep(also known as who can satisfy) & give me jesus by Jeremy Camp

You know,
is really amazing that i somehow will be humming(in my mind) those two song alternatively when i just woke up or when i was dreaming. srsly, no kidding. =)

and just today,
when i was studying
i feel very depressed for no reason. well, there is 1(exams approaching ma, what else can it be wor) but i just feel uncomfortable with this feeling and got very nervous.

and when it was almost time for me to get myself prepared for the patho class
kevinwoo wrote this
"I repeat, be strong and brave! Don’t be afraid and don’t panic, for I, the Lord your God, am with you in all you do." Joshua 1:9

a superb verse which i've yet come to realise!!
it really somehow calmed me down.

and when i got back from patho class
another song popped out again
Do Not Fear by Hillsong^^

He is the God who could move the mountain, the God who fed the crowd with 5 loaves of bread and 2 fish. I've been keep on wondering, when the basket never get emptied despite of the crown, how does it look like?
i mean, like how?
isnt it an amazing scene, if you see the basket is always full of the food no matter how much you have distributed to the crowd?
yet, Jesus' disciple still could not understand what has just happened. They were slow like what the bible has written.
and my pastor likes to ask this question
would we be any better if we were put into their shoes?
DEFINITELY NOT!
cause,
how many times i have doubted on God and do not understand that His grace is sufficient for our needs?
Despite the fact that i've actually experienced His love over and over again, each and everyday.

And yes, I have to admit, my faith in God has to be stregthen again & again each &everytime
like what pastor has quoted from CS Lewis
~Relying on God has to begin all over again everyday as if nothing had yet been done. ~
I pray that God will continue to mold me as i give myself into the potter's hands.

And
Thank you Lord, that You remain faithful as always and You are always with us now and forever!! ♥

hmm..actually i also dont really know what's the msg that i was trying to convey.
anyway, T____T have been lagging since 5pm!!!
Do not fear but at the same time Lord also says to us:' Have self-control!'
it is one of the fruits of the Holy Spirit which i've ALWAYS overlooked it!!!!

*sigh* srsly the clock is ticking and my study load is piling up!!!!! T__T

anyway, i end this post by the verse that i've come across today

"I repeat, be strong and brave! Don’t be afraid and don’t panic, for I, the Lord your God, am with you in all you do." Joshua 1:9

Amen! ^^




~But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. (Galatians 5:22-23) ~


ps: i started to compile my playlist by gathering all the SADDEST songs in this world! is a way how i let go of my depression.
pps: Thank God that He give me the perfect timing to take my patho credit test! initially, i planned to take it yesterday but sth got me postponed the test to today. And srsly, the extra 24 hours definitely change the whole story cause i got to realise my blind spots! Therefore, He who is the Lord knows perfectly what is the best for us! Just trust in Him and do our best!! =)

Monday, May 17, 2010

way toooo random

nothing is absolute and hence everything is possible~~including you and me ^^
出自妍语录

ya i know is very random =P

anyway...hereby i again introduce another SAD song!! thanks to francesca who asked me to watch the eng sub of this song. srsly, the lyrics are so beautifully written!!! ♥
hehe my 2nd(?) fav song after in my dream (dont really like the lyrics of this song though it is also a sad song=P)
sorry, you know me, i tend to like sad songs maybe is my hidden feeling which stays with me always without self-reliasation.
enough said, here's the video.oh ya the song name is coagulation (yea i know is SUCH A WEIRD NAME, it sounds so much better in chinese which is凝结if you translate the korean title of this song which is 응결 which pronouce as eung gyeol).okay i shall stop here, time is running & i have to finish one of my patho chap right now!! *haih*



ps: srsly, yesterday my biological clock broke down and i slept like no tomorrow!! TT__TT i actually planned to finish revise some of the patho chaps and the plan is gone JUST LIIKE THAT!!!!
*sigh* I'll shall work harder today and i pray to God that He would grant me what i need for my revision. And also i need your prayer as well ^^ thanks!

Thursday, May 13, 2010

*sigh*

is thursday again!!!!
and friday, then sat then sunday then the week starts all over again.
*sigh*

anyway
i m excited as am now listening to bonamana album!!
seriously, i'll defnitely buy the repackaged version and the version B (perhaps if the cover looks nice) when i'm back.hehe gonna force my bro to buy them for me as my birthday present and at the same time i'll drag him to the korean palace back at our taman to have a korean feast!!
its gonna burn a hole in his poket but i dont care-e-e-e-e lolz! okie la, maybe he just need to pay for the food but the cd i'll buy them on my own cause m gonna buy it from dvd heaven which will count every single purchase on hanteo chart =b
anyway, those who like KPOP you should really listen to this album i m not being bias cause this is really a good album which has all the good songs!!!srsly, like every single track sounds very nice and pleasant to your ear (er mayb not boom boom the 2nd track though). But overall, i shall rate it 10 over 10!! is better than sorry sorry album!! hehe maybe because it has more ballad songs than suju album used to have.=b

hmmm...is thursday. and i feel so reluctant to use my brain*sigh*

i shall end here then.
gonna work hard and go back early so that i can spend more family time with my parents and also gogo esp my parents cause i just realised they are getting older and older each and everyday!!! and hence, i really want to spend more time with them! =)

last but not least,
hereby, i introduce a good song
Good person by toy. (SUJU just remake it)
if you have time, watch this video as it is subbed which means you get to know whats the song is all about!! =) it is such a sad song but very nice at the same time=)
i can totally feel the pain ^^
anyway enjoy!
just 1 short note:
pls do pray for my exams and tests ya!! ^^ need it so much right now!! =)

Saturday, May 8, 2010

we become one~~

okay srsly, this is like my 1st ever thai song that i actually like it so much =b
is such a cute song =b
actually, i m quite shock that i can actually finish listening 1 complete thai song without pressing the stop button cause due to personal reason i rarely/ never listen to any thai song (not to say i've never come across thai song b4, but i will deliberately skip it w/o finish listening to it=b)
and i once thought that i will never like a thai song
so, whats the personal reason? hurmph, i shall not tell this here in case i might stir up the public anger =b MUAHAHA
anyway the moral of the story is
nothing is absolute and everything is possible

and hehe i have successfully downloaded it together with another song with the title cute (again u can tell what kind of song is this from the title =b)

okay here's the song


i m supposed to study yes i know.
my guilt is killing me!! pls do pray for me as i m preparing for all the upcoming tests and finals!! u know, if you look through how my exams and tests are arranged,it is just purely insane!!! so, i need your prayer! thanks!

anyway, enjoy this song!!

extra note: my dad actually finished listening this song and he actually praises this song and also the one who sings this =b MUAHAHA

Thursday, May 6, 2010

史上最全亦是最长的星座排名!!

想要收藏起来,所以把它偷来然后放上这里=b
最美丽: 1.天秤 2.水瓶 3.双子
最活泼: 1.白羊 2.水瓶 3.射手
最佳丈夫 :金牛座
最爱洁: 1.处女2.天秤 3.魔羯
最佳父亲 :狮子座
最贪吃: 1.金牛 2.天秤 3.巨蟹
最佳法官 :天秤座
最贪玩: 1.水瓶 2.白羊 3.射手
最佳生意人:白羊座
最懒惰: 1.天秤 2.金牛 3.巨蟹
最佳推销员:双子座
最自大: 1.狮子 2.白羊 3.天蝎
最佳清洁员:处女座
最佳厨师 :金牛座、天秤座
最佳科学家:水瓶座
最佳运动员:射手座
最容易嫉妒: 1.金牛座 2.天蝎座 3.处女座 4.射手座 5.白羊座
愿望最容易实现:1.水瓶座 2.白羊座 3.双鱼座 4.狮子座 5.双子座

史上最全的星座排名(2)
最佳组合:
1. 天秤 + 狮子 2. 金牛 + 巨蟹 3. 双子 + 水瓶
水瓶座 — 最怕没有心灵自由
双鱼座 — 最怕现实压力
白羊座 — 最怕输给别人、怕失败、怕无聊
金牛座 — 最怕改变、怕饿
双子座 — 最怕落伍、怕别人有自已没有
巨蟹座 — 最怕没安全感
狮子座 — 最怕没面子
处女座 — 最怕犯错、怕被批评
天秤座 — 最怕孤单、怕没朋友
天蝎座 — 最怕别人背叛他、怕没权威
射手座 — 最怕失去行动自由、怕被叮咛
魔羯座 — 最怕没钱、怕出糗、怕面子没地方挂

最受男生欢迎的女生
1.天秤座:你的美貌和成熟的举动很能吸引异性
2.双鱼座:你会散发无依感,旁人会不由自主地想保护你

3.射手座:他们认为和你很好相处,因此你很受男孩子欢
4.水瓶座:你很会打扮,反应又快,因而受到他们的爱戴
5.双子座:风趣的言谈和爽朗的形象是你受欢迎的原因
6.处女座:你清纯的气质很能打动男孩的心
7.金牛座:你稳重温和的个性很受欢迎,就是缺少点女人
8.巨蟹座:爱撒娇使你大受欢迎,但是你却不懂察言观色
9.牡羊座:你缺少女人味,活力太过充沛使男孩对你退避三舍
10.狮子座:高傲的你令男孩子望而却步,怕将来被你骑在头 上
11.天蝎座:你浑身散发的神秘气息,让男孩子觉得你难以接 近
12.魔羯座:你冷酷又我行我素,让他们觉得向你示好就会被 你轻视

白羊座:冲动第一名,做事后悔第一名,火气大第一名,大胆第 一名,敢爱敢恨第一名。
金牛座:稳重第一名,节检第一名,贪财第一名,可靠第一名, 吃苦耐劳第一名。
双子座:八卦第一名,聪慧第一名,crazy第一名,幽默第 一名,多话第一名。
巨蟹座:体贴第一名,爱吃第一名,爱家第一名,孝顺第一名, 多愁善感第一名。
狮子座:自信第一名,爱现第一名,要面子第一名,品味第一 名,风度第一名。
处女座:细心第一名,挑剃第一名,爱干净第一名,小题大做第 一名,吃醋第一名。
天秤座:爱美第一名,犹豫第一名,懒惰第一名,善辩第一名, 公正第一名。
天蝎座:痴情第一名,扮酷第一名,魅力第一名,冷冰冰第一 名,理智第一名。
射手座:贪玩第一名,糊涂第一名,可爱第一名,勇于尝试第一 名,心无城府第一名。
摩羯座:严肃第一名,镇定第一名,忍耐第一名,认真第一名, 保守第一。
水瓶座:好奇第一名,好学第一名,创意第一名,另类第一名, 创造奇迹第一名。
双鱼座:心软第一名,敏感第一名,多疑第一名,爱作梦第一 名,胡思乱第一名。

最多女强人:双子
最少女强人:巨蟹
最会逗人开心:天秤
最会投机取巧:双子
最不会投机取巧:山羊
最没有肚量:山羊
最有肚量:射手
最不会讨人欢心:狮子
最会讨人欢心:双鱼
最输不起:天秤&狮子
最感性:巨蟹
最知性:处女&水瓶
最理性:水瓶
最痴情:巨蟹
最爱往外跑:射手
最爱在家里:巨蟹
最没原则:双子
最难理解:水瓶
最不会计较:巨蟹
最没有秘密:狮子
最易被理解:狮子&牡羊
最神秘.最不相信人:天蝎座
最拘谨:处女
最客观:天秤
最主观:狮子
最喜欢刺激:射手&牡羊&双子
最爱好和平:金牛&巨蟹&射手
最易羞涩:金牛&巨蟹&天蝎
最喜欢独处:水瓶
最苛刻:双鱼
生气时最可怕:天蝎
最会看人脸色:双子
最敢与众不同:水瓶
最迟钝:金牛
反应最快:双子
最优柔寡断:天秤
最不重视纪律:射手&水瓶
最不体贴:双子
翻脸最彻底:天蝎
最会攀关系:双子
最不势头眼:双鱼
最不会内疚:天秤
最冲动:牡羊&牡羊&狮子
最大男人主义:天蝎&牡羊
最值得信赖:山羊
记忆力最好:双鱼
最不会记恨:天秤&射手
最公正:天秤
最念旧:双鱼
最矛盾:双子
最多重性格:双子
时常最正经:金牛
最不喜欢交朋友:天蝎
最有耐心:金牛
最没耐心:射手&狮子
最喜欢交朋友:射手&天秤
最容易交到坏朋友:射手
最会讲电话:天秤
最温柔:金牛
最体贴:巨蟹
最不会看脸色:射手
最讲义气:天蝎&狮子
最懒:水瓶
最雄辩:天秤&水瓶
最受不了被批评:山羊
最易感觉满足:巨蟹
最固执:金牛
最守秩序:金牛
最可能当黑马:水瓶
最会临时抱佛脚:双子&射手
最怕浪费:金牛
最怕肉麻:山羊
最有上进心:山羊
最大胆:牡羊
最重视外表:天秤
最多壮身材:牡羊&金牛
最多女性娇小:金牛
最会突发奇想:双子&射手&水瓶
最重视精神层面:水瓶
最不重视精神层面:射手
最有保护欲:狮子
最可能有收集癖:水瓶&双子
最自信:狮子
最不怕上镜头:牡羊
最有人情味:巨蟹
最不浪漫:山羊
最有崇洋倾向:天秤
最我行我素:水瓶
最怕吵:天蝎
最需要自我空间:水瓶
最会拖时间:水瓶
最不正经:双子
最爱烦恼:巨蟹&山羊
最不会烦恼:牡羊&射手
最多帅哥:射手
最多美女:水瓶
最顾家:巨蟹
品味最古怪:水瓶
灾难中最冷静:水瓶
灾难中最不冷静:狮子&牡羊
最易犯罪:射手&牡羊
最女性化:水瓶&金牛
最阳刚味:牡羊
最致力学课本外的东西:水瓶
最重自尊:狮子
最贪睡:水瓶
最会胡思乱想:双鱼
最爱幻想:水瓶&双鱼
最会聊天:水瓶
最爱用功:山羊
最不爱用功:射手
最可能国际联姻:双子
最多嫁入豪门:双子&双鱼
运气最好:双子
最会花钱:天秤
最自恋:狮子&天秤
最喜欢大自然:水瓶
最会肢体语言:双子
最喜欢黑色:天蝎
最多夜猫族:双鱼
最常作鬼脸:双鱼
最光明磊落:狮子
最无性别概念:水瓶
最会挖掘秘密:天蝎
最有个人魅力:天蝎
最让人觉得是怪人:水瓶
最爱钱:金牛
最看不起钱:水瓶
用情最专一:巨蟹
最不懂人情世故:射手
最礼尚往来:金牛
话最少:天蝎

星座分级~娱乐~
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一等星座:
天蝎座(深谋远虑,深藏不露,诡计多端,有魄力,有野心,意 志极强,洞察力极强,实数12星星之冠!)
摩羯座(吃苦耐劳,大器晚成,有野心,忍辱负重,坚韧不拔, 意志顽强,仅次于天蝎座的优等星座!)
水瓶座(思维怪异,非常人能及,异常冷静,行为古怪独特,捉 摸不定。一个极其有魅力的外星人星座)

二等星座:
狮子座(有领导才能,有魄力,敢作敢当,缺点是骄傲自大,不 听好言相劝)
天秤座(优雅,有风度,仪表堂堂,朋友众多。不过此星无主 见,好享受)
金牛座(稳重、踏实,有艺术细胞,为人较诚实。不过此星多为 守财奴,一生为金钱劳碌)
双子座(快人快语,思维敏捷,反映奇快,交际能力强。不过此 星说多错多,三心两意,无定性)
射手座(直性子,交际能力堪称12星星之最,朋友众多,喜 欢自由自在不受拘束的生活,不过此星星没啥耐心,做事半途而 废。又花心,不踏实,不忠实)

三等星座:
白羊座(此星星多为冲动之人,没脑子,天真,好斗。)
巨蟹座(此星星只知道妈妈,小孩,爱情。哭鼻子。男螃蟹也是 如此,没出息)
处女座(龟毛之王,神经质,斤斤计较,洁癖,不合群。比较令 人讨厌的星座)
双鱼座(一生活在梦幻之中,12星座中最脆弱的星座,没主 见,任人摆布。嗜酒、烟、毒。同时此星星犯罪率也是12星座 之首)

【失恋後记】
  双鱼座会大醉一场;金牛座会抱头痛哭
  巨蟹座会打电话诉苦;狮子座会去海边吹风
  射手座会看遍所有电影;处女座会闭关三天三夜
  摩羯座会认真检讨反省;牡羊座会到KTV嘶吼
  天秤座会吃尽所有美食;天蝎座会再找下一个情人
  双子座会订机票出国散心;水瓶座会疯狂Shopping

【情绪EQ】
  处女天生对忧虑情有独锺
  金牛很能控制自己的情绪
  水瓶非常冷漠,不讲私人感情
  巨蟹多变的心情就像海水的潮汐
  天秤偶尔发怒,极不愿听命於人
  双鱼无法忍受长期被孤立的痛苦
  射手不会沈溺在任何负面的情绪中
  狮子会将不佳的情绪全部隐藏起来
  摩羯会对自己的情绪和求加以批判
  双子最不愿被束缚,无法忍受单调呆板
  天蝎爱恨分明,不与他人分享自己的心情和感觉
  牡羊会为不合理的事而抗争,经常以温驯的外表来掩饰内心 的愤怒
  
【爱情考验】
  狮子的爱就像大碗的牛肉面货真¤实
  金牛的爱就像是温暖的毛衣好看又有用
  巨蟹的爱就像好吃的蛋糕吃了还想再吃
  水瓶的爱就像国父革命一样一次接著一次
  天秤的爱像巧克力很多人喜欢吃但吃不了很多
  摩羯的爱就像拿在手中的面包拿到就是你的了
  双鱼的爱是牺牲奉献的所以记得要好好珍惜喔
  处女的爱就像洗衣机包容你的缺点洗净你的污点
  牡羊的爱就像冬天里的一把火小心不要让火给熄了
  双子的爱就像一阵风吹起来很舒服但是永远摸不著
  天蝎的爱就像麻辣火锅吃得过瘾但是吃完一定拉肚子   
射手的爱就像骑马打仗般刺激不是马上摔死就是被乱箭射死

【失恋时期】
  水瓶座说感觉不对劲早散早好
  巨蟹座说心中一阵刺痛!我待他可不薄啊
  射手座说这样就吹了?想得美我要讨个公道
  天蝎座说你敢?再给你一次机会否则就等著瞧
  金牛座说真是没良心好在我绝不吃亏先把帐算一算
  双子座说真的假的?如果不是在开玩笑只好看著办了
  牡羊座说有啥了不起天涯何处无芳草真是有眼不识货
  天秤座说好聚好散看似随缘其实念念不忘萦绕心头不去
  狮子座说此处无望只好到别处,自尊的笑容掩盖了伤心
  摩羯座说暗自怀念不知道要说些什堋但将来要让他後悔
  双鱼座说这是什堋结局?我有错吗?静待另外的一片天
  处女座说晴天霹雳、乌云遮日、可恶应该遭受天打雷劈
  
【生气时】
  金牛座是大吃一顿懒得理
  天蝎座是天塌下来他也懒的理
  射手座是这口气不出不快准备麻布袋
  狮子座是管他三七二十一直接找他算帐
  巨蟹座是嘴巴说说就好最好做个梦扁扁他
双鱼座是躲起来写一篇浪漫悲情的苦情诗
  水瓶座是咽不下这口气好歹也要冷嘲热讽一番
  天秤座是惹我的话就亲近他阿谀他敲他一顿大餐
  摩羯座是怕惹事会偷偷骂就好有事发生快点装笑脸
  双子座是联合次要敌人除掉主要敌人有绝对复仇论
  处女座是记性很好君子报仇十年不晚等到他没戒心时
  牡羊座是想拿钱砸人不过还是捡起来拿去花掉比较能发
  
【定情大观】
  天蝎座:宁静的表情下,却有万马在内心奔腾
  双鱼座:早就有预感了,默默接受,留下无限的回味
  射手座:女对某个男的把手搭在肩上,男对某个女的靠得很 近,没有排斥的话
  摩羯座:迟迟没行动,真让旁人捏了一把冷汗,终於说
  双子座:我是真心的,接下去的动作就像挖到宝一样快
  狮子座:找不到本垒和一垒间还有什堋,彼此欣赏後应如此
  牡羊座:轻吻脸庞,丝丝暖意涌上,猴急地想进行下个步骤
  水瓶座:像在开玩笑又有点正式,会心一笑知道我的意思吧
  金牛座:很自然,但一垒和二垒的界线如此分明,再看看吧
  天秤座:关怀的企图,两人相会的时间增多,动作就跟著来
  处女座:无意间小手搭上了线,脸红润,就暂时保持现状吧
  巨蟹座:愈走愈近,就这样短暂的双眸凝视後,说明了一切
  
【单恋时候】
  天蝎座说心头在绞痛,我不甘心!我还要再试一试
  水瓶座说我的爱是一片真心!没有结果,错不在我…
  摩羯座说有点想,又有点不想,可以单恋,也可以不恋
双子座说每个都不错,不是我没品味,是我不想陷入单恋
  天秤座说我已表明、已付出,我知道问题在哪、该怎堋
  处女座说思念,欣赏,喜欢,我已经很努力了,还能怎
  射手座说我的爱!不接受?没关系,这并不代表我的失
  金牛座说我真的比不上别人吗?冷静想想後,算了,不想了
  双鱼座说辗转难眠,连梦中都在想,我们俩到底有没有缘份
  巨蟹座说剪不掉,理还乱,若真的没希望就把思慕永埋心底
  狮子座说我有哪一点配不上?什堋!我想应该还有点机
  牡羊座说不懂得欣赏我,再试试,若再没反应...哼!不 识货
  
【隐藏个性】
  清纯的处女座其实是很好色
  现实的摩羯座其实是很浪漫的
  慷慨的天秤座基本上是小气的
  温驯的双鱼座也有冷绘的一面
  很个性化的水瓶座并不爱出风头
  谨慎细心的天蝎座也会被礼物感动
  看似磊落的狮子座其实暗中注意每个人
  看似冷漠的双子座会躲在无人之处流泪
  爱冒险的射手座不喜欢生活秩序遭破坏
  看似粗枝大叶的牡羊座其实喜欢做家事
胆小的巨蟹座其实有舍弃一切的冒险精神
  诚实的金牛座也会骗人而且不觉得有罪恶感
  
【伤透脑筋】
  找不到开创方向的牡羊座
  不能没有工作的处女座赋闲在家
  居然叫水瓶座不要作怪、不要胡思乱想…粉难地
  生性好奇的双子座,整日面对著无聊的东西
  想学点才艺的狮子座,却不知道该学什堋玩意
  对钱财满在乎的金牛座,眼看著朋友借钱不还
  渴望感情回报的巨蟹座,却遇上不知感激的人
  热爱自由、旅行的射手座,被留校、留职察看
  眼看摩羯座的目标就快要达成了,却偏偏出现阻碍
  怕被朋友误解的天秤座,有一天真的被朋友误解了
  擅长发挥想像力的双鱼座,被要求背些死记的东西
  心爱的人居然敢对天蝎座隐瞒,这下得吃点苦头了
  
【情话绵绵】
  摩羯座说爱你,是我一生无悔的选择
  双子座说爱你到明年情人节也不想停
  双鱼座说你就是我最美、最浪漫的邂逅
  狮子座说没有人能代替你在我心中的地位
  射手座说你是我今生唯一的、最终的情人
  天秤座说你是我一生的依恋,爱你直到永远
  处女座说你明白我的心,我热切渴盼你的爱
天蝎座说你是我最致命的吸引力,爱你爱上瘾了
  金牛座说没有你,我的世界将无法运转,濒临末日了
  牡羊座说「我爱你」三个字不够,应该是「我超爱你」四个 字才对
  巨蟹座说星期一到星期六,想你、爱你,星期日,我用快递 把我送给你
  水瓶座说你对我「用力」放电的那一刻开始,我就意乱情 迷,神魂颠倒至今



1.不依赖男友的女生
第一名 天蝎座(证明自己有能力)
第二名 射手座(独立好强 不爱被啰嗦)
第三名 牡羊座(急性子 演不来小女人)
第四名 水瓶座 (隐性依赖 慎重挑选男友)
第五名 魔羯座(自主自强 为自己存私房钱)

2.最爱装坚强的女生
第一名 射手座(说了也没用)
第二名 天蝎座(一定要撑过去)
第三名 魔羯座(觉得哭很丢脸)
第四名 狮子座(倔强又逞强)
第五名 双子座(表面不在乎)

3.会签婚前协议书的人
第一名 水瓶座(有些事还是说清楚好)
第二名 金牛座(细节谈清楚再享受)
第三名 处女座(你机车我比你还机车)
第四名 天蝎座(保障自己的权利)
第五名 魔羯座(白纸黑字就安心)

4.会找爸爸型情人的女生
第一名 巨蟹座(就喜欢当女儿)
第二名 金牛座(男人老成好)
第三名 牡羊座(找回女孩儿本性)
第四名 天平座(顺理成章的依赖)
第五名 双鱼座(可以真诚的撒娇)

5.感情上最有成人之美的男生
第一名 双子座(好来好散)
第二名 魔羯座(讲道理评估轻重)
第三名 射手座(合则聚不合则散)
第四名 水瓶座(随缘不强求)
第五名 天平座(装也要装成风度)

6.对感情心太软的男生
第一名 处女座(戏剧性的人格 易激动)
第二名 天蝎座(尽量不要辜负人)
第三名 双子座(女生一哭就没辙)
第四名 狮子座(外貌强硬 内心脆弱)
第五名 天平座(不忍心拒绝别人)

7.感情骗术最高强的男生
第一名 双鱼座(当下认真 不像骗徒)
第二名 巨蟹座(外热内冷 清楚自己在干嘛)
第三名 水瓶座(要全面控制恋爱进度)
第四名 射手座(真真假假 令人摸不清)
第五名 牡羊座(装天真 令人不设防)

8.会把老婆当小情人疼的男生
第一名 天蝎座(热情不怕公开表现)
第二名 处女座(就爱肉麻当有趣)
第三名 天平座(出手大方 有求必应)
第四名 双鱼座(浪漫是应该的)
第五名 射手座(捍卫爱情 嘴巴超甜)

9.十二星座老婆最让老公头疼的地方
牡羊座 总是晚回家
金牛座 死都说不通
双子座 杂事一大堆
巨蟹座 太精打细算
狮子座 永远说不得
处女座 同一件事说不得
天平座 实在是个烂好人
天蝎座 翻脸如翻书
射手座 严肃口如刀
魔羯座 太缺乏情趣
水瓶座 看来难取悦
双鱼座 像个管家婆

10.管另一半最有一套的人女生
第一名 双鱼座(恩威并施)
第二名 金牛座(硬性确定 直接讲清楚)
第三名 狮子座(捍卫原则 非常明确)

11.管另一半最有一套的人 男生
第一名 金牛座(说话恐吓 无所不管)
第二名 射手座(举例说明 冷嘲热讽)
第三名 天蝎座(太鸡婆 就是爱管)

12.谈恋爱最快不顾形象的女生
第一名 巨蟹座(简单朴素就是美)
第二名 牡羊座(爱就是坦白说出来)
第三名 双子座(把握年轻 及时行乐)
第四名 射手座(诚意面对感觉)
第五名 天蝎座(真心最重要)

13.最会耽误女孩子青春的男生
第一名 魔羯座(先立业后成家)
第二名 水瓶座(一直骑驴找马)
第三名 双鱼座(好像不止一个对象)
第四名 双子座(不牢靠 长不大)
第五名 巨蟹座(无法下定决定)

14.在喜欢的人面前反而害羞的男生
第一名 水瓶座(不敢正视喜欢的人)
第二名 金牛座(像小孩儿 容易脸红)
第三名 双子座(就是会躲开心仪的人)
第四名 巨蟹座(有点悲观 本性害羞)
第五名 狮子座(得失心重 放不开)

15.感情路上叫好不叫座的女生
第一名 魔羯座(总是严肃难接近)
第二名 天蝎座(态度高傲 没人敢追)
第三名 狮子座(高处不胜寒 芳心寂寞)

16.单身也可以很快乐的女生
第一名 水瓶座(消除压力找回自我)
第二名 巨蟹座(受伤后宁愿独立自立)
第三名 射手座(没有牵绊自由自在)
第四名 天蝎座(体会到自己难相处)
第五名 魔羯座(谈恋爱太辛苦不如工作)


17.谈恋爱最强悍的女生
第一名 金牛座(认真面对真相)
第二名 魔羯座(自己处理 抵挡外界)
第三名 牡羊座(勇敢挑战一切)
第四名 天蝎座(不想留下遗憾)
第五名 双鱼座(身段柔软 很能熬)

18.地下情可以维持最久的人
第一名 双子座(为在意的人可以牺牲)
第二名 巨蟹座(认定了就咬牙忍住)
第三名 魔羯座(耐力强 但要有计划)
第四名 天平座(念旧情 拖拖拉拉)
第五名 水瓶座(以对方为重 但要忠诚)

19.最快对另一半失去兴趣的人
第一名 天蝎座(不能互动 觉得无聊)
第二名 射手座(近距离就会开始挑剔)
第三名 双子座(热情过后只剩空虚)

20.男人眼中的花蝴蝶女
第一名 双子座(很有办法引人注目)
第二名 牡羊座(举手投足有自信)
第三名 射手座(个性不羁难捉摸)
第四名 天平座(到处放电又有办法)
第五名 双鱼座(每个人都觉得她人缘好)

21.秘密恋情多到超乎想象的人男生
第一名 双鱼座(谨慎小心表面功夫好)
第二名 天平座(处处留情又要顾及形象)
第三名 巨蟹座(绝不能破坏形象)

22.秘密恋情多到超乎想象的人 女生
第一名 双鱼座(想要一直有恋爱的感觉)
第二名 水瓶座(为了证明自己的魅力)
第三名 魔羯座(控制力强但热情澎湃)

23.会坦然面对旧恋情的人
第一名 天蝎座(转化为一种成长)
第二名 射手座(过去的就理清楚)
第三名 牡羊座(敢作敢当勇于承认)
第四名 双鱼座(只要不影响形象)
第五名 双子座(心理介意强迫自己坦然)

24.结婚恋爱对象大不同的男生
第一名 水瓶座(恋爱花心婚后死板)
第二名 金牛座(恋爱浪漫婚后务实)
第三名 巨蟹座(恋爱小李子婚后大老爷)

25.恋爱神经最大条的人
第一名 牡羊座(除非他自己煞到)
第二名 金牛座(活在自己的世界里)
第三名 巨蟹座(对感情有些悲观)
第四名 射手座(宁可不要太纤细)
第五名 天蝎座(感受不到对方放的电)

26.最忘不了初恋情人的人
第一名 巨蟹座(记住初恋的感觉)
第二名 水瓶座(往往成为烙印与伤痕)
第三名 射手座(是一辈子的遗憾)
第四名 天平座(觉得有所愧疚)
第五名 魔羯座(曾经付出过真心)

27.绯闻不沾锅的男生
第一名 巨蟹座(非常注意形象与风度)
第二名 射手座(不喜欢私人问题曝光)
第三名 金牛座(低调小心掩饰得很好)
第四名 魔羯座(形象好 够努力)
第五名 双鱼座(绯闻反而像宣传)

28.跟另一半吵架最会撂狠话的人
第一名 天蝎座(用尽方法攻击对方)
第二名 狮子座(维护尊严 一定要赢)
第三名 巨蟹座(踩到罩们就歇斯底里)
第四名 金牛座(怒极反笑 揶揄伤人)
第五名 牡羊座(有话直说 脏话出口)

29.十二星座男会想娶回家的老婆类型
牡羊座 会理财的女生
金牛座 能和家人朋友相处融洽的女生
双子座 炒饭能力一级棒的女生
巨蟹座 一定要生且喜欢小孩儿的女生
狮子座 有妈妈味道的女生
处女座 气质清纯无污染型的女生
天平座 性感漂亮的女生
天蝎座 能让他、听他、容忍他的女生
射手座 个性特殊又聪明的女生
魔羯座 事业得力好助手的女生
水瓶座 家世背景好的女生
双鱼座 能让他少奋斗20年的女生

30.对男生最会用心机的女生
第一名 双鱼座(以退为进 装可怜)
第二名 水瓶座(装乖让男人服服帖帖)
第三名 天蝎座(存心要骗没有骗不过的)

31.十二星座男生谈恋爱的致命缺点
牡羊座 一股脑的热情吓坏人
金牛座 只想占有不付出
双子座 能把自己当主角依心情谈恋爱
巨蟹座 阴晴不定捉摸不定
狮子座 自尊强容易受伤吃醋
处女座 优柔寡断患得患失
天平座 朋友与情人界限不清
天蝎座 超爱黏人惹人烦
射手座 永远让人找不到
魔羯座 对情人冷淡却不许另一半冷淡他
水瓶座 太喜欢掌控进度
双鱼座 对谁都暧昧不清

32.无怨无悔帮另一半的女生
第一名 天蝎座(帮你帮到没自己)
第二名 牡羊座(爱管闲事爱*手)
第三名 处女座(为你什么都愿意)
第四名 巨蟹座(不论如何都帮你)
第五名 金牛座(认定了就咬牙撑)

33.恋情总是戏剧化的星座
第一名 狮子座(恋爱就要轰轰烈烈)
第二名 双鱼座(过程保证曲折离奇)
第三名 天蝎座(不赚热泪就没美感)
第四名 双子座(总是选到不该爱的人)
第五名 牡羊座(越想简单就越复杂)

34.容易与真爱擦身而过的人
第一名 水瓶座(越爱的反而越害怕)
第二名 狮子座(怕太爱别人而迷失自己)
第三名 双子座(年少轻狂装不在乎)
第四名 金牛座(想太多又太坚持步调)
第五名 天平座(恋爱游戏玩多了的苦果)

35.最毒蛇的老婆星座
第一名 射手座(哪壶不开提哪壶)
第二名 天蝎座(一定让你比她更伤心)
第三名 狮子座(自尊受伤就强烈反击)
第四名 牡羊座(有话就直说 不经大脑)
第五名 天平座(冷血翻旧账)

36.专爱坏女人的男人星座
第一名 双子座(天生犯贱要人整)
第二名 魔羯座(喜欢有想法的女生)
第三名 牡羊座(坏怀的才有感觉)
第四名 射手座(宁可女人聪明不要太乖)
第五名 天蝎座(使坏会增添生活情趣)

37.为了事业宁愿抛弃爱情的人
第一名 牡羊座(一次只能做好一件事)
第二名 魔羯座(不会为小事而伤害大计划)
第三名 水瓶座(害怕沉溺于感情)
第四名 狮子座(要有本钱宠爱你)
第五名 巨蟹座(现实的残酷)

38.最表里不一的星座
第一名 巨蟹座(希望讨好所有人)
第二名 天平座(希望场面和平)
第三名 处女座(为求生存会做表面功夫)
第四名 射手座(永远都会装没事)
第五名 水瓶座(会按奈自己的情绪)

39.爱情失忆症的星座
第一名 双鱼座(会顾左右而言他)
第二名 天蝎座(会自我保护 越神秘越好)
第三名 射手座(只记得印象最深刻的部分)
第四名 处女座(每段恋情都是新的开始)
第五名 狮子座(过去的记忆都是伤害)

40.不计较名份的女生
第一名 巨蟹座(为了对方 牺牲也愿意)
第二名 双子座(讲求两人在一起的感觉)
第三名 牡羊座(认为实质比名份重要)
第四名 处女座(爱上对方就被蒙蔽)
第五名 双鱼座(为了没结果的爱情着迷)

41.恋爱中注定让别人受伤的星座
第一名 水瓶座(掌控权在他手里)
第二名 射手座(热情专注让人失去戒心)
第三名 天平座(不懂拒绝别人)
第四名 魔羯座(太理性把丑话说在前)
第五名 双子座(情绪反复不定)

42.不值得等待的花心男
第一名 牡羊座(翻脸无情不回头)
第二名 魔羯座(花心会一犯再犯)
第三名 射手座(老了一样搞飞机)

43.在情人面前超重视形象的女生
第一名 天蝎座(有困难也不跟男又开口)
第二名 射手座(装快乐 装不在乎)
第三名 魔羯座(相处起来不自然)
第四名 狮子座(爱装清纯)
第五名 处女座(爱装高贵)

44.十二星座女生散发的独特魅力
牡羊座 单纯可爱又落落大方
金牛座 个性稳重气质高雅
双子座 明星气质带动流行
巨蟹座 温暖亲切激励人心
狮子座 豪爽大方真情流露
处女座 全力以赴自律严
天平座 美丽优雅好相处
天蝎座 性感神秘美丽十足
射手座 笑容甜美身材火辣好相处
魔羯座 品位好 个性认真又负责
水瓶座 气质空灵又聪明绝顶
双鱼座 无辜性感又好学

45.会背叛海誓山盟的人
第一名 射手座男(没东西能守住他们)
第二名 魔羯座女(以实际力最大考量)
第三名 水瓶座女(不想当死守的傻瓜)
第四名 金牛座女(现实有自己的标准)
第五名 双鱼座男(海誓山盟多的是)

46.婚后变成母老虎的女生
第一名 狮子座(家中大权一把抓)
第二名 牡羊座(更加强势 万事肩扛)
第三名 天蝎座(恨铁不成钢 要求高)
第四名 双鱼座(很有主见跟事业心)
第五名 水瓶座(吵架是在讲道理)

47.爱拿另一半跟人做比较的人
第一名 天蝎座男(比人家好就得意)
第二名 巨蟹座女(应该要比别人强)
第三名 处女座男(希望看起来有办法)
第四名 天平座女(私下偷偷比较)
第五名 双鱼座女(希望对方越来越好)

48.取悦老公花招最多的女生
第一名 双鱼座(撒娇来增加生活情趣)
第二名 双子座(可爱的花招一堆)
第三名 金牛座(用心经营花招)

49.最害怕走入婚姻的男生
第一名 射手座(不甘心放弃自由)
第二名 双鱼座(不轻易接下责任)
第三名 天蝎座(结婚会贬低身价)

50.管不了的老公
第一名 金牛座(让你自讨苦吃)
第二名 狮子座(你怎么可以踩在他头上)
第三名 水瓶座(你管他就来阴的)
第四名 射手座(不相信他就故意气死你)
第五名 牡羊座(管也没有用)

51.感情上最晚熟的男生
第一名 魔羯座(不做没把握的事)
第二名 射手座(永远不会成熟)
第三名 牡羊座(生理比心理早熟)

52.感情上最晚熟的女生
第一名 处女座(害怕犯错误所以宁可不试)
第二名 天平座(友情爱情分不清)
第三名 双鱼座(永远犯同样的错)

53.最受不了笨情人的人
第一名 双子座(和你在一起真的没意思)
第二名 射手座(脑袋不好就滚开)
第三名 魔羯座(没耐心解释)

54.分手后只会想起旧情人的好的人
第一名 巨蟹座(只会记得好的)
第二名 水瓶座(不念旧恶)
第三名 狮子座(表示自己有身价)

55.搞外遇最神不知鬼不觉的老公
第一名 巨蟹座(到他死你才会发现)
第二名 金牛座(惦惦吃三碗公)
第三名 射手座(没罪恶感又细心)

56.越老越色的男生
第一名 魔羯座(有钱有权爱怎样就怎样)
第二名 狮子座(开始互补心态)
第三名 处女座(胆子大了起来)

57.婚礼一定要豪华气派的新娘
第一名 狮子座(面子一定要足)
第二名 处女座(梦幻世纪婚礼)
第三名 巨蟹座(一定要慎重)

58.早婚而离婚几率高的星座
第一名 射手座(一定有被骗的感觉)
第二名 双子座(把结婚想得太简单)
第三名 牡羊座(心态未成熟又冲动)

59.喜欢挑战高难度情人的星座
第一名 双鱼座(没有谁不敢追)
第二名 牡羊座(越难越有挑战)
第三名 金牛座(很有自信锲而不舍)
第四名 天蝎座(不信自己搞不定)
第五名 射手座(品味特殊)

60.作风最大胆的女生
第一名 双子座(开发自己)
第二名 水瓶座(出乎意外的行为)
第三名 牡羊座(勇于追求感情)

61.最会甜言蜜语的男生
第一名 双子座(死的都能说成活的)
第二名 双鱼座(嘴巴超级甜)
第三名 天蝎座(要说就要跟真的一样)

62.抢别人男友也没罪恶感的狐狸精
第一名 双鱼座(是他爱上我的)
第二名 双子座(是他自己有问题)
第三名 水瓶座(感情是自由的)

63.恋爱时最容易因另外一半改变自己的
第一名 天蝎座(为了得到先变再说)
第二名 射手座(配合对方生活习惯)
第三名 天平座(被要求所以改变)

64.超难把的女生
第一名 处女座(故意出难题考验你)
第二名 射手座(若有似无的干兄妹)
第三名 天平座(始终被隔绝在安全观察)

65.谈感情最低调的人
第一名 射手座(感情的事干吗说)
第二名 巨蟹座(偷偷来比较安心)
第三名 金牛座(本性就很低调)

66.看朋友比女友重的男生
第一名 牡羊座(女朋友有就好了)
第二名 天平座(人际关系跟前途有关)
第三名 水瓶座(朋友比什么都重要)

67.会以结婚为前提交往的女生
第一名 巨蟹座(即要交往就要结婚)
第二名 处女座(对婚姻有幻觉)
第三名 金牛座(一心一意要结婚)

68.不做情人也做不了朋友的人
第一名 金牛座(没必要面对)
第二名 双鱼座(怕继续幻想)
第三名 天蝎座(爱与恨的交错)

69.容易有异国恋情的人
第一名 双子座(好奇、虚荣炫耀)
第二名 水瓶座(试试新奇的)
第三名 天平座(随缘的心态)

70.最喜欢挑战不可能情人的女生
第一名 处女座(相信事在人为)
第二名 双子座(个性好强)
第三名 双鱼座(喜欢的就认了)

71.最想嫁入豪门的女生
第一名 巨蟹座(要嫁就嫁好一点)
第二名 狮子座(这样才风光)
第三名 水瓶座(何妨进入上流)

72.最激不得的男生
第一名 狮子座(谁说也不行)
第二名 天蝎座(最讨厌看扁)
第三名 金牛座(越激就越不理你)

73.对感情最死心眼的女生
第一名 水瓶座(谁说也没用)
第二名 金牛座(不到黄河不死心)
第三名 狮子座(无奈没法转移)

74.挑男友眼光最另类的女生
第一名 射手座(个性合得来就好)
第二名 牡羊座(又感觉最重要)
第三名 双子座(引起兴趣就可以)

75.派对女王
第一名 狮子座(特爱热闹场所)
第二名 天平座(处处受欢迎)
第三名 双子座(情绪high 点子多)

76.把男生最主动的女生
第一名 双鱼座(好对象要把握)
第二名 牡羊座(冲昏头就去追)
第三名 天蝎座(不像错过或放过)

77.最爱在男生面前争宠的女生
第一名 双子座(无所不用其极)
第二名 双鱼座(以退为进)
第三名 巨蟹座(不甘心被冷落)

78.值得长期投资等待的男生
第一名 天平座(等越久领越多)
第二名 金牛座(最后终于变乖)
第三名 天蝎座(会有感恩之心)

79.爱偷吃的男生
第一名 双子座(什么都吃吃看)
第二名 双鱼座(每天都需要浪漫)
第三名 天平座(爱朋友不会拒绝)

80.对感情最会满口仁义道德的人
第一名 牡羊座(其实很会说谎)
第二名 天蝎座(自喜欢以正派形象出现)
第三名 魔羯座(说得很老实又诚恳)

81.最难被驯服的女生
第一名 处女座(就爱唱反调)
第二名 射手座(跟你保持距离)
第三名 双子座(若有似无的爱搞怪)

82.最不适合装可爱的女生
第一名 魔羯座(不自然时残不忍睹)
第二名 天平座(其实是外表可爱)
第三名 牡羊座(若是装就会很做作)

83.容易上女人当的男人
第一名 天平座(只要人求心就软)
第二名 狮子座(男人就该保护女人)
第三名 牡羊座(遇到尤物就被牵着走)

84.感情路上最不会吸取教训的笨蛋
第一名 天蝎座(容易被小的动作打动)
第二名 双子座(一再落入好奇中)
第三名 牡羊座(人定胜天愿赌服输)
第四名 天平座(被谁追就算谁的)
第五名 双鱼座(自尊心强会矜持住)

85.容易被男友欺负的女生
第一名 狮子座(外强中干)
第二名 牡羊做(容易被骗利用)
第三名 射手座(有苦说不出)

86.最不能忍受的不完美的人
第一名 处女座(超完美主义)
第二名 天蝎座(有点强迫症)
第三名 水瓶座(会辗转难眠)

87.在外爱装大男人的男生
第一名 狮子座(说话一定要逞强)
第二名 巨蟹座(谁也别命令我)
第三名 处女座(毕竟就是爱面子)

88.对另一半疑心病最重的人
第一名 天蝎座(一定要完全掌控)
第二名 金牛座(不能容忍一粒沙)
第三名 狮子座(地域性很强)

89.挽回旧情人只为甩掉对方的星座
第一名 狮子座(一定要赢)
第二名 水瓶座(报复对方的狠心)
第三名 射手座(惩罚坏蛋)

90.外遇最容易玩出火的男生
第一名 牡羊座(以为能一手遮天 太天真)
第二名 双子座(没想到擦枪走火)
第三名 处女座(激发女性复仇本能)
第四名 天蝎座(占有欲作祟)
第五名 狮子座(自以为能掌控)

91.搭讪手法最瞎的男生
第一名 牡羊座(要白痴让人尴尬)
第二名 魔羯座(一只考你让人讨厌)
第三名 金牛座(偷偷来常吓倒人)
第四名 巨蟹座(可怜形象以退为进)
第五名 天蝎座(自恋展现自己的优势)

92.分手最不干脆的女生
第一名 金牛座(执著放不下)
第二名 水瓶座(就是认定了)
第三名 牡羊座(纠缠不清)

93.最爱帮人牵红线的人
第一名 巨蟹座(完全帮你设想周到)
第二名 牡羊座(超级热心热情)
第三名 水瓶座(好玩又可以交朋友)

94.最认命的女生
第一名 天平座(除了认命还能怎样)
第二名 射手座(都是自己的选择)
第三名 水瓶座(坚守自己的信念)

95.对男生花心恶行容忍度最大的女生
第一名 天平座(不然还能怎么样)
第二名 巨蟹座(为了顾全大局)
第三名 射手座(只要男友说出理由就信了)

你看完了吗?我花了老大半天才大概看完,天啊!真的是有够长的!

Friday, April 30, 2010

隐藏

微风,轻吹脸颊,
发梢,微微轻飘,
步伐,一步一步,
音符,萦绕耳边。

我,
再次漫步在我的思绪中。
看着身旁的人、事、物,
望着倒影中的我,
我,
看见了自己的空。

试图仰望蓝天,
看看那朵朵的白云是否能承载我心中的疑问、我的忧虑、我的不安。
轻叹,
再次欺骗自己,
不是现在,在撑着点,
乌云的背后,一定有阳光照耀着我心中的大地,
滋养我心中即将枯萎的花朵,
它们,
总有一天会绽放出灿烂的光芒。

可,
我是停下了脚步,
但,
我所期待的为何仍然让我继续等待。

云朵渐渐在太阳失去的光芒下,
隐藏自己在黑暗当中。
我,
是否也该把我的等待寄托在它们之中?

我,
可能累了。

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

when~~~

when
i cant play the piano well, it's okay, you can play for me
when
i cant drive well, it's okay, you can drive for me
when
i cant cook well, it's okay, you can cook for me
when
i cant manage my account well, it's okay, you can manage for me
when
i cant sing well, it's okay, you can sing for me
when
i cant express myself well, it's okay, you understand me
when
i cant keep my room tidy, it's okay, you can help me to clean up =p
when
i am afraid to talk to stranger, it's okay, you can help me out
when
i cant decide what to wear, it's okay, it doesnt matter you how i dress up
when
i cant attend the lecture, it's okay, you can lend me your notes =p
when
i left out things that i should bring, it's okay, you are there to remind me
when
i cant decide which movie i should watch (rarely this will happen), it's okay, you can help me to decide
when
i cant decide what should i have for my meal (this happen very frequently=p), it's okay, you have already decided for me (MUAHAHA)

but

when
i cant concentrate to study, it's not okay, cause you cant help me to study! >.<
when
i dont feel like taking exam, it's not okay, cause you cant take the exam for me
when
my study work load is pilling up, it's not okay, cause you cant help me out

aih, when it comes to exam and study, you have to be independent.

ps: hehe random eh?

Monday, April 19, 2010

eric benet still with you =)

from whom i got to know this song?
and from whom he got to know this song?
muahaha i m good in tracing XD
anyway this is a nice song esp the lyrics..very touching=)

Heaven knows what you've been through
So much pain
Even though you can't see
I'm not far away
We always say if one of us
Somehow went away
We'd light a candle and say a prayer
Know that love still remains

Close your eyes, go to sleep
Know my love is all around you
Dream in peace, when you wake
You will know I'm still with you

Live your life from this day on
And love again
I know you'd do the same for me
That's the way that loves is supposed to be

Close your eyes, go to sleep
Know my love is all around you
Dream in peace, when you wake
You will know I'm still with you

When you feel those lonely teardrops
Rolling down your face
Just know my love watches over you
Always, always

Close your eyes, go to sleep
Know my love is all around you
Dream in peace, when you wake
You will know I'm still with you
I'm still with you

Monday, April 5, 2010

paris ^^

had a great paris trip!!
never in my life that i could imagine one day i would go to paris and witness eiffel tower, mona lisa with my own eyes. and not to mention, hehe i went to disneyland as well!! =)

i wasnt very excited with the fact that i have been to paris already when i was on my way back but after looking through the photos that i have taken, this thought occurred to me "eh..i did go to paris. PARIS!!!"

well, have to give thanks to God for it it were not His grace and His blessings, i would never be able to travel around europe. And i aslo give thanks to God for giving me a great friend so that we could travel together without any problem =) This makes the trip fun and enjoyable!

anyway, we have met a chinese girl from hunan, china whom at the first place, we asked for direction to our hotel and she turned out to be a SUPER nice friend!! She guided us to our hotel!! lolz you wouldnt want to imagine how far we have walked from the metro station we got down to our hotel cause we didnt know there's another easier way to get there. We were walking all thw way from the metro (very very far metro station) to our hotel based on google map!! But fortunately, parisians are nice people!! All those people that we have asked from them for direction, they were super friendly and hostile. They were willing to help us despite the language barrier. They did give us the right direction to our hotel, but heh language barrier still led us to the wrong alley=P AND Praise the LORD!!! We met this chines girl whose name is yan yan yan (yes you hear me right! her name is yan yan yan 言岩颜, amazing right? ) who walked together with us to the hotel and accompanied us to champs d elysee ,musuem louvre and many many more tourist attractions!! this was time saving!!! cause without her, we would probably need to look at the map ALL THE TIME!!

speaking about disneyland, hehe it was fun though the roller coaster thingy not very scary cause you see, many little kids will ride on them and i dont think they would want to scare off the kids!! =) nonetheless, it was great!! I, myself is not a disney fans (phew) cause gosh you've got to see the souvenir shops, if you have kids with you there, for sure you will either burn a hole in your pocket or you ended up making your kids cry non stop for refusing to buy toys for them. ANYKIND of souvenir you could think off, you can get them there!! But heh i still bought some souvenirs for my family cause i dont think i would come to disneyland paris again cause is too far. perhaps, other disneyland? =P

and about french food, hehe it was okay, but me and leepeng we made a conclusion. All european food, they taste one kind =P prefer malaysian food!! =) but it was good la, just not much variety for you to choose. the dessert, yes i have tried the typical french dessert, pudding with burnt sugar topping, it was nice but you will be disgusted after finishing half of it cause is too milky(?), dont know how to describe the taste =P

oh ya!! we went to the cafe which sells the most famous cookies (sth like that) .we bought 100g which is 7.6 euro (6 maracon-thats the name for this dessert/ cookies), nah, i couldnt figure out why this maracon is so famous, the taste is normal. BUT seriously, all the patries and cakes make you want to buy all of them home cause they look delicate and delicious!!!! =)

and about mona lisa, hehe din really take a close look on her cause they kind of restrict us to get closer as they set up this ring thingy so that we could only take photo outside of the ring. GOSH!! you have to squeeze yourself through the crowd and find a view which you could take a photo of mona lisa. if you watch the crowd from far, you couldnt see mona lisa but only CAMERAS!!!!
and you cant even have a nice close up cause you will be pushed by the crowd. luckily, still manage to snap a photo with me and mona lisa in it !! =P

and about champs d elysee, lots of nice views and monument and buliding. but the most interesting pari is hehe i walked through the bridge that DBSK once had their shooting there!! and yan yan says, dbsk also went to the jap restaurant which one of her friends is the waitress there!! ah, so close yet so far =P wish i could be there!! though they went to paris like 2 years ago=P 2 years ago, where were i? still in prague, imprisoned myself in troja =P

hmmm what else ah? heh i will add more if sth new pop up

anyway, i manage to speak about baptism and also our God is in 3 forms with my friend on easter day itself!! not a big progress though but i really feel happy cause i took the courage to speak about it to my friend!! I pray that i could speak more about God to my friend in the future!! Is really great when you share your belief with other ppl ^^

last but not least, Praise the Lord for looking after me throughout the whole trip and praise Him even more for bringing me here, giving me a scholarship and also opportunity to experience europe!! If it were not Him, i couldnt imagine that one day i could study in europe!!


Wednesday, March 31, 2010

easter

Easter is here!
This is when we have to be reminded again that we are saved through GRACE!!! He who died on the cross for us, for our sins, has conquered the death!! Once and for all, He gives us the saving grace through the cross.

isnt it amazing?
who are we that God is willing to sacrifice His one and only son to die for us?
and what we have done for His unfailing, indescribable, unconditional love?

Yet, despite all these, Jesus Christ is willing to die on the cross for our sins.
when Jesus gave His last breathe, the curtain of the temple was torn into two.
and He said " It is finished"
three days later, He rose from death!! this is when death has lost its grip on us and Jesus has conquered the death!! =)

Saving grace!!! no matter how many times i think about it, i am still amazed.
How could that be possible?
We are saved by grace!!! not by our works or by our deed!!!!!
Amazing, indeed!!

Of course, easter is the time when we need to reflect on the cross. But, not only easter!!! we have to fix our eyes on the cross everyday, reminding ourselves that how christ has saved us from sin in order not to fall into sin again!!

all in all, i just want to thank God for all the works He has done in my life!! I am really really really blessed that I have come to know christ, my Lord and my saviour!!! =)

Happy Easter and God bless!!! ^^

ps:somehow, i feel weird that i will not be attending good friday service and easter service this year.anyhow, i pray that i m able to fix my eyes upon the cross while i am away from prague .=)


saying sorry is not enough. admit our sins and REPENT is what we need!

Monday, March 29, 2010

very very random!!

hehe can you see anything special...not the screen saver pls =P

and how about this one? anything diff from the above 1?

MUAHAHAHAHAHA..yes is totally very random just ignore me =P

ps: yes i changed my layout again..cause i duno why my previous 1 doesnt work *sigh* i really like the old one


天国的树插曲

OMO T_T this drama "tree of heaven" is so SAD!!!!!!
terribly tragic yet extremely touching T_T

like this song so much after reading through the chinese translation
especially there's this scene in which this song is being played as the background music
the lyrics describing the situation PERFECTLY
hehe i JUST HAVE TO share this song with you!!!
and if you have time, pls watch this dram!!( yea i know the drama is quite old, but still is a nice drama no matter how old it is right =P and you have to watch it if you like sad love story hehe)

here's the lyrics
愿我的心已冰冻
可以浇灭燃烧着的爱情
停止啊 我的心 停止
这样的燃烧让我太煎熬
无所谓 应该无所谓
这样安慰我这颗烫伤的心
嘴唇在颤抖 眼泪涌出来
我不想哭泣
泪水啊 它不听我的话
怎么办 我爱着她
她向我微笑

我不知道是这样的我
怎么办 如果我被发觉这样的话
将再无法看到那个微笑
害怕爱你的心 溶进了我的眼神里
小心地望着你
不可以 不要这样
不想我的心再次沸腾 屏住呼吸
嘴唇在颤抖 眼泪涌出来
我不想哭泣
泪水啊 它不听我的话
怎么办 我爱着她
她向我微笑
我不知道是这样的我
怎么办 如果我被发觉这样的话
将再无法看到那个微笑

seriously, why it has to be so sad!!!


Friday, March 26, 2010

把想对你说的话,幻化为透明的字迹,
是不是从此,我就能漠视我内心最深的感触呢?

清楚地说出我所想的,想法与行动是否能并存?
还是,只能随风而逝?

细细地品尝黑咖啡,坐在落地窗前的我,
仍由阳光撒落在身上,
似乎,让我有了勇气继续往前追逐那摸不着底的前方。

多少次的期待,多少次的盼望,多少次的落空,多少次的对自己说不要紧,
多少次的多少次,
多得我都忘了是自己的凭空想象,还是它们真实的存在着。

一幕幕的情景、一幕幕的憧憬、
一遍遍的演练,不断的排练,
一阵阵的悸动、一阵阵的心痛
即使是在脑海中,它们确实是那么真实的存在着啊!

放下了咖啡杯,
我,紧闭双眼,真诚地向上帝祈求。
我对牠说,
我只想认真的拥有那一次,不问结果,不求完美,
只想确确实实、明明白白、堂堂正正地感受一次。
受伤也好、开心也好、流泪也好、大笑也好、平淡也好、轰烈也好、心痛也好、心烦也好、雀跃也好,
我只想好好地在这过程中,体会一回。

太阳缓缓地失去它的彩衣,
黑夜笼罩了大地,
我的嘴角也只剩下咖啡的苦涩,
皎洁的月亮,盈亮般的照亮了我的身影,
我,
在落地窗前看到了他的投影。

我,眼眶红了,
眼泪模糊了视线,
倒影也在泪海中逐渐消失。

如果这是梦,
我只期望我能永远的把这一刻记住,
好让我即使醒了,仍然能回忆起此刻的感动。


ps:以上情景纯属虚构,若有雷同,纯属巧合。 lolz!!!! =P

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Mother Teresa " Do it anyway"

feel like sharing this. got to know this from vanesswu's twitter =)

this is the version found on the wall in Mother Teresa' s home for children in calcutta. Credited to Mother Teresa.
She seriously is the greatest woman i have seen so far!!! ♥

People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.


If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.


If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies. Succeed anyway.


If you are honest and sincere people may deceive you. Be honest and sincere anyway.


What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight. Create anyway.


If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous. Be happy anyway.


The good you do today, will often be forgotten. Do good anyway.


Give the best you have, and it will never be enough. Give your best anyway.


In the final analysis, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.



observant (updated =P)

hmm done with tests
and there will be 1 week free of test and then test agin =.=;;;
imagine i took 1month to prepare the tests that i've just done
and mind you, within this 1 moth, i wasnt taking my revision serious O.o
*sigh* now 1 week? i shall not repeat my old mistake

anyway,
did i ever mention that I am quite an observant person?
i couldnt give you an exact example
but the 1 that i could think off now is

if it happened that a stranger catch my notice and i find him/her very interesting,
this means i would probably take note on him/her as in look at him/her properly
then if next time (as in after very very long time or i meet this stranger after a few hours at diff place), i could easily recognise him/her O.o

okay now there are 2/3 solid examples that i could think off

there is this handicapped person who sits on a wheelchair and i've met him twice in like 1 year and last week (thursday) was the 3rd time i met him. yes, i could still remember him

just now, b4 i went for pathophys, there were two homeless persons sat in front of albert supermarket and when i was on my way back from pathophys, i saw them at the park as i passed through the park.

some random (very random) czech students whom i sometimes will bump into them and i can easily notice that they have gf/bf after a few times .eheh i can remember the faces of their gf/bf also =P How can i tell that? cause they always walk together and have some intimate touch =P thats why i know. seriously i just bump into them occasionally and i dont think they know i exist!! XD

hmm..i can also easily remember the clothes and jeans that ppl once wore b4 (can you call this observant?) for example, two of my classmates they are having the same shoes but just diff colour, one is beige one is green. yeah,i know, how on earth that i know this? cause i was too bored during psycho class and i accidentally noticed their shoes. thats all!

updated part:
just found out this =P
our year has 2 erasmus stud from denmark.
and you know what? 1 of them does wear specs but this is not important
the most important part is i realised he only wears contact on monday!!! =P
er..i just know it. i didnt really force myself to notice it..i dont know why on earth that i can realise that. hehe maybe thats because his specs really look so old fashioned. thats why i know when he is NOT wearing specs.

again!seriously, i did not do all these things that i've mentioned above purposely, just that if something or someone catch my attn and i take note of them, i probably will remember them, perhaps for a very long time.

and er, i can link things up very easily and solve my doubt quite easily by connecting all the tiny observations that i have with me (of course, unintentionally!)

so, what do you think?
am i being too observant or i m just being normal?

anyway, sometimes i hope i m not so observant cause is very hard to ignore things which it would be best if i dont know them. you get what i mean?
and it has taken up too much space in my brain! dont you think i should leave these occupied spaces for other useful things like memorise my notes instead of having all these things being "installed" in my brain. Well, i cant control them they just save into my brain chip automaticall without giving me the 'save/don't save' button. =.=;;;;


ps: hehe..hence, leepeng says my bf would be in a deep trouble if he tries to cheat on me. lolz i dont think he can cheat on me cause he would be the one that i would care of so much. so, i would definitely remember/try to rmb everything single detail about him even his clothes eg what kind of shirt he has, when did he wear it, is this his new shirt etc. just a shirt or maybe even pencil/ pen will catch my eyes, so what more to say when it comes to other stuffs =P ( so dont cheat on me XD)


//已是过去式,就没有了所谓的留恋。
是时候放下,追逐梦想;
达成了,我,才能有筑下一个梦的勇气。//






Monday, March 15, 2010

childhood

okay..cause i was super sleepy just now and was about to doze off
so i decided to change my blog layout to keep me awake
and now
my concentration is all gone!! O.o
pharmaco and pathophys tests next week!!
and i am not really well prepared!!!!!!!!yet, i still can be so lay back =.=;;;;
pls do pray for me as in i ll gain back my concentration and my motivation, so that i can study!! =)

anyway
as i was talking to leepeng on and off about how i was like back in primary school
seriously, i din realise that i was quite naughty when i was a kid.
OH!! some of them i dont even want to recall cause they are so EMBARRASSING!!!
but i can only tell you, i've changed alot from naughty, mischievous to EHEM proper, decent, obedient blah blah blah (all those good characteristics that you can think off LOLZ!!just joking)
but i did change..compared to how i behaved back in primary and perhaps secondary school

and also thinking back how i view on religion,(just to let you know..i grow up in a christian family)
it DID has a TREMENDOUS change.
seeing that i once convinced myself that i should be a buddhist and i LITERALLY getting myself a necklace and counting them while i meditate..in the meantime..telling God that He is not "my cup of tea"!! at that time, i was pretty sure all religions have the same core so it doesnt matter which you believe.
and i have no idea how on earth that i came out a conclusion that i should be a buddhist.

seeing that i rarely went to church throughout the whole primary and secondary (not untill form 3), i just went there occasionally (i can count them by fingers). And now, i tell myself i HAVE to go to church every sunday cause this is when i regain my strength and i somehow feel secured after church service.

amazing right? how God changed me and He is still molding me!!! =)

anyway
speaking of my childhood,
seriously I REALLY REALLY never thought that i was so mischievous,bad tempered and naughty.
i am told by my parents i was a very bad tempered BABY!!
and yeah is true, cause there is this photo showing me that i was LITERALLY pulling my ears and showing my anger when they tried to take a photo on me just because i HATE camera.=.=
see how bad tempered i was even being a baby lolz!!
in primary,
i acted as a 大姐头 when i was in standard 1 and trying to control the class when i was not even selected as a monitor. Practically, everybody scared of me XD (thats what i can recall, i rmb i got such remark from 1 of my friends). But then i got scolded by my teacher =P hehe still i continue to act like 1 (if i m not wrong)
i used to lost my homeworks and my teacher knows where on earth i put them!!
UNDER THE BED!!! lolz! BUT i tried my best to deny them =P
i used to get the money from a "coin box" from my grandma's drawer so that i can buy more snacks. and yeah got scolded by my parents and gradma cause this act, they considered as stealing =P
i used to watch tv illegally when my mum was not at home and quickly switched off the tv b4 she stepped into the house =P well, i managed to finish my homework that was given by my mum, how? hehe copied all the answers..no matter how my mum tried to hide them, i still able to find them XD
oh ya..i cried and got beaten by my teacher when i was in standard 1. why? cause i used to write VERY VERY fast.hence i can finish my hw very fast, but my this particular best friend asked me to wait for her..she kept on bothering me and i just cried.
=.= and i dunno how i ended up by being beaten by my teacher.
i hated her so much and i even carved her name on my cupboard when i was back at home (and =.= i wrote her name wrongly lolz!!!)
my dad taught me BM since standard 4 to standard 6
and i quarreled with him during his class and ended up being beaten by him when i was standard 4/5
reason: cause my dad scolded 1 of my best friend i got so angry so i quarreled with him. and it ended up i was the one who got the punishment.
i cried so hard and you know how embarrassed it was, being beaten by your own dad in the class,being witnessed by all your classmates!!!!!!
and his colleague aka my english teacher nagged on me also cause it happened that the next lesson was english!!!
and just imagine that i still have to go back home together with my dad on that day and face him the whole day!!! =.= still i refused to admit my mistake..
that is primary
oh ya oh ya,
can you imagine that i cried over my spilled- off lunch box during standard 4/5 just because a standard 2 student knocked me down. Well, she did not hurt me but my lunch was gone!! bak gua with bread!! lolz i still can rmb!! OMO so embarrassed. i was on duty that time ( prefect mar) and i cried in front of this little girl =.=
and yes..hehe i was a librarian back then, but i never went for duty. still i can be so shamelessly got my certificate from the teacher which proved that i was a librarian.
and did i tell you that all my classmates including i, myself..used to get out from the class whenever we liked and went to the canteen to buy snacks though we were not allowed to do so?
yes, i did that all the time esp during standard 6. LOLZ!!
din even bothers about school rules (well, the school was also not that strict at that time) and can you imagine i was a prefect =P

hmmm
how about secondary,
well secondary, i was well-behaved cause i was a prefect.
yet, my EQ was so low that i would blow off in front of you. i din even bother who are you etc.
If i dont like you, that's it. i wont hold back my temper. i would just walked off and did lots of things to show my anger.
and after several MAJOR incidents that had happened, i totally changed.
i know showing temper and declaring LOUDLY " i dont like you" to the person you dont like wont help much in solving the problems, you will just make them worse.
so i've changed compared to who i was back in secondary.


besides all these, also,i did many stupid stuffs to the boys( yes boyS!! =P) that i liked (only primary school----er i came from a girl school during secondary, so no boys that would allow me to do some stupid stuffs *phew*)
OMO those memories are so EMBARRASSING and i wouldnt want to talk about them and i still feel embarrassed whenever they come across my mind.

well...
i am very very convinced that if i did not come to know God..i would be worse than what i've just mentioned above.and i m glad that I have been saved by His grace.
cause i know i m a bad person. very very bad indeed. ( i came to admit that not long time ago..cause all this while..i used to think i m good person cause i m not as bad as what the world has defined when it comes to bad ppl. BUT i was wrong!!! and i m glad that i realised that ^^)

God's words have saved me from falling into the pit of sins though i cannot say that i will never ever fall into the temptations again (how i wish this is true) but His words will try to keep me from falling into all the temptations around me and let me be able to grab on them whenever i am tempted. And enable me to find a place to secure my hope and also the worrisome that i have. Cause in Him, i can lay all my burdens to Him!! =)

is 11pm!!! O.o time for bed but i still haven finished revising the stuffs that i plan to revise!!

*sigh*

anyway, this post ended up to be a somewhat my testimony on how christ has changed me. and i hope you can get the message : God has changed me and he can change you as well!! in fact, He can change anyone, you just need to open your heart and say yes to Him so that He can enter it!! ^^ Experience the changes that He will bring to your life and let me tell you, you will never regret that you make the move to invite Him!! =)

ps: (very random)i feel very old now..i was once a 17 teenager!! and i thought that was like 2 years ago. But NO!! it was almost 5 years ago!! =.= i can no longer call myself a teenager >.<

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

紫色太阳花


倘若紫色的太阳花自然的存在,
或许,所期盼的就能继续地有所等待。

倘若静静地期待、不断地想念、无数的期望,
就会有所谓的起点,
或许,世界就不会如此的大,
距离也不会显得如此的遥远。

如果我说,都是在同一片的蓝天下,
会不会,起跑点就离我更近了一些?


地球,是圆的,
但是为何“世界真是小” 却得不到我的认同呢?

有时,一些微妙的感觉,说也说不透,
它,在瞬间,就像呼吸那般的自然。
但是,无论这感觉有多真实,
终究还是飘渺不定,
犹如薄纱,
时而真实,时而虚幻。

然而我说,
只要你许我一朵紫色的太阳花,
彩虹就会在不远处,
你相信吗?

heh just have to write them down,cause they keep on staying in my mind, disturbing me and i just couldnt study properly.
Now is all done, i have got rid of them!! =)

没有原点,所以不曾站在起点上,即便是在同一片的星空下,望穿了云月.

其实,我只要有句点,就能很满足了,因为至少我还能拥有曾经的曾经。







Saturday, March 6, 2010

recently

recently, my study plan has been quite messed up (or to be precised do i ever have a study plan ever since i reached prague from malaysia?)

NOT GOOD NOT GOOD!!!!

recently, my sleeping cycle has been messed up as well!!!
coffee no longer can keeps me awake!

NOT GOOD NOT GOOD!!!

recently, the feeling of not being able to finish what i m supposed to finish
yet the laziness is trying to take control makes me feel restless!!

NOT GOOD NOT GOOD!!!

recently, many thoughts have run through my tiny delicate XD brain
and untill now there are some thoughts that are still crawling in my mind and refuse to lose their grip on me
and 1 of those which makes me very much indeed still in a regretful and confusion state
(aih the timing and seeting are not in the right place..my heart still bleeding!i wont be able to find back such opportunity not unless the destined fate says the meeting shall be fulfilled in the future..hmm very unlikely *sigh*)
and the other 1 is the old, obsessive and possessive feeling has again come back but i reckon it would fade away very soon XD (i hope so, cause this really might cause me to spend my time floating in the air =P)

so GOOD or NOT GOOD by having those thoughts?
perhaps they exist not in a good way(?) cause they cant make me concentrate on my study (wow, er well the severity is not what you have thought it might be though it sounds like 1)

DECIDED
i shall start my engine and gain back my energy, concentration and get rid of my lazy bug NOW!!!
papa and mama still waiting for my summer return!!!
I DEFINITELY want to spend more time with them!!!

Order my steps with your words Lord!! =)


Thursday, March 4, 2010

with all my heart



they never failed to amaze me!!!!!!!dont really like this song when i first listened to it but when today it is being played on my playlist, it did give me a goosebump!!!
they bring soul into this song =)
i have to say, nobody can really beat them ~~~~~~~~~
listening back to their songs, a nostalgic feeling overwhelmed me =)
they are really the best band that i've ever seen^^
ps: the lyrics are beautifully written


hug would always be my top favourite korean song no matter how long/how old it would be. cause today when i decided to listen to hug again, i realised i still like it very much and the feeling that it first gave me still stays in my heart! among all the korean songs which top the chart, i would say this would be the only song which doesnt have the so-up-to-beat tempo and catchy tune,yet it was able to top the chart when it was first released!!

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

思绪

闭上眼,还是很疲倦。
睁开眼,仍然没有动力。
深呼吸,依然不知所措。
微微笑,哀愁油然而生。

淡淡的忧伤、淡淡的惆怅,
始终笼罩着我,久久挥之不出。
长长地叹了一口气,顿时间,呼出了许多感慨!

时光滴答滴答的在流逝,我无力捕抓,只能试着充实的利用每分每秒。
但是,为何越是如此执着,我越是仍由时光从我指缝中流逝?
时光秒如烟啊!
何时,我也变得如此感慨万千啊!

不再追逐光阴,但,我会好好的珍惜每分每秒!
我会试着.....

今晚,我心中的向日葵依然迷失它应该迎风绽放的方向,因为它仍然在找寻那一丝的阳光。
(if you realised, i edited the 1st sentence,or to be precise, i deleted the 1st sentence cause i find it too disgusting!! *vomit vomit* =P)

梦里,我看见了我俩的微笑! =)

ps: FINALLY! i've found back the motivation to blog!!! =P anyway i m supposed to study O.o but then, i think i have left my brain in penang and forgot to bring it back as till now, i have no motivation to study!!!! Zzzzzzzzzz
but for the sake of getting to see my parents as SOON as possible, i shall try my best to study!!
pa, ma i miss you!!! ^^ pls stay healthy and take care always!!! =)

and i end my post with this song!! recently like this song very muchie!!still rmb this was the song that daddy asked me , huh this song sounds nice meh? and i said yes!! ^^
should we get married by lisa and miryo(BEG) <3




Tuesday, February 2, 2010

journey to the east XD

indeed, our God is an awesome God!!

throughout the whole journey, i can see how God is at work!!

my flight from prague to amsterdem was an amazing journey as i got to eavesdrop (not intended) the 2 passengers who were sitting 1 row before me.

i m not really sure what they were trying to discuss as i just got to listen to erm their conversation occasionally as they spoke in a tone which most probably ppl around them could possibly get an idea whats their conversation was all about. I didnt intend to eavesdrop them (er okay, i did try cause i was so curious how ppl is sharing their faith with non-believer etc).
anyway,this is not the point and we are not here to discuss whether did i intend to eavesdrop their conversation or not! =P

anyhow, i know they were talking about God!!
you see, this czech lady she was trying to share her faith with this stranger whom she just met!
isnt it awesome? she was trying to tell him that how our faith in God works in our life and how we should respond when we are in the troughs of our life.

and IT WAS amazing to see how this lady sensed that this guy (the 1 she was talking to) had something that was holding him back to fully believe in God and SHE WAS RIGHT!!!and then she was trying to explain how he should respond in such situation etc

AWESOME!!!! Is really good to see how God is at work and is great to see how ppl respond to God's love!!

and my flight from kl to penang, He really guided me throughout this whole journey

you see, my flight from kl to penang was supposedly to take off at 1910 but then i was stunned by the fact that this flight was being cancelled!!

and i had to take the 2020 flight.

was not satisfied with it, i asked for an earlier flight which will take off at 1850. but too bad, the flight was packed and i was forced to be listed in the standby list.

after several attempts in asking whether my standby position was being confirmed or not, and the result was very unlikely i will be able to take the 1850 flight. but then, i was asked to return back for the confirmation at 1815.

and there i was, lining up in front of the counter, waited for my turn untill 1830.
before my turn, several ppl who were in the standby list had been confirmed to take the flight. so i was like er, very unlikely i will get a chance to catch that flight.

right at the moment, when i was having this thought, my name was called!!
YES, i got my boarding pass!!!
guess whats the time when i got my boarding pass?
yes 1835 (more or less cause i didnt really keep track with the time when i was waiting, all i knew was "okay the flight is going to take off soon, no way i ll be able to get my boarding pass.just to remind you, the flight was supposed to take off at 1850)

God is AMAZING, dont you think so?

All in all, i just want to give thanks that HE has given me a safe journey back to penang and HE has blessed me for making this journey possible. For giving me the opportunity to celebrate CNY with my family!! HALLELUJAH!!!
PRAISE THE LORD!!!!

Indeed, Our GOD is MIGHTY TO SAVE!!!!!! =)


Good night and God bless!! is 120am but i dont feel sleepy @_@. maybe i should sleep now cause tomorrow am going to have an early and yummy breakfast with my parents before going to the wet market.

Monday, February 1, 2010

Praise the Lord

yes I passed my exam pathobiochem
now i am at the prague airport, blogging XD (finally, after connecting to various network, this 1 works!! )

anyway,
i was struggling very hard on wednesday (27th) whether i should change my exam date to the 3rd instead of taking on the 8th or not,but then in the night, i was like okay dont change

but you see the thought of changing my date earlier kept on bothering even the the registration for the 27th has closed.

then i was like okay, just dont change.

AGAIN! the thought of whether i should change my date or not remained. it just kept on bothering me when i was doing my revision!

then on friday, i was like okay, just write an email to the prof saying that i wish to change my date to the 1st of February instead of taking the exam on the 8th

gosh! my hands were trembling and i couldnt even typed properly when i was writing my email to the prof!!!
then i waited, no reply. I just told myself, just go on monday and ask the prof to allow me to take the exam!
amazingly, as i wasnt expecting him to reply my email during weekends, he replied on SUNDAY!!!!! and he registered for the 1st of feb!

yes at first, i really thought this is the craziest idea i've ever had, changing my date earlier!!!

and before this, i was trying so hard, asking God for direction cause i dont know whether it is wise enough to change my date. cause i was like, what if this is day when i most probably will fail and i wont fail on the 8th etc. yea, i have to admit, my faith is very weak when i m facing exam. and i guess, my faith needs to be strengthened again and again. And i amazed how God is at work when i m most unaware of!!

i just thank God, despite the doubts i have had before my exam, He calmed me down on sunday morning when i was having my choir practice!!!All the hymns that we sang, they really calmed me down , telling me who God is. Right after sunday service, i was totally in peace, well i was still nervous but deep down in my heart, i know, God will lead me through no matter what.
My hope is secured in Him!
and
I know He will definitely take care the rest and i'll just have to do my best.

and INDEED!!! He is the Lord, our saviour!!!
i just couldnt believe how He has lead me through this
imagine, studying something new in 10 days and then sit for the exam!!

But God, He has provided me sufficiently!!
I just give thanks to Him for how He makes my brain works!!!

Everything comes from Him!!

I just couldnt describe how thankful and grateful i am for all the blessings that God has given to me ever since i've come to know Him!
and i thank Him for He never gives up on me, He is always patience and willingly to lead me step by step, teaching me every single little thing that i need to know, in term of my faith in Him and my understanding of Him!

O sovereign Lord, I give thanks to You for giving me the privilege to know You and to become Your friend!!

You call us friend!! What a friend i have in Jesus!!

as i have said, strengthening my faith, this will always be an ongoing process.
therefore, Lord
take me, mold me, fill me and use me
as i give my life to the potter's hands!!

last but not least
i just want to post this song
blessed assurance!!

  1. Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine!
    Oh, what a foretaste of glory divine!
    Heir of salvation, purchase of God,
    Born of His Spirit, washed in His blood.
    • Refrain:
      This is my story, this is my song,
      Praising my Savior all the day long;
      This is my story, this is my song,
      Praising my Savior all the day long.
  2. Perfect submission, perfect delight,
    Visions of rapture now burst on my sight;
    Angels, descending, bring from above
    Echoes of mercy, whispers of love.
  3. Perfect submission, all is at rest,
    I in my Savior am happy and blest,
    Watching and waiting, looking above,
    Filled with His goodness, lost in His love.






God bless!!

ps: penang here i come, CNY here i come!! without God at work, i will not be able to go back to penang!! Once again, Thank you Lord for what You have done in my life!! =)