they have grown up!!=P

OMGoodness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my DAD
my DAD
he OFFICIALLY has FACEBOOK today!!
and MSN too!!!!

even my bro doesnt have either one of them
eh brother ah..
dont you feel sth on that =P


is amazing to see how he has developed his computing skill =P

years ago
i would be laughing if someone asked whether my dad or my mum surfs the net or not

but now
AHAHAHAHA
because of me
they started to learn how to switch on and switch off the com
they started to learn how to use internet calling
they started to surf the net
especially my DAD
he is seriously addicted to you tube now
they started to learn how to type chinese input
my dad opened an email acct since last year (this is like creating history in the world=P)
and now this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMO OMO OMO OMO!!!!

but then he is still learning
as in how to use facebook
mind you
i have to log in into his acct just to approve my friend request!!!
LOLZ!!!!!!!
and the first thing he did (they did to be precise)
was
to STALK my primary schoolmate
and YEAP CHEE KEONG is their first target
why on earth they are so interested in him and his gf!!!!LOLZ
sorry chee keong
i did not ask them to stalk you
but you have been short listed =P
sorry pal AHAHAHAAH

*cross my finger*
they dont stalk me pls~~
but then even if they do
i dont mind also la
cos there is nth much they can stalk on me MUAHAHA
unless they might find out bits and pieces on how crazy i m on DBSK ------> chunnie =P
and maybe they ll find out this blog as well (hope they wont reach this ULTIMATE step =P)


DAD
you are really COOL~~~~~
gosh!!!!!
facebook
and
msn

BUT
still
right now
i m still their spoke person =P
i might still need to log in into his acct once awhile to manage his profile for him
MUAHAHA

=P random

because it is part of your life everyday
so you cant get rid of it =P
i guess why it is so

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now i understand why
ppl can "rate" whether one's clavicle is nice or not
it took me awhile to figure out that (not that i purposely try to work out an explaination on that =P. i just suddenly figured it out during medical czech =P)
seriously
now i know why =P

0_o

friday night - youtube + day dreaming (oxytoxin increased tremendously :P)

saturday - hp got stolen+ changed sim card+ bought a new hp+ obsessed with my new "toy" aka HP (sony ericsson w910i)+ day dreaming+ mickimise my hp+ did some MINOR revision REALLY VERY MINOR

sunday- did some (EHEM s few pages of biochem) + day dreaming (i did not rmb that i you tube-ing)

monday - after class, you tube-ing, day dreaming, slept at 740pm woke up at 1230am studied a bit and went back to sleep at 145am

O_o

so this is how i spent my time

O_0

gotta work harder!!!!!!!

JIAYOU !!! JIAYOU!!!!!

now
my laptop
has got so many small notes pasted on it
encouraging me to work harder

yes!!!
lipid and physio!!!
GARHHHHH!!!!
i dont want to regret when the time comes
so better work harder now!!!

woman!!!
pls be motivated abit!!

Song For You =)

Be right by your side like this
MY LIFE we will walk together
All the time, forever

The thoughts I have decided in my heart
I will convey to you right now without hesitation
Heaped upon the both of us (the) GOOD TIME OF LOVE
For the sake of continuing in the future

White wings swimming in the wind
Sending it to your chest (a) SONG FOR YOU

I'll never let you go
Hey, stay by my side
Let's count each passing season
Right by your side like this
MY LIFE we will walk together
All the time, forever

There could be days when the wings are damaged
And times of a starless night sky

Today's feelings will probably be remembered
As long as it's the two of us, for sure DREAMS COME TRUE

To the far distance of the sky
FOR YOU until my voice reaches it
Let's strum the wishes of tomorrow
YOUR SMILE from my heart
SO SHINE because I swear to you
To protect it forever

I'll never let you go
Hey, stay by my side
Let's count each passing seasons
Right by your side like this
MY LIFE we will walk together
All the time, forever

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

ps:their songs never failed to amazed me..though i have listened to them so many times..yet i still will miss out some nice song like this one =)

credit: DBSKer =)

diet!!diet!!

GARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

i seriously need to control my diet

if you "evaluate" mt eating habit right
i ll be having obesity in NO TIME!!!

GARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

i can feel my belly now
is expanding in all dimension
hmmm to be more accurate right
it is bloating

i can feel my thigh
is getting fatter and fatter

i can feel
my face is getting rounder and rounder!!

GARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
need to on diet (i know i know i have been saying that i wanted to on diet like centuries ago)
but then right
this time i SERIOUSLY need to on diet!!!

GARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

so accurate!!!

i m not trying to show that i m like yoochun (dont get my intention wrongly=P)
focus on the description
i myself find this is really really really very very accurate!!! (just 1 or 2 are not,okay la maybe more=P but overall it is still can be considered as accurate=P)


who in dbsk represent me:)

Micky Yoochun- The Sensible Fool.

-Confident -Strong (mentally la.)

-Kind and thoughtful.

-Generally socially unawkward.

-Keeps problems to self, only confiding in people whom you trust.

-Usually coming off as happy and cheerful, you can brighten the day for anyone.

-You're a can of corn, and nearly anyone has the tool to open you up. Yes, you're really as corny as the farmer's yearly harvest. You're lotsa fun anyday. You've probably driven people to embarrassment by making them guffaw out loud in public like that.

-Flirtatious. You're likely popular and you make good use of it.

-You may play the fool and all, but your family and other loved ones are whom you hold close to your heart and would never hurt them unless you had a reaaaaaaaaaaaaally good reason. Really.

-You can tell right from wrong. Most of the time, anyway.

-You often succumb to temptations, and somehow put play before work, even when the other half of your brain is kicking your conscience about it. (yes, ish ish ish..sometimes feel like whacking myself! FOCUS WOMAN!!!)

-Generally optimistic and lovable, friends just can't say 'no' to you, nor can they bear to hurt your feelings on purpose. You're the popular kid! People love you, and they can't stay away. You leave great impressions upon first meetings, but not necessarily keep the lasting image. Of course, it depends on what kind of
person you meet with.

-You think about others a lot, but still harbours selfish intentions from time to time.

-You are possibly drifty, or seem that way, 'coz you love to daydream. Not a bad pastime, yeah. Aside from it being quite a waste of time. You probably look back and reflect on your enormous time wastage quite often. Control your thoughts a bit more and let yourself prioritise efficiently. Disallowing 'play' to triumph over 'work' will be a good start. It'll help to get your act together. (this is so true!!!!!)

-You may have your own insecurities, but you have your own ways to deal with it.

-You're altogether a great friend and entertaining chatmate, and you pretty much love the life you live. :)

P/s. Just guessing, you're probably a Gemini or Aries, or are of the blood type O.

yes i m gemini, blood type O ;)

=) =)

fix my eyes on Jesus, Christ the savior =)
yes
i ll bear this in my mind Lord =)

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i will

take this as a little gift
&
keep it in my heart,
secretly
FOREVER!!
yes!!
Forever stays in my heart =)

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于是，
我选择把回忆留在心中。

Space (Between The Sky And The Ocean, Whisper Of..) & prayers

Space (Between The Sky And The Ocean, Whisper Of..)
即使你不在我身边，我依然能感觉你的存在
就像和风，你是如此的美丽，即使我不在你身旁。
你让我知道
只是短短的三两句也可以如此的美丽。

当我觉得眼泪快要决堤时
我躺在沙滩上，
凝望着蔚蓝天空
朵朵白云，它们承载了我的忧愁
解开了我的疑问。

我，
就在你的身旁
我，感激
因为我能为你付出。
~whisper of~
translated by me ^^
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Prayers

Please let the words that we say
Not be an evil smell
But rather with frangrant words
Let us leave fragrant echoes.

Please let all our words be ones
That plant seeds in our neighbours' hearts
To become flowers of joy
And let it become a song of peace
Little by little,
Making the world a brighter place

Please do not let us speak of
Gossip and rumors that help no one
And with clean hearts
Let us hear clean words.

Please let me speak of loving words
With a loving heart
Not to think of myself first,
But instead put myself in the other person's shoes.
And let me speak positive words
With a positive heart
To look at my good points
Instead of the bad points.

As if giving the water of sincerity
To care for just one bud of an orchid everyday
Let us clear our words
With the clean water of wisdom
That we've retrieved
From the spring of our prayer and silence.

Please let us engulf ourselves
In the fragance of humbleness
Deep inside our hearts.

credit:DBSKer ^^

여우비(like weather/foxrain)

okay
haha this is what i wanted to do so badly yesterday night=P

在渺小的倒影里
是无法抒发的声音
我却无法准备一把伞
来防备像雨点般撒落的抽痛


就像傻瓜，
这是我的第一次
但
你依然可以认为我傻
忍住无法掉落的眼泪
淹没了我的双眼

从那时，明白我爱的人，他的微笑
怎么一瞬间，就像昨日的雨水，蒸发、消逝。

你的一言一语，都刺痛我的心
我只是强忍我的泪水
任它淹没我的眼睛

从那时，明白我爱的人，他的微笑
怎么一瞬间，就像昨日的雨水，蒸发、消逝。

无法如此的忘怀
我的心已经失去了知觉
我怎么能再继续的等待， 我仍然失去了重心
我仍然失去了重心

天空是清晰、蔚蓝的
一滴，一滴的
我开始流泪。

~yeo wuh bi~

what a weird lyrics!! =P
chunnie does have a weird way on how to compose his song
cos i dont really understand what he is trying to say
even after i have finished translating this whole song -_-"
nevertheless
the melody is nice though ^_^
dont believe?
listen to it
(i have been mentioning this song for so many times!!!=P)

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

insa

就像石沉大海
聆听我心中的忧愁

即使风愿意为了那时而停留
对我来说还是不够
我只能再一次微笑
然后，献上我的祝福
我爱你

疲惫的我，爱伤了我，
即使那一瞬间只是一场回忆
我仍然给予你我的祝福
我爱你

消逝的爱，消逝的爱 X3

来世，我会再遇到我的挚爱。

~insa~

translated by me
hehe
i know i shouldnt be doing this
but the temptation is high

=)

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

decided

okay

good news =P

i have decided to give my 'crave' on dbsk a pause

it has been affecting my study seriously AIKS
and
i can blame no one in this case
and i seriously
do not wish to have back my so called dark aged life
i want to excel

i think wey wey did have a point on that

love you wey,
pinpointed out my blind spot

and
haha
thank you offline friend
who concerns about my mental status
that did at some point make me realise
i m abit "abnormal" in some way =P
*haha i did go abit off the line sometimes*
but dont worry
i m still normal
again
i stress
though i might not sound like one if you read my blog nowadays

anyway
i just want to say

whenever there is a column under the title
your favorite artist
DBSK and park yoochun
their name ll appear on that =)

bye bye
being a crzay cassiopea
for for than 1 month
it has been enough =)

back to normal ppl =)

HURRAY!!!

day dreaming =P

b4 i start to tell you guys my plan

pls let me shout this out!!!

I WANT TO MARRY PARK YOOCHUN

i dont care!!!
you cant hear it??

i say it again

I WANT TO MARRY PARK YOOCHUN!!!!

no one but him!!!
i wont get married unless is him =P

okay done with this

i MUST learn how to discipline myself!!!!!!!

sugars!!sugars!!
worried lah
cos i know i aint studying it properly
have never been like that before!!!

so
i ll start my fast right now!!!
pls encourage me to discipline myself okay??

garhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
wasted my time!!!!

anyway
saying it 1 more time

I WILL NOT MARRY ANYONE EXCEPT PARK YOOCHUN!!!

yes, Pokorny definitely can do a research on me =P

is already friday!!!!!!!!

whether i ll be dead by monday or not
solely depend on how i spend this coming weekend!!

if it is wasted
i ll be dead by monday!!!

scared scared
i know is just a test
but then
still
i m nt prepared for it
and
is not because of the test that makes me feel scared
is the way how i spend my time
i somehow feel scared


at one point
like right now
i m really angry at myself!!!!!!

woman
pls wake up okay!!!!
this is not the way how you should take your time for granted!!!
pls be more serious abit!!!!!!!

GARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
really frustrated and angry
at the same time
scared!!!

GARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

saccharide!!!!!
pls go away!!!!!

have had enough!!
though i din really study them in detail
but
they are really picking on my nerves!!!!!!!!!!

GARHHHHHH!!!!!!!
nvm
i ll conquer you
by that time
i ll feel proud of myself!!!!!

still
even if i know you well
saccharide
i ll still hate you!!!!!
yet that doesnt mean
i hate food
i ll eat "you" as my revenge to you =P


GARHHHHHHH!
i dont want to study saccharide anymore!!!!!

all those structures
they are killing me right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

BTW!!!!!!!
tomorrow physio lab, is about sugar again!!!!!
glycemia evaluation!!!
walau eh
why all topics are sugar related!!
hopefully i wont get obesity because of this
if yes, dont blame me on that cos i have to destress!!!!!!!!!

collection of my dekstop wallpaper HUHU

haha the 1st wally is the best one =P
the 3rd one also not bad
these two are my fav
hmm
actually they are all my fav!!!!!!! MUAHAHA

lets see!!

for the past 1 week
and for the past few days
again i was wasting my time
i feel bad and i feel like i am again back to my 1st year life
the time when i did not do anything in particular almost everyday and which lead me to suffering during the end of semester
(there was once when i was thinking how did i use my time during my first year but now is clear since the way how i utilised my time for the past 1 week has told me about it=( )

so lets see
this is what i have decided
no more reading-dbsk's blog activity during the weekdays!!! ( i ll see how it goes cause maybe when i m tired i need some entertainment=p)
DEFINITELY
no more You Tube for dbsk!!! (as now i keep on watching the same video clip!! ish)
*weekend can be an exception but if the following week i have test then is a NO for sure!!!*

*cross my fingers*
for
1) the determination that i have on carrying out my plan
2) the upcoming biochem test!!! GOSH!!!!!!!!!! i like saccharide (as in food) but not in term of test!!!!!!!!
3) again!!the biochem test!!! i m so screwed up!!!today is thursday dy!!!
4) my physio lab which i ll be having it tomorrow! *cross my fingers so that i ll be able to read sth about it b4 the lab!!*


my chunnie
so sorry that i have to leave you for awhile
let us both work hard together =)
eheh
separates make hearts grow fonder!! =P

PS: you see this is why day dreaming is better than having an actual relationship =P
i can just leave my chunnie there and he wont get angry
and whenever i miss him
i ll just need to activate my day dreaming mode
is so easy =P

pps: pls dont worry i m still normal though i might sound not sound like one =P

goodbye
dbsk
goodbye
my chunnie (but i promise, chunnie i ll still love you no matter how busy i m =D)
the separation now is for our better future eg. going back to malaysia earlier so that i can miss you all the time!!!=P

*again, dont vomit but if you do, is not my responsibility =p*

* no more 1st year study life!!!! thats for sure!! i ll strive to succeed!!!!*

*feeling scared right now!*

Lord
pls forgive me!
i ll try my best for Your sake and for Your glory!!!!!

kiss the baby sky !!!!!

actually i personally think is mv is normal
maybe i have high expectation towards it

BUT THEN
it seems that
this mv has received good responds!!!!!!!
all the viewers like this mv!!!

thats it!!!
my chunnie self composed song!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and ppl likes his song and the mv for this song!!!!
i feel happy for him!!!

and u know what
my chunnie is smilling
and his smile is brighter than usual!!!
i guess he is so happy that his song has a mv =)
me too i m happy for chunnie

and you have got to know the story for this mv
the ppl that appeared in the mv
those are hosts for a japanese show
and why are they appearing in the mv??
because
my chunnie is so kind and nice and he is a trustworthy person
when dbsk was attending this show
one of the hosts mentioned that he/she (i m not sure who it is) wanted to participate in the mv
and my chunnie promised that they ll definitely find them to shoot this mv
(actually i did watch this part and the reactions from the host are: they dont really believe yoochun's words--they must be thinking that he is just fu yan them)
but you see he DID ask them for the mv's shooting!!!
he promised them on 1st of jan
and after 2 months plus
he still remember it and fulfill his promise!!!
you see
he is such a nice and sweet person!!!!!
oh meee goodness he is really a sweet person!!!!!!!!!!!

besides that
is acceptable to find them for the mv shooting
since this song is the theme song for the mv =)
so you see
my chunnie is a good PR =)
love him love him!!!!!
who would not love such a sweet person!!! =P

anyway hope you enjoy the mv!!!!!!! =)
i have watched it thrice and am going to watch it again!!!
indeed it is a song that ll enlighten your mood!!! =)
*winks*
chunnie chunnie chunnie

distorted circadian cycle!!!

GARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
i slept at 630pm yesterday!!!
GARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

kiss the baby sky by my chunnie!!

okay i never really read the lyrics
not untill today
oh meeee goodness
this song is basically what my chunnie wanted to say to the other members
how grateful he is that he has them!!!
such a sweet person!!!!
heart melted =P
just read this lyrics
and you ll know how sweet he is!!!
especially the highlighted part!!!
(actually hor it is supposedly to be a love song but then you see he is sooooo sweet..he even try to express his love towards the other members in this song as well!!!)
oh mee goodness
oh mee goodness!!!
oh meeee goodness!!!
he is really my chunnie!!
he is really SO SWEET!!!!!!!!!
love him love him!!!


TRANSLATION

You’ve always amazed me,your smiling face matches your inner self.
I won’t cry anymore,while hugging you,
I won’t say Goodbye
Even though ,previously, I pretended not to see you.
You’ll be fine ,you’ll still be in my mind.

Baby Sky All the dreams and hopes are made of your eyes.
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up, just like you are here with me.

Another day, on waking up, I suddenly became aware
in the photograph left behind, the two of us are always smiling.
Good day Good time ,enveloped by your heart
I want to reach out to the sky,kiss the blue sky,your sky.

Baby Sky All the dreams and hopes are made of your eyes.
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up, just like you are here with me.

Everytime I see your smile on the pictures
My heart can't imagine how it wants, its supposed to feel
I'm singing (its my voice)
All your hugs and kisses, love
Again we can go back to our good old days

All I do is reminisce this time
Today it was you and I
Darling I know you can give me no more
Every line you wrote, the smile
Time to move on

Never cry, Never ever hide yourself from me.
Please smile always in the future, just the way you have,with me

Baby Sky All the dreams and hopes are made of your eyes.
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up, just like you are here with me

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KANJI

ずっと僕には眩しかった　そう笑顔が似合う君
もう泣かないで　抱きしめたくなるから　君に
Goodbye Goodbye さよならは言わない
だから先に背を向けて　You’ll be fine still be mind

Baby sky All the dreams and hopes made of your eyes
明日もきっと晴れる　そのままの君でいて　with me

Another day 目覚めて　ふと気付いた
消さずにおいた写真のふたりは　いつまでも笑っている
Goodday Goodtime 包んでいた　Your heart
空に手を伸ばし放つ　Kiss the blue sky, your sky

Baby sky All the dreams and hopes made of your eyes
明日もきっと晴れる　そのままの君でいて　with me

TVXQ!My Hero,My Max,My U-know,My Xiah,and Micky
We're the one, eternally

Everytime I see your smile on the pictures
My heart can't imagine how it wants, its supposed to feel
I'm singing (its my voice)
All your hugs and kisses, love
Again we can go back to our good old days

All I do is reminisce this time
Today it was you and I
Darling I know you can give me no more
Every line you wrote, the smile
Time to move on

Never cry, Never ever hide of myself prime
未来はきっと笑う　そのままの君でいて　with me

Baby sky All the dreams and hopes made of your eyes
明日もきっと晴れる　そのままの君でいて　with me

anyway the offcial pv for this song ll be aired tomorrow!!
i ll post up the mv tomorrow
for the time being haha just watch this video clip first =P
i m SOOOOOOOOOOOO excited that the PV is coming out TOMORROW!!!!
oh mee gosh!!!
meeeeee wanna watch the pv!!!
full of chunnie!!! GARGHAHAHA

hurmph

hurmph
again
my weekends just wasted like this
and i dont really know how it ended!! T_T
friday
went out with leepeng and yeo
and spent our time at startbuck
saturday
most of the time i was sleeping
if not you ll be seeing me dbsk-ing
sunday
er the cooking incident
then i slept
then the czemsa praha thing which caused me to have a headache
then i couldnt concentrate after this
so i slept!!!

hmmm
i think my circadian cycle seriously need to be adjusted
cause usually right
i dont take nap!!!!!
aiks aiks aiks aiks

anyway is time to be more hardworking !!!( i feel guilty that i promised God i ll be working harder than last sem and be more prepared to face my finals than what i was when i was preparing my genetics)
cannot waste anymore time
seriously need to study!!!
and pls let me have determination when is time for me to sleep
cos you see
whenever is around 1030pm
i ll straight away round up the figure to 12!!!
so i ll be persuading myself
just go to bed
pls i have to be more determined!!
i want to go home earlier!!
cause there is so much stuffs that i wanted to do

so
T_T this means
chunnie i have to separate myself from you
pls forgive me
i ll always love you *lolz no worried nowadays right pails are cheap*
i ll try not to think about you *again you see you should always prepare your pail besides you whenever you are reading my post=P*
but seriously need to be under controlled abit
if not
sometimes right
i ll be spending most of my time
dating with my chunnie
aiks cannot ah!!!

so thats it
AJA AJA HwaItIng
gamabtemas!!
as chunnie is also working hard to promote his album
so i should really work hard =P

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about the cooking thingy right
i seriously need to learn to cook a few dishes
because hor
chunnie likes to see his gf to cook for him and the expression that she has when she is waiting for his response =P
so haha i should work hard on that past as well MUAHAHAH
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and again
since i have chunnie with me
haha
okay la
what i wanted to say
is
God knows me well
and He knows what kind of person i am
but then you see
sometimes i ll be thinking
should i retrieve back to my turtle shelf?
anyway
whenever i feel upset right
i m so relieved that
God knows me well
inside out
because
Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
so you would come - hillsongs
this song has never failed to touch me
i feel blessed
that i m have a heavenly father
who loves me so much
beyond my imagination
He ll never leave me
despite of all those things that i have done which might have let Him feel disappointed
i really feel happy
that i have Him
i know
i have a Father who loves me no matter what =)
what more should i ask for?


anyway
total buckets that you have collected for my chunnie : if i
m not wrong, 3 buckets altogether=P am i right??=p

my CHUNNIE!!!!!

MUAHAHAHA
he got the 1st place for the top natural looking celeb!!!!


i was shouting when i knew this
as when i was reading this praticular post in the blog that i have subscribed
the admin purposely leave it there without giving a clue
but then right
i have this strong feeling that chunnie ll get the 1st place!!!
and yes!! i m right!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA

anyway
just found out that he likes to watch detective conan and naruto
aiks
he is still boy-ish ya =P

and he made me jealous
how can he not gaining any weight
when he always try to sneak out during midnight just to have ramen??
envy envy


still very excited
and have watched this video clip for more than once and ll watch it again after posting this entry *winks*

cooking lesson

hmmm
i am just wondering
maybe i should take up a cooking lesson
or
i ll just learn how to cook from my mum
when i m back in penang
during this summer break

haha
seriously
need to know how to cook properly
rather than just dump all the ingredients into my cooking pot =P

Ps:
i should really know how to react at the right time with the right response

1 more similarity!!!

he has a wide forehead!!
so do i!!!!!! =P
MUAHAHAHAHA

anticipated!!huhu

i just cant wait for their secret code - their 4th jap album to be released on 25th of march!!!!
really cannot wait for such a long time!!!!!=P

anyway still i do not wish that the time ll just slip through my fingers
and without doing any things
march has come to an end
(today the whole day i cant concentrate!! i dunno why i just dunno why!! ARGHHHHH---my physio and my biochem the sugar part!!!ARGHHHH)
THOUGH
end of march means that i ll be able to listen to their latest album XD


nevertheless
i still cant wait for their album to be released
and the first song i m going to listen is
TAXI!!!!
cos is chunnie fav song!!!

actually i have listened to its preview
and i seriously in love with it =P
see told you
chunnie and me
we are meant to be together *MUAHAHA*

anyway
1 more similarity
when he is sleepy, he cant really concentrate
like me!!! =)
but he is even worse=P
cos when he just wake up from his sleep(even if it is just a nap)
he cant even recognise the environment that he is in, the ppl arround him etc
he is totally in a blur condition
i bet he ll be looking very cute at such time =P

i want to eat fried pork cutlet (japanese style) right now
thats chunnie fav food when he was recording their 4th jap album *blek*

the more i know him
the more i like him!!

Aja!Aja!hwaiting!CHunNie!

another similarity =P

他喜欢嘟嘴
我也是！！！
哈哈！！哈哈！！

他喜欢嘟嘴耶！！！
你看你看！！
我们太像了！！
一定合得来！！！！！=P

parents

still
the wise one ll always be our parents

i see things in a much clearer way after talking to my parents
this are my parents ^^V

who ll always give me support and guidance
and love me more than anyone else

they really cherish me =)
i thank God that i have such lovely parents!!

aja!aja!fighting!!

ps: shouldnt have eaten just now!!finished the whole packet of gai zai peng and 1 cup of real thick coffee..pimples coming out soon!!!and i can feel that my thighs and face and belly they are expanding in all dimensions!! aiks!!
never ever destress by eating *i promise*

go home

if there is anything i want to do right now
is to go home

i really getting very upset
really very very upset

i really want to go home
suddenly
i feel like i dont want to face this world anymore (dont get me wrong i m nt going to commit suicide)
i dont feel like talking to anyone
i dont feel like going out of my room and face anyone
i dont feel like doing anything
i just want to go home
and face my parents

really very upset
why things have to be happened in such way

really very upset
just couldnt express how upset i m right now
i dunno why
is just like out of sudden
after yeo brought up the issue
i really get very upset
why things have to be very complicated
i really want to go home

at home
there are my parents there
my brother
and my family

4 more years seems so unbearable

really very upset
can i go home??
i dont want to face any of this problem anymore!!!
i just want to go home!!

no!!
stay tough!!!
4 more years!!
i ll b able to get rid of this place and go home!!!!
stay tough!!!!!!!!


我想要做到每个人都满意的人
但是，
现实不允许
因为这个世界是残酷的。
这个世界，
如果你好欺负，
别人是不会手下留情的。
所以，
才有今天
如刺猬般的我。
有些事，
我很想就此算了，
但是现实逼我不得不武装自己。
即使，如此会伤了和气。
因为，如果不武装自己，
最后伤到的是自己，
可怜的是，
别人不会同情你。
只会说你笨。
所以你说，
该怎么办？

想念中学生涯！
想念笨笨，呆头鹅，小时的我。

可不可以不要长大？

a dangerous (?)marathon on wednesday!!

yesterday
i participated in a marathon!!!

after i finished my physiology lecture,
we had biochem practical (this means walking is needed!!)
is a long way from physio building to biochem building as we have to climb the super steep and super long stairway!!!!
but this is still okay
what happened is that
when i reached biochem building and thought that
ah i can have a rest
and suddenly i realised
"eh? where is my pencil box?"

AH i left it at the physio's lecture hall!!!!!

so i RAN!!!
all the way from biochem to physio as my practical ll start in like 10mins

as i was running
all the ppl passing by look at me with one kind of look =P
ya i realised that as well
who would not look at a person who is wearing a pink coat and running like mad!!
i was panting and running but i dont care!! =P
i need my pencil box
so DUSH!!
i was there at the lecture hall getting back my pencil box ^^V
i can say i reached there with the speed of light =P

BUT
i lost all my energy when i was on my way back AGAIN to biochem
imagine that i have to climb the stairs!!
this is insane man!!!!!!
i almost wanted to faint seriously
and i panted like i had asthma or dyspnea
i am amazed by my STAMINA!!!
seriously!!
=P

anyway there is this incident which happened to me when i was on my way to physio lecture hall to get back my pencil box
as i said, my running attracted ppl attention
yes it did!!!
as i was running
this car with two ppl in it was passing by me
and they were laughing at me
i laughed as well when i heard their laughter
as i know i must be looking very funny
but i din care much
i continue to run
BUT THEN!!!!!
here come the important part and the SCARIEST part!!!
they actually made a U turn and came back to me
they stopped and one of them said Hi to me
as i didnt think so much
i greeted them also (well i know we shouldnt greet any stranger but that time my focus was on my pencil box and i thought maybe they had sth to ask)
and then
he said a word start with S
is a three letter words
_ex
i was like huh?
then continue he asked and show some weird pose using his hand
immediately i said NO!!!!
and ran away!!
walau eh
i was thinking
i should really scold them
but luckily i din
what if they suddenly came down from the car and dragged me
that time i was quite tired actually and i might not have any energy to fight against them
Thank God that He has protected me
they left me alone when i said no and din do anything to me

actually after this incident
i din really think much cause i still need my pencil box back
bt when i calmed down and give it a thought
wow!! actually i was actually in a dangerous situation just now (as that time the street was quite empty--usually there ll be cars passing by but that time i think the street was empty dunno why)
and i really Praise the Lord that He has protected me!!!

and i have learned my lesson
never ever response to any stranger in prague
and always bring along my HP
IN CASE
sth happened to me
i still can dial to someone else

i dare not tell this to my parents
wah they ll be worried if i let them know

hmmm
but luckily this incident doesnt really creat a BIG impact to me
like my mood is affected after this etc
BUT i promise i ll be more careful next time=)

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and then i was thinking
it would be nice if chunnie is here with me =P
he would definitely help me to get back my pencil box =P
we can walk together also
aih how nice if he is here hahaha
anything i can rely on him
HAHAHAAHAHA
i know i know
i think too much
but then
how nice if someone is there with me =P
i dunno why
eheh this thought keep on occuring to me
wah very nice leh if chunnie is there with me at that moment and be with me right now MUAHAHAHA

*have you vomited*=P

haha i purposely wrote the above paragraph with smaller font and have them in the lightest colour so that you might not read it and have nausea after this but still you insisted to read it
what can i do =P

ANYWAY
still i want to praise the Lord
that He indeed is our protector and guardian!! =)

chunnie chunnie!!

b4 i start with my "admiration" =P
i ll just add 1 more point why i like yoochun
because
he is talented!! he is a self learner for piano and yet this does not stop him from composing songs!!!
how cool is that!! =)

beware
if you want to continue this reading
pls prepare a bucket for yourself=P

HOW CAN I NOT LIKE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW CAN I NOT LIKE THEM!!!!!!!!!

just now was watching their performance at mkmf
i couldnt help myself but to smile!!! =)
i know i look like a hua chi =)
but then!!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA
they are so GOOOD LOOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
especially chunnie!!!
so cute!! so charming!!so GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD LOOKING!!!!!
i am overwhelmed by their performance!!
overwhelmed by CHUNNIE!!!!!!!
i wont get tired even if i m asked to look at him all the time!!!

you can never compare chunnie with others
maybe he is not the most good looking in this entertainment industry
but HE IS CHUNNIE!!!!
the OnE aNd OnLy!!!!!!!!
no one can substitute HIM!!!!!!!

GARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
so cute so cute
两个字
帅毙！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

in excited state now =P
okay okay i should really get back to my books!
feeling guilty now
i ll try to control myself =)

you dont trust me??
watch these videos!!

GARHHHHH!!they removed the videos!!!!!why why why!!!!!isit because i posted them in my blog and they found out and realised that this video is copy right reserved??they have been entirely removed from you tube!!
AHHHH i should have watched more yesterday night!!!!
my CHUNNIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T sad sad sad sad
miss him dy!!cant watch him la!! so sad!!
*ahahahaha just found out the uploader's blog!! still can watch it but weird is still the original video in you tube but why at you tube website it says that the video has been removed but i still can watch it??anyway who cares=p*
happy like chunnie right now =) =)

dont fall sick yoo chun!!!

yoo chun!!!
he is sick !!
having cold in japan as he is now promoting their upcoming 4th japanese album which ll be relased on the 25th of march!!
i am waiting for their new album!!
more songs in my playlist!!

but then
yoochun!!take care ya!! dont fall sick!!!
very worried leh, your schedule must be very packed right now,but pls have some rest !!
so that you can do your best and give the best while you are doing performance in japan!!
first time at japan music station to have your first performance ever!!
is a rare chance that you ll get to perfom at music station so pls get well soon!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm
frans was asking me today
why i like micky =P
okay
are you ready to hear the answer
pls get yourself a bucket beside you=P
i answered:" love at first sight!!"
have you vomitted?
i guess so!!=P

i like him
because
1) he can play piano well
2) he can sing well
3) he can compose nice songs
4) he can dance (though i dont really care whether he can dance or not)
5) he is cute
6) his smile is charming
7) i like his characteristic
8) i like his voice ( i never realised that he has eheh husky voice =P)
9) he is tough and strong (you ll never know that he actually had a painful childhood)
10) he loves his family
11) still i like his characteristic!!!!!!

thats why
despite of all the doubts that they have on him/ or to be precised
despite of all the doubts that they have on me as to why i like him
i ll never change!!
*vomitting right now ?*
yes yoochun!!
chunnie chunnie chunnie!!!!
^^V

pls take care!!!get well soon k!!!

oh ya oh ya
1 more similarity that we both have in common
we get cold easily
oh ya
1 more
we babble sth which other ppl might not understand
see
we are so alike!!
i m so sure that we ll match perfectly
*vomit again?*

ps:
i dont really like chunnie's new hairstyle in their latest japanese album!!
again he permed his hair and had this big "mass" in front of his forehead!!
but then
again
why should i care!=P


again!!
pls get well soon!=)

i guess
you guys must have vomitted at least 3 buckets!! =P
i m not responsible for that!!=P

chunnie's hairstyle

apparently
not only me who dont really like chunnie to perm his hair
lolz
they even cross their fingers and pray hard
so that even if chunnie perms his hair
he ll be looking fine with such hairstyle

i just dont understand why
why he likes to "play" around with his hairstyle
he looks absolutely superb with straight, silky and smooth hair
like what he used to have when dbsk first debuted their 1st album "triangle"
or even when he was shooting for a samsung commercial
he looks absolutely GREAT!!!
dont believe
look thisthe left one is CHUNNIE!!
i dont have any of his photo that has him and his wavy, curly hair =P cos is unbearable to see it =P


pls pls pls
dont do weird stuffs on your hair
well at least pls dont perm your hair=P
anyway
still you ll always be my chunnie *pls prepare yourself a bucket to vomit for this sentence*
no matter how "permy" or wavy your hair will be

haha
recently all my posts are dbsk related =P
you might get bored tho
but i wont =P

oh ya oh ya
changmin's mismatched eyes!!!
how to detect whether he is happy or not
just look for his mismatched eyes!!
i was laughing when i looked at those pic that have changmin and his mismatched eyes
and i was laughing even harder
when i read there is this post
showing us how chunnie leads the fashion
even in animal world
just click the link and you ll know why i laughed!!!

http://sharingyoochun.wordpress.com/2009/01/31/spazz-chuns-hair-sytle-is-fevering-even-dogs/

okay okay
enough for that :)
gd night!! :)

有天 =)

有天，也是双子，我喜欢他的性格。
昨天看了他，觉得我们蛮像的。
他看起来嘻嘻哈哈的，总是有如太阳般灿烂笑容的他，最先哭的，却一定是他！
让我想起，以前学长farewell party 时，依颖那年，
我和双要发表我们对学姐们的谢意，
还没开口，我就哭了。
我也不懂为什么我要哭， 双时候说，她本来没有要哭的，但是被我影响了。
也对， 我不懂为什么我会哭。
但是，我哭得一把鼻涕，一把眼泪。=P
丑死了！
至于，还有那些相似，哈哈我就不便多说，因为有吹捧自己的嫌疑=P

总之，
有天也是双子！ ^^
超高兴的！！
哈哈！

扯太远了=P

还有，
天啊！！！
我才惊觉，
原来，韩国人的生日算法，还真的是与众不同！
只要你是3月份过后出生的宝宝，就会比3月份以前出生的宝宝小一岁。
怪不得，我会一直搞错，一直以为chunnie和junsu只大我一岁。
原来，他们五位中，只有一位，那就是沈昌珉是88年次的。
其他都是86次！
哎呀！但是还好啦，chunnie大我两岁没差！=P

还有，还有，
哇哇哇！
昌珉竟然190cm,而且他还在长高当中！
不愧是最强昌珉！！！！
但是别长得太高，190 已经很好了！

malaysia tvxq cassiopea is now officially launched!!
hmmm was thinking should i register to become a member or not but then have to pay for the registration fees.
so ma fan!!
sumore you noe la
i very very lazy one,
i dont think i ll be actively involve in their forum thingy.
and i dont think i ll be able to join any of their activities
but then
an idea came across me
eh
what IF what IF
let say la
maybe they have some lucky draw or what
den i ll be the winner to have to chance to meet dbsk and have dinner with them
GARHAHAHA
just thinking of this, i cant stop smilling.
but i think if i really have the chance to eat with them, i ll be very nervous and in the end i ll be rather staying at home instead of attending their fans meeting =P
cause i too shy dy, i dunno what i should do also if i really meet them in person and have dinner together with them =P
okay okay i should stop day dreaming=P
anyway i ll join the cassiopea then when i m back in malaysia for my summer hols
hopefully by that time they ll be having their concert and as one of the malaysia tvxq cassiopea,
maybe i ll be able to join the cassiopea's activity =)
*cross my fingers*

anyway
whoa, finally malaysia is having its own cassiopea for tvxq!!
i wonder how many malaysians are INTO dbsk!!
hopefully the number wont be too low
if not, i feel sad for dbsk =P

oh ya suddenly realised
maybe dbsk ll leave their msg or comment ??
maybe they ll reply my msg ??
hmmm can consider that also!!

wah i cannot imagine if chunnie really reply my msg
i think i ll go nuts gua =P

okay okay
i m still mentally stable
and i m not out of my mind =P
though i might sound like one MUAHAHA