hurmph

hurmph
again
my weekends just wasted like this
and i dont really know how it ended!! T_T
friday
went out with leepeng and yeo
and spent our time at startbuck
saturday
most of the time i was sleeping
if not you ll be seeing me dbsk-ing
sunday
er the cooking incident
then i slept
then the czemsa praha thing which caused me to have a headache
then i couldnt concentrate after this
so i slept!!!

hmmm
i think my circadian cycle seriously need to be adjusted
cause usually right
i dont take nap!!!!!
aiks aiks aiks aiks

anyway is time to be more hardworking !!!( i feel guilty that i promised God i ll be working harder than last sem and be more prepared to face my finals than what i was when i was preparing my genetics)
cannot waste anymore time
seriously need to study!!!
and pls let me have determination when is time for me to sleep
cos you see
whenever is around 1030pm
i ll straight away round up the figure to 12!!!
so i ll be persuading myself
just go to bed
pls i have to be more determined!!
i want to go home earlier!!
cause there is so much stuffs that i wanted to do

so
T_T this means
chunnie i have to separate myself from you
pls forgive me
i ll always love you *lolz no worried nowadays right pails are cheap*
i ll try not to think about you *again you see you should always prepare your pail besides you whenever you are reading my post=P*
but seriously need to be under controlled abit
if not
sometimes right
i ll be spending most of my time
dating with my chunnie
aiks cannot ah!!!

so thats it
AJA AJA HwaItIng
gamabtemas!!
as chunnie is also working hard to promote his album
so i should really work hard =P

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about the cooking thingy right
i seriously need to learn to cook a few dishes
because hor
chunnie likes to see his gf to cook for him and the expression that she has when she is waiting for his response =P
so haha i should work hard on that past as well MUAHAHAH
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and again
since i have chunnie with me
haha
okay la
what i wanted to say
is
God knows me well
and He knows what kind of person i am
but then you see
sometimes i ll be thinking
should i retrieve back to my turtle shelf?
anyway
whenever i feel upset right
i m so relieved that
God knows me well
inside out
because
Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
so you would come - hillsongs
this song has never failed to touch me
i feel blessed
that i m have a heavenly father
who loves me so much
beyond my imagination
He ll never leave me
despite of all those things that i have done which might have let Him feel disappointed
i really feel happy
that i have Him
i know
i have a Father who loves me no matter what =)
what more should i ask for?


anyway
total buckets that you have collected for my chunnie : if i
m not wrong, 3 buckets altogether=P am i right??=p