Thursday, March 5, 2009

go home

if there is anything i want to do right now
is to go home

i really getting very upset
really very very upset

i really want to go home
suddenly
i feel like i dont want to face this world anymore (dont get me wrong i m nt going to commit suicide)
i dont feel like talking to anyone
i dont feel like going out of my room and face anyone
i dont feel like doing anything
i just want to go home
and face my parents

really very upset
why things have to be happened in such way

really very upset
just couldnt express how upset i m right now
i dunno why
is just like out of sudden
after yeo brought up the issue
i really get very upset
why things have to be very complicated
i really want to go home

at home
there are my parents there
my brother
and my family

4 more years seems so unbearable

really very upset
can i go home??
i dont want to face any of this problem anymore!!!
i just want to go home!!

no!!
stay tough!!!
4 more years!!
i ll b able to get rid of this place and go home!!!!
stay tough!!!!!!!!


我想要做到每个人都满意的人
但是,
现实不允许
因为这个世界是残酷的。
这个世界,
如果你好欺负,
别人是不会手下留情的。
所以,
才有今天
如刺猬般的我。
有些事,
我很想就此算了,
但是现实逼我不得不武装自己。
即使,如此会伤了和气。
因为,如果不武装自己,
最后伤到的是自己,
可怜的是,
别人不会同情你。
只会说你笨。
所以你说,
该怎么办?

想念中学生涯!
想念笨笨,呆头鹅,小时的我。

可不可以不要长大?




2 sunflowers:

Anonymous said...

人就是这样..
虽然很不想承认..可是,真的就好像是"你不吃人,人就会吃你"..想真心对人..对大家好..反被人利用..欺负..
如刺谓般,有时并不是件坏事..我想我能体会你当时的心情..
现在的我,唯一想做的事,就是回家..

yengtong said...

谢哦!!
庆幸的是,家永远是我们的依靠=)
是的, 我现在也想快快回家
所以,现在的我,必须努力读书!!!
快快考完!!=)