biochem

i just dunno why
i just dont understand
my brain is refused to function when it comes to this sub
or to be precised
when it comes to reaction in organic chem
maybe having it postponed to tuesday isnt a good idea!!!
but God has His plan
maybe He thinks i should study more on it

but but
i seriously hate this feeling
the uncertainty when i m revising my chem
is like my mind ll wander whenever i touch this topic!!!!!!!
hate it hate it!!

this weekend
is packed
with my so not going to finish revisions and iGames!!!
harper's is yet to be FLIPPED through,
physio block test is yet to be revised
genetics (final is on jan Yet i started nth!!)
physio basic is yet to be revised
organic chem (test on tues) is on the way to be finished
biochem (test on the 7th week) should started years ago but i dunno what m i doing

seriously
no Utube ever since the sem started
then what m i doing??
i should really hide my laptop
unusual sleeping habit
i guess is all because of that!!!

concentration
concentration
focus focus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

really hate this feeling
when i have so much to do
and i dont know where to start
my mentality is not stable so to say!!

how how
yesterday is wasted!!!!

hate it hate it!!
hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God pls show me the way!:)