repositioned

currently
i m trying to re-position myself as in what kind of attitude should i use
i m trying to find a balanced point
i dislike what i was doing today
i feel awkward and strange
i dont like the way how i showed myself just now

atually i shouldnt be bothered by this issue
why should i be affected??
but currently
it is haunting my mind
is like a virus

i dont feel good at all
as in how i react to this matter

Lord
pls show me the way
pls help me
so that i ll be able to follow your teaching:)

a balanced point
thats what i need for now